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fuck. i think im locking up my blog soon. perhaps? idk, mayb not. btw. i rly dun understan WAT IS SO WRONG IS YOU. yes you. de shole wid M. OKAY. anyway i dun care if she reads dis. i juz wan her to noe, im not fucked up easily. but she rly is pissin me off. i had enough. BITCH. ccb knn i hav nvr had so much hatred dyu noe dat? esp to a friend. A FRIEND? i guess not right now, she doesnt even treat us as a fren, or mayb its juz me. wtf la ok. i duno wat i hav done 2 make u so daoish towards me. IM SICK OF DIS OKAY! i mean like, i belive u noe me enouf to noe dat i dun rly dao u guys much. but now im totally giving up. im sick of tryin 2 b nice. its not nice to try 2 b nice 2 ur so called frens when dey dun bothr being nice eithr.

i mean like seriously. ask urself, since when hav u rly like, b wid evry single 1 of us w/o ANY bit of hatred or pissed at all. i believe never once in dis 2.5years we were togthr. ive tried. but hav you? i duno. i canot read ur mind. its too much changing.

btw, mdm teo is a freakin witch dat is ALWAYS RIGHT n canot transmit proper messages. so pls man mdm teo, go fly kite. thank you.

stoopid fking sch. stoopid rehearsal. stoopid ms ang. stoopid HER. stoopid me? wadevrr. im sick of evrything. im tryin 2 cope wid new anger n shocks n wat soevr shyts. im dying-i guess. wadevrr. i shud b happy i stil hav frens like mar. dor nicole meichen zuotao? n oso my on9 frens=) juz luviN HS~

yea, i DO look less on pp's que1 dian3(inperfect side) so yea. i gave up lookin on HER. sickening. i juz CANOT STAND people hu dao u for no specific reasons. it sucks u noe. NO LIFE. get a life la ok. shyt u la ok.

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I have been tagged!... By ROYCELYN!
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Favourites:
Favourite Colour: Lilac, Blue, Black?
Favourite Food: Balachan Kangkong, Nasi Bryani. ANYTHING MY MOM WHIPS UP!
Favourite Song: many many. into techno recently.
Favourite Movie: siao ar? so many.. stuffs like LOTR, matrix(keanu reeves xP), HP etcetc
Favourite Sport: Badminton i guess? Netball/captain ball(maybe?)
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday
Favourite Season: Winter i guess? anyone wud want some chill if u sweat like crazy in Spore evry single day!
Favourite Ice Cream: Ben & Jerry's Chocolate icecream-or anything dat tastes similar.

Currents :
Current Mood: Tired?
Current taste: err? current taste? dun get it..
Current Clothes: pri sch Amethyst hse tee + a tattered blue track pants.
Current Desktop: Yuna frm FFX~~
Current Toenail Colour: umm? transparent lo? im too lazy 2 apply coloursssss
Curent Time: 11.09pm
Current Surroundings: hmm, lets see. Computer, Mouse, Keyboard, bed, table, handphn. blablabla...
Current Annoyances: dat i hav so much impending hol homework not done n sch is openin in 2 days time.
Current Thoughts: wishing dat chungcheng will get burned down on monday morning.

First:
First Best Friends: Louise Pan i guess? missed her loads =*( i miss de p6 days..
First Crush: hmm? im not sure, the guy i met in playgrnd when im juz a few years old? i guess so. Mr Playground guy.
First Movie: how i noe? CRAZY.
First Lie: HELLO~ i dun hav such perfect memory lo, like duh~!
First Music: hmm, lets c. perhaps some kiddy moosik? the ABC song? idk..

