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kays. its bin yet another week afta sec3 camp. stil misses camp days. esp cheehwa. my dear instructor-hahaz.

Monday20march: din go 4 PE cuz my PE shorts was stil hung up 2 b dried. Mr Tan was funny.. so is 3F.. we kept singing de camp songs/cheers de whole day.. n we kept Oiie-in.. n when cher says izit okay? we'll say alrite.. n den r u rdy-we'll say evr rdy.. etc etc.. den durin recess Syakinah n de ex2F peeps did de r u hungry cheer.. den me n mx dey all were all following. xD funny! got a new timetable 2day-dun like de new PE arrangement, on wed n den is 2 periods of comp studies den 2 PE den ACE den recess.. gah so mafan(troublesome). afta PE stil nid go bak cls.. hmm surprisin- Ms Tan Muimui canceled de supplementory 2day! yay-wow!

tues 21march: bah! de timetable given said wid effect frm 22march. in de end i packed accordin 2 old timetable. luckily most subjs were same. excpt de last lesson Chi.. i din brg. i dun bother anyway. Mr Yip is okay, but his lesson's r juz way 2 boring. zZz... afta sch had lunch wid mar, went 2 comp studies juz 2 print de hist proj which i paired wid dor-thanks Mr Samuel Tan!=) rushed 2 Blue hse 100m trial wid Emily-Emily won me =). oh yea 2day im a gd gurl~ i went 2 CO sectionals! bah. so borin, Zhao laoshi was teachin a new piece of song given durin hols sectional. i din bother 2 practise on de spot.

Wed 22march: PE 2day. Mr Tan is an evil man! PE tt time he call us run 2 rnds arnd field-sounds easy? TWIST time. for breadths, we must jog as a cls n mus b behind him. for lengths, we muz RUN faster den him. thing is. he runs dam fast! evil guy. so its like- run jog run jog run jog. so exhaustin. worse den runnin at own pace. 2day is a WAY FREAKY day. really eerks. 2day i went hm, bathed, chged, when i sit infront of de comp, i strted feelin things crawlin all ovr me.. den i noticed lil red ants crawlin on my hands.. real freaky.. its literally 1 ant here den another etc etc.. den it was all ovr my shirt. den i ran bak 2 bath AGAIN. den even when i dried myself wid de towel, even de towel had ants. den yea i chged lo.. amazinly my cupboard no ants. weird.

2day: nth much 2day oso. 5 pps absent 2day-Chad Atiqah WangHao Pawan Veronica. den Mrs Yeo was worried tt de sickness cycle repeats again.. wondr y dis year evry1 strts 2 fall sick. freaky. hmm i duno y i seem 2 like usin de word freaky dis few days. okay i finally finished my D&T wood artifact. afta like duno how many WEEKS. Mr Lim was worried abt us cuz we're v behind. sadded.

afta sch mel had sports heats. she had 2 go yishun stadium. i din want 2 go cuz v sian.. cuz its like.. i dun like goin hm so late. cuz its like u go hm late, u will feel v sian n wun feel like doin anythin. u wun even feel like bathin/playin/doin ANYTHING at all. i noe its v stingy tt i rather go hm n play maple den go n support my v own gd fren. mar n glo went wid mel. but i was rly tired. i want 2 go hm. besides, my mom is alrdy v unhappy wid me since hols til now. i dun wish 2 make her angry. but yea. nvm cuz yes i admit n i noe its not v nice. no. its bad. felt so selfish durin tt moment when we 4-glo mel mar me- toked n dey 3 tellin me 2 go support mel. but i rly cant. im 2 tired.. besides, things tt happend dese few days[dun wish 2 elaborate] made me real sad. gah. im jeolous, disappointed. wadevrR.

