Cold Nostalgia

June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 11:21 PM

sadded

i feel so sad for myself that i don't know whether i cry for myself or i cry because i'm down.

Law paper in 12 hrs time.
I don't know how the stuff's gonna get into my head like this.
Awesome ballz.

Labels: sad

Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 2:32 AM

where is the love?

at this age and time, things are moving so fast.
we are all so busy and caught up with things we believe are important,
we don't stop to think;
what is it i'm doing?
why is it like that?
where is the love?

sometimes i wished i could just stay a young kid. being mature is just a pain in the ass.
so many things is happening around and about, so much so that sometimes i don't know what is happening anymore. i don't know what i'm doing anymore. i lost my 'dreams'. i lost my 'aims'. i lost the love for things i use to yearn/aim for. it's like as if im just living each day aimlessly.

sometimes i wished i was like, snow white or something. happily ever after. & im not talking about prince charming. im trying to say the 7 dwarfs part. (i can't think of any other better examples)
if you could actually find 7 true blue real friends that stick with you throughout and be there for you for whatever and whenever, who will listen to whatever rants or chats, who will not doubt you at all, who will not forsake you for anything else, who will support you fully,
i respect and envy you.

sometimes,
one is like a baby sparrow stranded in the middle of a carpark
because it just broke its tiny legs.
wanting to call out,
but doesn't in the end,
as it doesn't know who will be willing to listen out for its tiny chirp,
and who will be willing to fly down to help.
and it doesn't want to be look down upon as weak,
or bothersome.
and it thinks to itself:
"such a small existance and in this big big world"
"who knows, perhaps no one will even notice if something happened"

hah.

sometimes it feels like the world is so unreal,
so. superficial.

and with this,
i cry , "where are you, dear sparrows?"

Labels: friend, lone, where is the love

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 10:55 PM

April - June MASS updates

Tag Replies:
booon & jing - thanks. (:
kelly - finally update le. haha!
ERINA - heys! hahas, okay. thanks! (:
ethel and jeanne - linked!

Apparently, i've been dead lazy to do anything about my blog and its been dead for veryyyyy xxxxxx long.
Therefore im back to update. hah!

I am SUPER too lazy to type alot, plus i plan to finish studying OM by tday,
SO. i jus gona put pics.

5 June (friday) :
Last day of the term - o4's Soup Tulang(bone marrow) session with Rajan!
Felt bad that he payed for everything. =|

This. are my classmates.

4 June (thursday) :
Monsters VS. Aliens 3D movie with o4.

stylo milo 3D shades leh~
but so uncomfortable.

1 June (Monday) :
My 18th birthday. im legal, yay!
Thanks...
o4 for the celebration! & esp to ven for choosing the awesome RoadDawgs cap (i will upload pic..soon)!
and paiseh i din go for lecture and spoil yall's awesome plan to show the slides with the SUPER UNGLAM pics of me and then get the whole lecture to sing for me. :D

& to my mom and dad who organise evrything for me so that i get to celebrate my 18th birthday with all my relatives & cousins straight after i rush home from camp. (:

& to evryone who wished me. (:

29 - 31 May (Friday - Sunday) :
SDZ orientation camp.
Lots of ups and downs luh basically.
Felt that it wasnt as good as our year's.
But good job nonetheless. (:

Why are we/am i so Cock?
We/I also don't know.
:D

Pyjama Party! :D

23 May (Saturday) :
HS Anniversary outing @ Sentosa.
was afraid that i would be extra but it was okay. haha.
but kinda disappointing at the turn up rate.
no choice bah.

and in the end i din go KO Night to watch.
ah. =\

15 May (Friday) :
Cheese tasting session during lesson with Rajan.
Eye-opening lesson into cheese. haha!

12 May (Tuesday) :
OM's epic Egg Experiment

Sean, Az, Sha, Faris

Mel, Xin, Sher, Christel

my awesome group's. (:

HEH. the egg din break!
hoohoo!

6 May (Wednesday) :
When Hiphop and Modern session clashes.
Good job kk, lulu, shermain & aug. got potential got potential.

2 May (Saturday) :
K.O. Night Auditions.

25 - 26 April (Saturday & Sunday) :
SDZ prep camp for orientation.

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AND after all those mass updates,
time for me to go and study.
it took me 1 hr+ on this post.
holy shitz.

OM paper next Monday
LSC next Wed
ConB next Thurs

Oh and WELCOME ALL SDZ JRs! (:

Labels: mass update

@ 7:24 PM

Personality Test

My Personality


Neuroticism	36
Extraversion	22
Openness to Experience	24
Agreeableness	58
Conscientiousness	40

You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge, however you are not generally self conscious about yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others, however you are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

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