Lasts:
Last Cigarette: I--A-M--A-N-T-I--C-I-G-G-Y!!!!!!!!!!
Last Drink: Plain wateR?
Last Car Ride: ytd nite on bus 806 when i return hm frm de late rehearsal?
Last Crush: i better not say. its some1 online. bah, DON REMIND ME! i feel like a dumbo. STUPID GUY!
Last Movie: The Omen-SARKY movie, no scary scenes-unless u consider sudden shocks, sarky ending. lame cast.
Last Phone Call: dis aftanoon at abt 3pm? called marlene..
Last CD played: CD? compact disc? errrrrrr. i cant seem 2 rmb? seemed ages ago..

Have you ever...
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: im straight okay! besides, i dun hav much luck in my lurv life.. sadly.
Have you ever broken the law: unless u consider lying many many times breakin de law.
Have you ever been arrested: sadly not. not even for going totally nuts.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: skinny-dipped? im soz but my england is not dat powderful=)
Have you ever been on TV: guess so? not up close douh. DUH. im juz a norm gurl.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: I HAVNT EVEN HAD MY 1ST KISS duh.

5 things you are wearing: glasses, pants, tee, 2 different earring, undies?
4 things you did today: hmm, scratch my head, dig my ear, peel my skin, squeeze my pimples? (oni de 1st one true DUH!)
3 things you can hear right now: X!4or4y's voice, the sign-in sound of msn msgr, the creaking of my chair.
2 things you wish for: PERFECT HEALTH. love?
1 thing you do when you are bored: visit lalaland~

5 People to do this: EVERYONE reading this. i bothered to do this. y shudnt u?
[Completed at june24-11.31pm]

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19june (monday): tried my best to wakeup earlier as usual today as had to meet candice n dor 2 do de ss grp proj 2day. hilarious! arranged meetin time 10am. den dragged til 12. den 1pm. in de end i was late for 45mins. GOSH. i felt so bad. really. why am i always late? din acheive much 2day. copied some maths frm candice.

20june (tues): CELEBRATED MY NIANG ZI'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! (celebrate one day early, actual is 21june but she gg cruise). yet again i was late in meetin dem cuz mom was scolding me since de moment i WOKEUP. practically i got woken up by her, i told her i was gg out, she den strts scoldin abt not finishin my hmwrk n gg out still. she even warned me not 2 go out for whole day. im like wth~ den u expect me to meet dem in de morn, n come bak at like say, 4? CRAZY. take 1 hr for travelling leh! smsed gibb abt de condition n gibb rply made me laugh. "ur mom is kinda lame." ROFL!
anyway i was supposed 2 meet dem at 10-10.30am. but insted i was LATE AGAIN. met at abt 11pm or so, every1 was like, dere alrdy. there was cheryl(hgz), Jianrong(compX aka cheryl's bf), Cheryl's fren, cheryl's lil bro, royy(orange), Ferdy(limhjf), ann(black), 2 trial djs-Gibby(santeclauz) & Rayton(X!4or4y) n a listener-breadcrumbs aka vivian! vivian looks like my cousin.. wahaha. GIBBY DOES NOT LOOK LIKE GIBBY!! such a deep voice, such a small guy. rayton looks like a cross between des tong n eugene chia.

[[Vivian(breadcrumbs), cheryl, royy, me, ann.]] [[ cake cutting! ]]

[[left]] Courtesy of Rayton's photoshopping.

anyway, we met at somerset mrt, den went 2 Kbox at de Cineleisure(spelling?). once on de eight floor, which is de entrance of kbox, i felt like running away. GAWD IT SMELLS LIKE OLD CIGGAS! i hate de smell of cigarettes. i juz CANOT stand it. it makes me feel like dying. but anyway lata on i got used to it. anyway we got seperated into 2 small rooms, me, ferdy, royy, ann, gibb n rayy on 1 n de othrs in anthr. sadly. wished de rm cud hav bin as big as de one we had last kbox session in marina sqr. PARA PARA SAKURA! xP
afta kbox royy took me n ann to 9th floor. woa de place is COOL MAN! den lata wid de whole grp walkwalk lo. at de Heren(spelt?).. den took mrt 2 pasirris. met alvinjh n his bro. LOL ferdy called alvin when alvin was juz infront of us. LOL~