okay! Confessions time. dese few days i had not bin in gd terms within de 6 of us. y? my attitude+moods. i noe. im aware of it. i cant control. jus cant. im especially sorry to marlene tan munyun. i keep losin my cool at her. but i juz cant help it- its juz tt i rly dun like it when i tok halfway n den sm1 juz walk away. i mean. imagine u r tokin 2 sm1 n de person juz ignores u n walk away. even if it wasnt ignorance, it doesnt feel nice ok. it juz pisses me off. tts y nowadays im so sick of tellin things 2 mar. i mean, i dun do it on purpose, in fact i want 2 tell her. but i juz dun bother anymore. dun like ignorance. dun like pp turnin their bak on me n walkin away while im tokin. rly cant stan it. but yea i noe its not totally her fault. im aware of my moodswings n crappiness oso. but i do try 2 b comical n funny so tt its not so cold.
jus hope they'd understand.

Im trying, but pressure aint helping... back to top?

okay.. i say abt Tues 14march 1st. tues was nth much. spent de day away playin.. n den at nite duno y my bro comp cant work if my comp is on.. den i hav 2 send my comp studies Microlesson to mr samuel tan.. cuz deadline liao.. den dad fetched me 2 mar's hse at nite.. spent 9.30-1125pm at her hse.. completin my microlesson n playin abit of maple. den dad drove me hm again.. den i strted packin my things for de sec3 camp tt is frm Wed-Fri. packed til abt 12.30am.. midnight. den went to slp..

Wed 15march: 1st day of our CCHY 2006 sec3 batch camp!! woohoos sec3 camp leh~ orytes. wokeup at 7.30am 2day(actuli planned 2 wake at 7) n rushed 2 bath n further pack my camp things.. den dad n mum sent me off to sch. when reach sch at arnd 8am, so qiao(coincident)! dad stopped his car behind another car. den when i got out de car infront was actuli yt's parents car.. so yea i n yt walked into 2 sch 2gthr.. den we met marlene. den de 3 of us sat beside a pillar at arnd de back of the parade sqr whr de steps are.. chatted awhile. i brought de Xmas dog clarice bought 4 me.. mar is mad! she brought de tigger kc bought 4 her.. so big! used 1 whole paper bag 4 de tigger! O.o

den we settled accordin 2 classes at de left side of the parade sqr(facin de flags-whr de sec1s&2s norm sit).. miss isma talked abit.. den de instructors(wearin red shirt wid abit of black at the collar..etc) were seperated 2 take different grps.. altogether dere were 14 grps.. 3F were seperated into 2 grps-grp 7 n grp 8. i was in grp 7-reg numb 1-16+ jinlong xiuhui YongErn & Weixuan(leader) frm 3E. den dere were 2 camp chiefs- Denise(gal) n Jason(gal).. den camp chief Jason intro all de instructors 2 us.. i can oni rmb a few instructors name.. den is grp1-14, normal tech-triple sci. grp 1 was instructor Jeremia(major grp A-grp1-7's leader)? it sounded like dis-jeryl(jeryl,daryl) mia.. ok.. den mx's grp 6 was instructor Charles(ex CCHYian oso), my grp instructor Loh Chee Hwa,24(mr evr handsome), den grp8 de rest of 3F was Timothy(always wear a cap, v enthu guy, major grp B-grp8-14's leader), den mar's grp i duno wat number, instructor Eric Poh,18, shuai.. (but i stil prefer cheehwa)

