Cold Nostalgia

Wednesday, January 26, 2005 @ 3:22 PM

im such a suc*eR..

i suc* man.. i cant blive im actually d0in tiz.. followin mx dey al juz becuz dey dun lyk u...
but.. ok.. yesterdae.. sry.. we HAD 2 bang seh u.. caz 2dae was ur b.d n we.. kinda need sum sh0pPin.. yea.. tts y we wana shuai3 diao4 u 4 1 dae.. bUtz.. ok.. i am goanna admit evrything 2 u.. i dun care bout mx dey al lia0.. wel.. afta i read ur blog.. ur past posts esp august n july ESPESP july.. i missed de fun we had 2gether.. de fun we had gosspin bein crazi etc... the fun in CO.. im serious.. i n0e u wun b able 2 trust b completely[read it..] bt.. i am truely sorry.. i cant face u in pers0n.. bt afta readin ur blog.. i dun care bout mx/mel/yt/glo frenship tt much already.. n im takin away tiz music land blogskin til i find another 1, juz 4 u.. so tt it wun hang ur server again.. i am truely truely sorry.. plz 4give m3.. i n0e im in de wrg sumtimes.. juz tt.. i blive we juz needa clarify m0r thinGz.. n thingz wld nt b so bd n0w..

i h0pe u read tiz so0n.. i blieve u n0e hu u r.. i totalLy wan d0se frenly fights/crazi daes/stpd gossipz/CO fun bak.. i feel so l0st w/o deM now.. i didntd0 my hw 2dae.. juz 2 spen time thinkin ova yesterdae n 2dae.. might b lyin de laz weeks.. bt i swear tiz confessi0n 2dae iz tru3.. i reli dun dare 2 face u.. 2 ashamed.. 2 afraid 2 gt turned d0wn by u..

sorry

dun wana b an ugly scar left etched deeply in ur heart..

p/s: [editi0n here date n time: 26.1, 2.48pm-2.52pm..] k so things werent as bd as i t0t.. wel.. frm 2dae la.. feel so awkward afta readin tiz p0st again.. wish i cld edit the whole p0st... bt since i wr0te it.. it muz stay a memory.. k.. shld hav stayed calm..i shld hav xpected us 2 cum bk in the grp again.. lolz.. we 6 evrytym quarrel lia0 den patch.. quarrel patch.. quarrel patch.. lookin bak h0r.. tracin bak the quarrels n the bang seh-ing each 0theRz.. quite funny sia.. hahaz.. k st0p crappin lia0.. go eat lunch n study 4 3 tests 2mol0.. chia0 r0unD..