ferdy gave us $30 to buy cheryl's cake. ann royy viv n me actuli left de grp 2 buy de cake secretly. but it was kinda obvious la. so yea cheryl knew bah i guess. she juz act dun1 see oni=) den lata on wake 2 chalet. Venessa(VK aka =coconutgirl=), Jasmine(:.maia:.) n Jacqueline(.Snowy) actuli came! i mean like, its not dat we dun welcome dem, infact im glad more djs came, juz dat kinda unxpected la.. yea den dey came wid 2 othr gals. my guess is dat deir oso soupers? i hav nooo idea! anyway, de chalet was cheryl's frens one.. so yea we din stay long, oni spent time dere cuttin cake n stuffs. oso some time spent to try 2 get venessa dey all 2 intro demselves cuz evry1 rly duno hu dey were.. so yea.. i felt abit bad for feelin abit dao1-ish towards dem.. like abit unhappy abt dem. but its alrite la.. i apologised 2 jasmine on habbo.. =x afta cut cake went arcade, i din play, oni played de bishii bashii thingy wid royy once-usin ferdy's card money smmr.. i rly feel dang bad today. ferdy spent so much money.. =x den i had 2 go bak as mom was not in gud mood alrdy i guess. i LURVV de pics we took =)) n i rly hope cheryl treasure de gift i gave her man! it took me VERY long n ALOT of hard work okay! i folded straw+paper stars for her. i strted on de night b4 u noe! n i spent all de time folding n i finished de bottle oni at 3am+ n slept at 3.51am. n i was like. DANG TIRED n my hands were hurtin badly. Added snippets of straw in de bottle=) looks nice, like flakes.

21june-23june: practically evry morn we- dor, me, meichen met wid candice 2 go candice hse do SS grp proj. but til now, we havnt get our proj on. bahs! stupid ms ang. wish i can sue her. abuse us wid such difficult stuffs.. BAHS!
anyway, 23june (fri) aftanoon had CO. it was at 1pm, i tot it wud end at most at arnd 6. AT MOST. budden Mdm Teo say 1-4pm actuli is 2 celebrate her birthday+sinren's+kenny's.. kenny's real birthdate on de day itself while sinren+mdm teo was on 24. n oso for practising- Shuana was our conductor replacin de overseas Zhao Lao Tou(BAHAHAHA) n she was dang funny, anyhow conduct. 4-8pm+ was de real rehearsal. shuana's conducting is dang funny, i nearly cudnt stop myself frm burstin into laughter on stage. HILARIOUS! got bak our costumes dat we wore for SYF, cuz dey suddenly chg our costume 2 dat as evry1 wear full uni excpt us. so.. yea.

Life cudnt get worse..
[Actual post done on 25june 2.14am]

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rights. as de title says: ORAL SURGERY. 2 words. TWO FREAKING WORDS dat i will undergo in 4 mnths time. bahs! okays. 7june wokeup early to get rdy. cuz de appointment was 8.30am at National Dental Centre(beside Health Promo Board). Dad is in sarawak, so me n mom had to wakup early to take bus+mrt. >< so yea. took 1 hr to get dere. anyway i shall tok abt WHY i hav dis appointment n lata WHY i nid an ORAL SURGERY! =*(

WHY i got dis appointment: had de yearly dental check in sch by de mobile dental thingy. den de female dentist found out dat i had a baby tooth amongst all my adult tooth(im alrdy 15). den took a small xray(slightly bigger den passport size phto dat size). saw dat my adult tooth for dat baby tooth is stuck in my gums, but de prob is, its not directly above de baby tooth. its like. 1-2tooths away. =x FREAKY. so yea, she referred me to NDC 2 do de rest of de stuffs.