at 1st when we got Chee Hwa we were all v disappointed n abit walao tt feeling.. cuz we were hopin 4 a gd-lookin or fun n v high tt type of instructor..at 1st he told us all 2 chg 2 track pants 1st den meet, candice is so dam blurR! aiyo.. she 4got brg her track pants, her plate fork spoon cup.. den she ran hm n take. den own grp discussion tt time cheehwa introduction was v saddenin.. cuz he say he's not tt type of RaRa instructor, he doesnt do all dose Oiie~ thingy.. den dunnid icebreakers wan.. den he's like.. quiet quiet.. he call us think of our own grp name,cheer,flag den he din say anythin much le.. den it was like.. soo boring! den we named ourselves afta CheeHwa.. grp 7 is called CHIWAWA~ n wid de help of Veronica n lily n cheekwong n etc.. our flag got designed n cut wid 2 paw prints. our cheer: CHIWAWAs R U RDY!?!?! ready!! da dada dada CHIWAWA(x4, accordin 2 de CocaCola Chiwawa song) Ohhhhhhhh. I SAY HO BOH U SAY HO, HO BOH? ho! HOBOH ho! I SAY HO BOH U SAY HO, HO BOH? ho! HOBOH ho! Ohhhhhhh, CHIWAWA!!!

okay.. den we were let off 4 lunch.. met in canteen, hear Agnes play piano awhile, den all grps brg bags into canteen put at corner. den we sat accordin 2 grps. our grp had 2 tables towards de inside of de canteen whr de water cooler(nearer 2 drink stall tt side) is.. den Cheehwa stood at a side la.. den grp by grp de leader go take our packed food. den major grp A n major grp B did each of their own cheers. dis is de time whr we learnt de cheer i liked best! Major grp A cheer! Aye Sabuneh~ Kuchi pehpeh kuchi peh~ kuchi pehpeh Sabuneh~.. den xi de guo dong thingy.. LOL.. led by instructor Jeremia(short-tongue) den de way he say de cheer v cute.. xD <3 it!
den b4 we ate we learnt n did de hungry actions.. camp cheif will ask.. chungcheng r u hungry? den we reply- hungryhungry(hands-twinklestar up) clapclap. veryvery(hands-twinklestar dwn) clapclap. hungry very.. very hungry.. chi ge lahta biyabiya chi ge lahta biyabiya JIA[eat].. funny~ hahaz den we ate lo..
afta eatin we stacked n cleared de plastic things tt de food was packed in.. den we were headed for de campsite!!! yea~ haha.. i was wid candice lo. den on bus i sat near de window! yay! duno y i din rly feel v excited douh O.o.

when we reach de campsite, it was a rly rly nice place=) beautiful sea! so windy! luv de place! den we went 2 our dorms 2 settle our bags.. my grp de gurls went 2 dorm C&D.. basically its de same dorm.. cuz de dorm is basically a vv big rectangle room den center is de 1 straight walkway den left n right is raised platform(wooden) for us 2 slp.. den dis dorm abt 20 pp.. mel glo n mx oso dis dorm.. so we put out things 2gethr lo.. den afta tt went bak 2 our own grps.

den seperated into different stations. grp7 went 4 challedge pole-stand on a pole den hav 2 jump n grab smth. briefed abt safety stuffs.. Belayer.. supporter.. rope manager.. den wear helmets, de leg harness body harness thingys.. gah! dis is de time tt our grp was v slackish.. dead dead lidat.. no spirits.. in de end wasted so much time tt quite sm pp din get 2 do dis station(includes me), disappointing! smmr oni YongErn manage 2 grab de pole thingy. Llewyn caught it put slipped. Danny nearly caught it.. yea.
den nxt was Rockwall. same thing. safety stuffs,belayer,supporter,ropemanager, Anchorman. am i on belay.. squeeze check etc. dis time i rly wanted 2 do it.. cuz i was v sad ma din do challedge pole.. so i did lo.. but b4 tt i did anchorman when candice was climbin.. den anchorman is put both hands in betw de harness n de belayer's back dere ma.. den Cheehwa is a certified CCO.. tt means he can do all de stations he can teach tt type liao.. so he was belayer.. den candice was abt 2 reach top liao.. den she wan giv up. Cheehwa din wan her 2 givup. den cheehwa jump abt 3 times to try pullin candice up.. de 1st time i got a shock man! he literally JUMPED! den he fly up abit den i drag him dwn.. scary man! den even de CCO at tt station say.. Wa CheeHwa wo di yi ci kan ren jia zuo stun! (wa cheehwa i 1st time c pp do stun!).. den when my turn i climb climb climb lo.. learned frm de pp hu climb earlier den i manage 2 reach top-yea~