WHY i nid an ORAL SURGERY: anyways. yea, when my numbr was flashed, me n mom walked in.. took xray, full mouth xray. big one. den i had to take out my earrings, which i juz pierced on 16may. i duno how 2 pull out =x den in de end de xray man pull out de left stud, my mom pull out my right stud. lol~ afta de xray, tried puttin de studs bak but my ears hurt, n it cudnt go tru. my ear bled=*( i can actuli feel de stud pokin into my meat?fleash?(duno how to spell). anyway, afta xray, took it 2 de leftest cubicle at de end. de male dentist was nice=) v frenly n quite funny. he n oso a braces expert(pregnant lady hu's quite cute=] she calls my mom "mummy"). took turns to xplain to us de situation while lookin at my xray. waa, can actuli c each n evry tooth of mine, n dat stpd adult tooth stuck in my gums 1 tooth away frm de baby tooth.

anyway, de thing is, it is compulsary dat de adult tooth stuck in de gums needs 2 b taken out by oral surgery. dats de oni compulsary thing. but de thing is, sooner or lata, de baby tooth wil drop, n den my smile wun b nice cuz it will leave a hole/gap dere, whr de baby tooth used 2 b. so 2 close up de gap, de full n complete solution- take out de adult tooth stuck in gums, pull out de baby tooth, pull out 1 mor tooth dat is jarked(wrg spelling) out on de top left, n pull out anthr tooth smwhr on top, i forgot whr. reason: braces. cuz if i oni pull out de baby tooth den put braces, my teeth will all slant 1 side to de gap whr baby tooth use 2 b. so in de end solution is at least 3 tooths hav 2 b PULLED out n 1 to b TAKEN out. afta all dese den i hav to wear braces. 2years. hai. n den de dentist+braces specialist said deir tryin 2 save me as many tooths as possible. if 3 tooths on my top jaw pulled out den my top n bottom jaw canot close properly, i wil hav to pull out more tooths frm bottom jaw. =*( bo3 gei2 liao la..(toothless? liao la..) terrible eh? n de 1st BIG BLOW dat rly made my heart fell ALOT was when de braces specialist told us de full cost of evrything. if i go 2 surgery under trianees, is abt $3000+ near $4K. den if specialist den is arnd $4200. if i go under trainee i stil hav to queue in w8in list for TWO YEARS. no way man. trainees.. SMMR 2 years of wait n 2 years of braces? i'd b like 19 by de time evrything is done. some crap. anyway. de 2nd BIG BIG SHOCK dat rly urge my tears even mor is de 3 options 2 choose of how i wana undergo de surgery:

General anestisia(spelling??): i will sleep tru de whole surgery w/o noeing n feelin anything.
local anestisia(TERRIBLE SPELLING i noe): jab my gums to numb it, den surgery carries on wid me wide awake, i can see n feel but no pain.
Semi conscious(canot rmb de proper term): inject smth into my bloodstream tru de top of my hands(opposite of palms) 2 make me like, dreamy? as in half aslp half awake. den dey will jab 2 numb my gums n continue de surgery.

of course when u hear lidat u will choose de 1st choice rite? dat was my 1st tot too. but de dentist den broke it by sayin."but de general blabla thingy has its consequences.. u hav 2 accpt de consequence b4 u can choose dis. its consequence is dat once u go 2 slp, u might never wakeup again"-dat was de exact words he said(other den de blabla part). at 1st i tot- nv wakeup again? lol! den lata on.. yea it rly rly scared me out. I CANOT DIE AT 15! IM STIL YOUNG OKAY? rmb marlene? i said to u i canot die so early, i haven give birth!! xD haven hav my 1st kiss!! my 1st baby!! my 1st etcetc.. ok anyway, yea it rly made my heart drop seriously. den in de end chose de 2nd choice although it sounds VERY scary. mom said 3rd choice de injection wil hurt, so yea. left wid de 2nd one.

afta de dental appointment, went 2 make my IC. yuckyuck my ic photo i took was so tootsie. i look like serious crap. so nerdy. n afta IC, mom took me 2 eat n shop arnd at toa payoh central. got new clothes.=) thanks a million mom. luv u, muacks!

i seriously feel like such a burden. im such a promatic child. my eyes r failing me. my parents r workin like hell n deir money r juz flyin away for my health. my problems. EYES-glasses. BACKBONE-Scoliosis. Overall health-falling sick very often:doct?. now yet anthr thing. TEETH. WAT IS SO WRONG WITH ME? my dad n mom r doin evrything for my health n im still playin away evry single day. my studies r a terrible load a shit. why? im so pissed off by myself. i hav no idea how n wat to do. i feel like dying but im too a scardy cat to do so. im petrified of death, i admit. i feel like running away frm reality. but, can i? no.

problematic, as always. as it is in evrything else in my life. back to top?

okays here are some pics we took togthr=) de neos n de kbox pics =)) so nice! WHERE IS CHERYL IN DE KBOX PICS? hidin behind de cam.. ZzZ hidehidehide. aiyo!

okay la im juz postin dis pics for fun. spice up my DEAD BLOG. kay la its juz dat im sooo dang lazy to blog. I WANA COMPLAIN SMTH 1ST. last fri(9june) i got woked up by zao4 lao3 tou2(my CO cher).. TELLING ME TO GO TO SCH!! wat crap. on mon(5june) we asked him whrthr dere is practise in de morn on fri. n he said no. den on fri he called me sayin yes n dat i hu2 tu2(means.. i confused?). den i slowly take my tme to bathe.. eat etc. den took bus to sch. wat crap. when i gettin up bus 812. i xcidentally cut into a woman's path at de entrance of de bus. den i tsk(SO TOTALLY ACCIDENTAL!) den i tried to cover it up by tsktsktskin like makin a tune lidat. den de woman CRAZY. scold me.. say wat: IF U GOT SMTH TO SAY. SAY IT. stare at me smmr. walao. at 1st i was abit pissed but lata on i felt hurt lo. like, i din mean it rite? den i actuli cried abit. idk y. i suddenly felt dang dwn..

anyway. SEVEN of june. bahs. dat dental check to determine my oral surgery. never knew a BABY tooth cud cuz such a BIG BIG prob. bahs. i stil hav no mood to blog abt dis.. sian la.

Habbo! DJ applicationw as opend durin de weekends. 2-4 n 2nd session 5-7. helped abit in de main rm. mostly is pauline n de soupers helpin to open n close de doors so yea.. slacked. haha. den 2nd day i helped in A LITTLE bit of judgin.. on xiaoray, invaders, slahser n geraldine. i rly liked geraldine's voice. v natural n sweet. but sadly she nv get chosen haha. =x

orites i dun1na post liao. so sian...

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riights its bin dang long since i last blog n much has chged. hmm ive gotten bak my report book n im 19/42 in cls! 129/213 lvl. overall i failed combined humanities. as xpected la, i mean like, how many hist n ss stuffs hav i done well n passed it up? almoz none. i stil havnt shown my parents de report book but dad took a look himself.. i dumped it on de floor at one side..

29 May 06 (Sunday): celebrated by birthday today! actuli my real day was on thurs-1st june but i celebrated early. anyway i oni invited relatives+cuz. no frens dis year. hmm i guess i hav abit of phobia of last year. COLD parties r a terribly embarrasing thing. so yea rather hectic but overall i rly appreaciate evry1 for coming, really. got 2 prezzies. de rest were red packets (bits of dissapointment LITTLE tinnie bit oni cuz i xpected). got 2 prezzies. one frm kailing's mom[mickey+minnie bed cover] n de othr frm Aaron's mom(xiao yi) [OP tee+a mango n a strawberry cake] i ate de mango one. delicious =) alrites anyway b4 all de guests flooded in, i watched I Not Stupid Too DVD(mom said auncle ah hwee gave) in moms rm wid yeong siang n yeong soon. KEEP DEM AWAY FRM MY COMP. i cried~ so touchin lo.. n de song by JunYang-yi sheng jue wang so dang nice. at 1st i hear de song is not wid de movie den i din find it v nice. budden i heard it in de movie n its like. dang nice. LOL mar recognise tt song as de lan4 ping2 guo3 song(rotten apple) cuz de lyrics got 1 part is "wei shen me ping guo hui bian lan?" (y will apples go rotten?) hilarious~ n de movie was dang funny at parts. de policeman part... LOL