basically 1st day was nth much but briefings.. den at de campsite was v Wowing when de 1st time we saw airplanes flyin so low.. budden we got used 2 it afta awhile cuz de campsite was at Changi Coast Walk-v near changi airport.. so de plane abt 2 land liao.. alot pp got annoyed oso.. but i find it okay la.. den 1st day oni did challedge pole n rockwall.. den we learned tt we wun b doin flyin fox cuz flyin fox n challedge pole i an either or thing.. GAH so saddenin! i nv do flyinfox b4 leh.. walao!! xD.

den at night had dinner.. dis time dinner used our own utensils.. candice din brg her mug.. aiyo! den we washed our own utensils.. den night ativity Kidnapped! was abt our leaders gettin kidnapped at a place. den beginnin is 4pp+instructor find whr our leader is kept at.. den de rest solve a small puzzle.. turned out tt all leaders kidnapped n kept in de Kayak shed! den we hav 2 find 2 keys lo.. is got 20 boxes-guarded by campcheif Denise. den we hav 2 guess 2 keys in 2 different boxes.. den if wrg once, we hav 2 go a place n complete smth den guess another time.. de 1st key we got was v lucky cuz on de 2nd try we got de 1st key liao.. den ya de 2nd key quite long.. den along de way CheeKwong fell when runnin 2wards Kayak shed(a station cuz guess wrg key), cuz on way dere got a slope dwn abit.. den he fell.. den Cheehwa was v funny.. 2 help us pass de stations quikly he help us cheat.. LOL.. got 1 station is muz blow balloon until burst, yong ern blow until VV big stil caniot burst den cheehwa push yongern against de wall den balloon burst.. LOL, smmr oso got 1 is nid show 3 white n 3 spli end hair.. den he act blur, agnes anyhow pull 2 hair out den show cheehwa den say is split end hair.. den cheehwa say... orh.. dis is split end hair.. i nv c b4 leh.. orh.. LOL!! den got another station is nid hula hoop 2 complete.. den we cldnt find de hoop so we din do.. lol.. cheehwa was so cute,funny! in de end douh din get 1st but gd acheivement! abt 5or6 position over 14 grps! very good!!
den at night had supper(sponge cake+soyabean packet milk) while bein debriefed. had a gr8 time. Veron was v funny.. weixuan asked wat happedn durin de whole Kidnapped game.. den veron was sayin in chi.. we climbed moutains n crossed oceans 2 find 2 keys leh! blabla cheehwa stil drop into long2gou1(drain) leh! cheekwong stil run into de fence leh! ah ah.. joshua still run until pee in pants leh! LOL man.. den evry1 was laughin-includin cheehwa.. den we were let off lo..
1st night slept in betw mel n candice. den glo+mx beside mel. din rly slp.. heard dogs barkin.. den woke up evry hr by de plane.. dere was 1 plane which was absolutely vvv xtremely loud.. louder den de rest.. woa man..

2nd day, Thurs 16march: wokeup at abt 6.50+-7am den went 2 bathe wid candice.. den at abt duno 7.30or8 or 8.30am all grps gathered at de campfire area dere(behind canteen) for morn PT.. i wore PE shorts wid 2G clsTee n my sandals cuz 2day 1st activity camp item preparation wid grp8, den afta tt is kayakin alrdy. so morn PT was nth much.. we shook n massaged n chopped each others shoulders 2 wakeup.. den did a small song.. Here at changi coast we do it wid our finger! fingerfingerfinger! den palms,shoulders,knees,pi4gu3(bottoms),backs,heads.
afta tt was breakfast-noodles. den we were duty grp for de washin of plates dere n de toilet.. had abit of zzz-ness n oso fun la doin duty.. but pp kp complainin! gah.

den campitems preparation-afta awhile of dilydaddlin we finally settled on a STOMP peformance(even douh instructors recommended doin advertisement), tt means we make music by hittin different items-plates,forks,spoons, tin cans etc. in de end 11 of us-colin,wanghao,danny(lead drummers). me,atiqah,syahidah,faizai?(bckgrnd 'STOMPERS'). Lily,YongErn,ZhiYong,WeiXuan(de sweeping of floor 'prelude').. den dere were 4 couples doin 2 couple dance 4 beginnin. hazel,chad,shaun did some funny fightin scenes in beginnin b4 de coupledance. den ending was de grp dance by de rest-teught by Noelle..

Kayaking- aldouh we were kinda abit late for kayakin, had briefin for safety by de kayakin instructor Yi4 Hui1.(dere was another kayakin CCO tommy). den wore lifejackets n held hands formin circle walked in de sea 2 c tt our life jackets can rly help us float-fun man! den yea went bak 2 shore.. further briefin. me n candice had hard time carryin de kayak 2 de water. had help frm YiHui. candice infront,me back. so fun!! den we took quite awhile 2 reach de point whr we had 2 aim 4.. cuz ive no idea y we keep goin whr we din mean 2 go.. den finally reach. we held on 2 each other kayaks 2 form a whole line of kayaks, den de pp infront all stand up hold hands.. den de 1st person of de 2 ends chged places! pawan n wang hao.. wow man.. dey step step step on each kayak den manage 2 chg place leh! cool man! den YiHui did a stunt.. he flip his boat capsize den slip up again.. yup.. den we were given time 2 kayak bak 2 shore lo.. den on de way me n candice got bullied by mr tan(PE cher), YiHui n Cheehwa.. dey splash water man.. den Yihui kp tryin 2 make us capsize.. EVIL! lol.. den tried 2 get bak at dem.. den when got bak shore.. had a hard time brgin our kayaks bak 2 shore oso.. lol Cheehwa was cute man! so small size den he v li4 hai4(gd clvr!) smmr.. can do so many things.. certified CCO leh! lol..

afta kayakin was lunch. we were all wet+dirty afta kayakin. were actuli given 10mins 2 wash up n chg clothes.. but we took way more den tt.. candice was v kanchiong.. haha den cuz of time limit sm of us din care even went 2 guys toilet 2 bath(cuz evry1 else was in canteen alrdy). den in end me n candice was 1st 2 girls in grp 7 2 reach canteen. all guys was alrdy dere.. den ate lunch-v memorable!! b4 eatin, jus afta camp cheif allowed us 2 eat, our grp CHIWAWA did a v loud,prominent, n long YAM SENG!! feel sooo proud!! oni our grp did! thanks Cheehwa! afta lunch was Absailing? duno how 2 spell.. is walk dwn 90degrees 2 de wall tt thingy.. i did it! haha.. alot pp say v fun n 1st step vv scary.. but i not boastin or anythin rly.. i find it ok.. nth much not scary.. i duno leh.. IM ABNORMAL LA!! lol.. den afta tt was de high rope elements thingy.. we walk on a rope in de air la den got 2 other ropes 2 hold on to.. den candice was funny man! lol.. she walk til de end mus climb dwn she dun1.. she jump dwn den Cheehwa belayed her dwn.. xD!

afta de high rope element was free time for ahwhile until dinner.. we can go bath or watsovr.. but we chose 2 practise 4 de campfire tt nite.. so we did.. den in de end all grps evry1 wore shorts.. oni grp7+8 were stil wearin track pants all de way 2 de night. so yes.. had dinner. den it was campfire!! woohoos!