30 may 06 (Monday): went out wid MY DEAREST DJ FRENS~~ ok cool. roycelyn(orangesoda-), cheryl(habbogalz), ferdy(limhjf), biyong(.brightmms.) n me met at cityhall mrt. i was late for an hour=x i feel dang bad as i din rly apologise to dem in rl. but ya.. anyway we went plaza sing.. went 2 foodcourt. den to arcade. at 1st de House of the Dead4 no1 playin den ferdy n royy play. no1. later on dey play til very very far. ALOT alot pp looking. wow lo~ ferdy die den keep puttin in coins while royy n biyong took turns afta deaths.. den until dey stopped at The Empress. SO FAR! anyway later dey drove.. its so wow lo-biyong's driving is.. O.O wow. haha think i mountain tortise bah but its like he is de 1st person i noe dat drives so well!!(arcade dat is) i din play much.. shot along wid royy. den walkwalk.. royy n ferdy bought takoyaki. den we wan take neos. watched to action city n see de toys awhile den biyong left to meet his frens. so early! 5+.. den we took 2 machines of neos. de 1st one was okay.. but i look like a retardo. de 2nd one i 1st time take.. got bars de den got a button for u 2 push when u pose finish(got a time limit douh). de 2nd machine was v fun. den went to mac.. ate bit. went hm. <3in de neos. but so sad dun hav biyong inside. haha.

3june: abt evenin lidat. Er yi (2nd aunt) had free tix to Xmen3 The Last Stand. dad drove us-eryi, me, 4 kids-yeongxiang yeongsoon limying limhan, to Suntec. stpd long traffic jam. wat crap lo. got Great Spore Sale, PC show.. manymany pp.. we met juanning liwen yaowen n their dad. my ah gu. luckily i sat wid dad in de cinema itself. imagine sittin beside limhan or yeong soon. HORROR!! anyway, din rly liked de movie. de storyline was dead basically. no ups n downs. oni lotsa action. no nice. not interesting. anyway den afta de show. we got stuck in de carpark for abt 45mins. wow. blahs. wat crap.

5june(mon): had co sectional for grp C n D erhu 2day. crazy, so early. learnt de new score today.. Chang2 Cheng2.. our chosen 07 SYF piece. cheem. so tired.

7june(wed): i shall post in de nxt post. smth abt oral surgery. blahs. im seriously freaked out by dis.