Campfire was reallyreally absolutely enjoyable fun!! grp7+8 was 1st 2 perform our campfire item! GAH! den yes we perform lo.. 'fightin scene', sweepin prelude, couple dance-chad n instructor Timothy last min added in a crazy dance in de middle, den de grp dance lead by Noelle. douh our performance was kinda messy n de endin was weird-evry1 crowdin in de middle n jumpin arnd shoutin yays n woos! but i stil think our performance was best cuz its de unique-est 1.. all de other grps did Advertisements. n oso our grps had no removin of clothes. dere was 1 team whr de malay guy rly wore a bra!! i mean.. wth u remove ur clothes, wearin a bra infront of so many students,teachers, instructors! digusting! hav sm integrity n face man! okay! den in betw campfire items frm each grps, we did campfire songs, dances(got 1 Chigu cha chigu cha dance joined in by Chers!),
den got 1 activity is 1 guy 1 girl.. den stan on a newspaper.. den fold fold fold. our grp was 2nd. 1st was Yt's grp-Cynthia+Joshua. our grp- Chad n Atiqah!! lol so funny.. we keep sayin mommy n daddy.. woohoo luvbirds~ den Cheehwa was v funny.. he was sayin, now i finally noe.. cuz durin dinner he found out tt chad got gf ma.. den now he knew.. hahaha! den oso got another 1 is like p5 camp lidat.. representitives sent infront,blindfolded, den play music dey hav 2 dance lo.. den de representitive will get slowly lesser until left de 1 guy n 1 girl hu dance de best la.. den gals, not much dancin.. our representitives were Veronica n Pawan.. gals champ-Jamie, guys was a tall tall guy frm normal stream. lol tt guy was wow man.. he dance til v scaary like tt type of go disco eat ecstasy tt type.. gosh! den v funny! b4 he was un-blindfolded, all de instructors ran n surround him n bai4(pray?) him.. like so funny man! bai4 ta1 wei2 shi1(ask/pray? 2 b his student).. LOL.. den quikly run away while campcheif Jason un-blindfold him..

had a gr8 day in day 2.. esp Kayakin n CAMPFIRE!! luv all de songs.. de campfire song, banana song, chigucha dance,titanic song,hokey pokey, chicken dance etcetc.. den debriefed by Cheehwa while havin supper.. cheehwa told us 2 accpt Joshua den mr tan n cheehwa was sayin de whole of 3F shud use de time(cuz afta campfire evry1 HIGH den Jason extend lights off to 12 insted of 11) 2 sit 2gethr n jus tok.. cuz v rare to hav evry1 gathred in a place at a time.. den sm of us went 2 bath(included me n candice) den we went back 2 gathr wid sm of de 3F pp.. played Concentration game(usin names).. den laughed arnd.. den we act act marchin.. LOL funny man! den we did chicken dance halfway were shooed away 2 slp.. haha..

den at night i slept beside candice n jinlong, mel had a fever n was forced 2 go hm by chers.. ='( missed her. den yea 2nyte rly slept, got wakeup but at least had more slp tt de previous nite. den morn of Fri17March, we were supposed 2 meet n assemble at 7.30am. candice woke up quite early 2 bath. when i wokeup at 6.47, she was alrdy not beside me. i din bother bathin cuz ytd nite bathed alrdy n summr last day. so yea.. den i woke up at 7.am +, stood up at 7.20am. n den keep slpin bag, went 2 chg n brush teeth wid candice naggin me 2 b quiker! haha-got me frustrated but yea nvm la i noe we're late liao.. even douh loads of girls werent rdy 2.. =X girls r slow! we cant help it.. hahax! den yea assemble.. did morn excercises. Timothy taught us Mr Roger Rabbit n Eppo E TaiTai thingy..