8june(thurs): woots~ went out wid fellow dj frenz yet again! Ann Cheryl n Ferdy came oni.. actuli Biyong wanted 2 came too.. den ferdy say biyong was sick.. bah. abit dissappointed. hmm.. so few came. anway we met at 10.50am lidat[scheduled 10.30am]. den so quiet. guess cuz royy wasnt dere. haha. anway we walked frm CityHall to Marina Sqr den finally decided to watch The Omen, 11.40 show. den went to arcade awhile. dey drove twice. i din wana play cuz i dun rly like drivin cuz i sark at it. den went to cinemas. i bought nachos (even douh i haven ate my breakfast). luckily i wore a jacket man! de cinema was like. dang COLD!! i mean RLY cold. like as if in another country during winter.. anyway de movie sarked. abt de boy born on 6 june(6th mnth) on 6oclock. den actuli is devils child.. den in de end de guy died juz as he's abt 2 stab n kill de lil devilboy.. den endin sarks. de boy din die. US president held de boys hand while de guys funeral. crappy ending. den later on walk here walk dere.. bak n forth frm marina sqr to cityhall mrt.. wanted 2 want for Alvin[alvinjh] but he was uncontactable. den in de end we ate. den waited for Royy to finish makin her hair. i walked arnd tryin 2 find smth 2 buy for Clarice. din find anythin nice. den we went kbox. so fun! de room we got. 808, was dang big. HUGE. i think dis is de 3rd time i go kbox or so? 3rd or 4th. n its de biggest rm i've come to so far. its like, us 5 person in a big big rm wid 3 TVs. wow. sang both eng n chi songs. i felt abit bad for singin so many chi songs cuz Ann wasnt chi.. but yea. i chose some kiddy songs. santa claus is comin 2 town n Singapura. LOl hilarious. we sang bit. den eject. we jumped on de sofa-again =) like last time we(mx mel mar etc) did. fun~ 1 rly hilarious part is Royy n Ann singing de Barbie Girl song. royy wid de macho voice n ann de cutie voice. ROFL! :o Phantom of the Opera is scary. LOL~ anyway kbox made me broke. abt $70 in total. ann din brg enouf $ so we paid 1st.. i paid $21. hai actuli wanted 2 buy smth for clar 2day. n oso de habbo scratch card. but i left wid $2.05. haha nvm la. spent total $38.50 2day. =x

Royy n me in Marina Square Kbox.

anyway 2day while i was on de way to cityhall. i was dang digusted lo. i was standin n den behind me dere was like, an indian lady n indian man flirting. worse thing is, de lady is like talleR den dat stout man. yucks. n de lady keep touchin de mans arms. tsktsk. excuse me. Mr n Miss. u r in public. MRT, a train whr many many pp can see ok. behave urself.
hmm. came bak dat time went 2 nrthpt comic connection 2 buy a scratchcard. came bak n redeemed. got a rainforest poster. blahs. den lata on went to airport wid mom. i slept on de bus 858. den mom n i went 2 BK n ate abit. den w8 for bro to come out. bro went 2 US wid sch. so gud lo! i jeolous sia. blahs! haha. anyway bro is dang fat man. lol~ took taxi hm. dang tired.

anyways i hav othr things 2 blog but i guess dis post is long enouf. hmm. anyway i realised im stuck to using de word 'dang' like it dang nice. =) nicer den damn dat is. n i finally understan wat does walaus mean. walaus is not de animal~ is = wah laus. walao.. kay nvm i juz felt like saying dis suddenly.
HS dj application opened today! hmm. manymany came. tml stil got 2 more sessions. wahaha. wishing all peeps luck! wonder hu will join de family =x dis time de application v strict. is interview tru skype. SCARY. rly scary!

im gettin mor n mor close to my online frens.. habbo.. roycelyn cheryl ferdy ann n others.. biyong.. yea. its like as if dey r giving me a new n wonderful life. a life dat my rl frens canot giv me. i dun even noe whrthr mx mel glo yt r stil my frens. idk rly. one moment dey treat u nicely, de other, dey dao1(knife) u.. wat de crap lo. i use to trust evry single one of dem. now i find i oni hav 1 true rl fren. which is marlene. of course i stil hav others la.. but is closer tru msn.. but anyway im rly glad i hav my habbo frens wid me. i nv can pass my holidays so happily w/o dem.

beginning to like techno more n more.. esp dose wid love lyrics in dem.. as in.. yea.. abit 2 love love dat kinda thing. dang nice. its like.. mixture of highness n warmness. vry nice. <#3 hmm. alrites i better stop blabbering. Qi Shi Ni Bu Dong Wo De Xing.. Wo Hai Ai Ta ma?
(actual post done on 1.36am 11june)

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