afta assemble it was reflection.. we went 2 de small hut at de behind of de campfire place dere.. de toked lo.. found tt CheeHwa was 24, seascouter, den he allowed us 2 add him in msn, get his msn frm danny.. danny noes! den chat lo basically.. lol danny fart machine xiuhui laughin cow? bad =l but funny.. oops! den dere was dis new camp chief Freddy hu came in 2 take ovr Jason cuz camp chief Jason went away for hu noes wat reason.. Freddy rly looks like Wang Li Hom man!! totally!
afta 30mins of reflection was area cleanin. our grp de area was de campfire(clear ashes) n de whole stretch of area in betw de canteen n de sea tt side.. ya.. den we do v quikly.. abt 20mins we do finish liao.. all other grps were doin so hardworkingly we spent 1hr10mins sittin on de floor near a side of de hut chattin.. wid Cheehwa n Freddy.. lol.. had a gr8 time.. freddy sang! lol. den Veron n us kp suanin Freddy. i think no1 rly noe hu Freddy was excpt grp7.. cuz he din rly make an appearance..

afta tt de endin was prize presentation.. Denise said out de things abt evry 2 grps.. tt means 1 n 2.. she say perhaps ur most memorable expr in camp was.. blabla.. yup.. den grp7+8 was abt a girl afraid of heights den stil do all de stations. den in de end YT's grp n 2 other normal stream grp won de top 3 best grps.. gah.. when each grp was announced de grp instructor will say y de grp won ma.. den Cheehwa was sayin.. sounds like us.. afta de instructors say y deir grp wins.. n i agree man.. lol cheehwa so funny.. i abit disappointed tt din won la.. cuz i find tt our grp was rly rly V gd.. we can do our cheers v well n den we din fight/quarrel tru-out de whole camp. oni once/twice did sum1 retort at joshua tts all.. nth serious douh. summr durin de game Kidnapped, b4 we can save Weixuan de grp hav 2 sing a song ma.. den we wan sing twinkle lil star or mary lil lamb de lady guardin de kayak shed door dun1 cuz 2 many pp sing v boring.. den we immediately settled on CHIWAWA song.. den cheehwa latr on said de lady commended our grp ONI say we v gd team spirit! okay..

den ya de prize was a stress ball.. okay.. den we did our last major grps cheer.. den were sent 2 buses.. Cheehwa sent us until de steps of de bus.. so sad!! he stil had 1 more day of camp 2 go tru as a belayer. miss him man!! den ya byebye lo.. i felt rly rly rly sad lo.. disappointed tt hav 2 leave oso.. den Timothy got on de bus wid us cuz he live in Yishun oso.. he say he take bus 812 hm.. duno which 812 douh.. den on de bus i cried abit.. cuz was rly rly so sad! i rly will miss evrythin lo.. de campsite, CHIWAWA team!, Cheehwa, de campsongs.. etc..

den yea reach sch, got my wallet frm mr tan(cuz all our wallets were kept by de chers in sch). den actuli wanted 2 go straight hm.. but insted stayed bak for CO sec1 orientation.. glo n yt stayed 2 drink oni.. den dey went.. den me n mar drank water.. ate de dessert.. den i wanted 2 go hm de.. den in de end cuz of tt i ps-ed mar.. but i rly din mean it.. cuz i say i wan go hm le.. den u walk away.. den jus nice ms lin cm 2 tok.. den i coudlnt jus take my bag n leave infront of her wat.. den i followed emily n xinyi 2 a clsroom whr 1 of the stations of de Race game was at.. den we were de ones havin fun as we taught de sec1s cheers/camp songs to follow for forfeits..

den we went bak CO room.. had fun singin all de cheer/songs/dances... den we oso performed for mdm teo de major grp A cheer.. de guchi pehpeh thingy.. lol.. den dey laughed.. so fun!! we were so high man! luvin it!

den went hm lo.. mom cooked 4 me 2 eat while i watch tv.. mm delicious~ den i went 2 bathe n den i went 2 bed.. actuli i din wan 2 slp.. wanted 2 jus lie on de bed n think of camp things.. budden i fell aslp.. ya.. dreamt of camp things n my instructor n team too.. xD.. den i frm 7.20pm fell aslp.. i wokeup at 2am, slept again. woke at 6am, slept. in de end i woke up at 8+am on sat.. 13 hrs of sleep!!! gosh~

kay i think i'll end here now.. cuz im usin my bro comp, my comp i duno y.. cuz my internet connection is cable tt type.. tt means my bro's comp has 2 b on-ed n he has 2 enable de connection den i can use internet.. den duno y since Tues14march, when connection enabled, my comp is on, my bro comp will hibernate.. whole scrn wun show anythin.. den i muz off my bro comp or my bro disable de connection den my bro comp can work.. so now my comp hav no internet.. bah! ok.. ive spent de whole of 2day finishin up dis post.. sat i beginned dis post.. sun i wrote smmr.. now im complete on de camp!! woots!!!

anyway ytd i added cheehwa, got his email add frm danny.. danny said cheehwa said oni giv dose hu rly wun spam.. n oso danny say he oni gave me n veron.. so yea.. i added cheehwa on sun.. den 2day he added me.. talked Cheehwa a tinniie wee bit.. quite sad. he took long time 2 rply-mayb he bz. den de conversation oni went like.. elloz. he asked whrthr he rmbed us, he said u which one?? i said i was a wallflower tt type. he said hu la?? den i say wid candice de.. den he said beiling.. den me:yaa den he say tok 2 u later.. den later on he offline le.. yups.. kinda sad but nvm~

tts all la dis is 1 hellov a long post man!!

i wish i can relive the camp days... back to top?

kay frm de last post 2 weeks ago.. i was sayin tt i din go to sch on wed 22feb cuz i stayed at hm 2 do SS learnin logs. i wanted 2 finsh em ALL n den passup on thurs budden strtin frm aftanoon. i played all de way to nite.. UP TIL NOW I HAVEN DO FINSIH MY SS LOG CHAP 2 at all.. im like.. so pissed off wid myself.. ok 4geddit.

omg. i cant RMB wth happend in de last 2 weeks. i wished i wld b more diligent n strt doin my hw. REALLY doin it punctually. n oso i regretted not bloggin.. dere were loads loads loads i wish i cld just burst out right now.. jus here on de blog. but i cant seem 2 rmb dem n oso its 2 public.. i cant. but anyway.. i'll juz blog wat i can rmb now la.. de more prominent things..

anyway in de last 2 weeks.. Mrs Yeo is stil de same.. almoz always frownin n evry lesson she'll lecture us.. on EVRYTHING! she's sucha perfectionist u noe.. i pity her daughter. *sigh* ok.. she scolds 3F abt cleanliness,noise,time taken 2 line up,attitudes 2wards work,attitudes 2wards Chers. besides tt she once said music lessons r 4 music. she dun1 2 waste music lessons on other things like teachin eng.. budden she evry single lesson of music she oso use up sm time 2 lecture/enlighten us abt our cls bein so negative in things.. BAH. ok i admit we r abit off course. but some things r rly v difficult 2 achieved orytes?

I STILL OWE MS TAN MUIMUI TONS OF MATHS ASSIGNMENTS! -dead-

hmm.. 2march thurs. i heard tt Colin likes some1 frm 3E n is frm dance.. lalala~ hu? no idea.

3March (Friday) :Xcountry day! 2day lessons planned 2 end at 9.50am. tt means 1st 4 lessons oni.. den i v shuang(feel gd?) leh~ i dunnid brg ANYTHIN at all.. oni a DnT apron. the end. =D cuz my 1st 3 lessons is DnT(practical) n den de 4th lesson whole sch go hall, briefin on de Xcountry. gah.. Mrs Sim(discipline mistress) strts her usual naggin again.. blablabla.. nag n nag n nag.. den in de end we oni let off at arnd 10.30am.. den went hm.. played maple-James came 2 bootes 2 find me budden i feel v bad i din meet him in maple even when he ran tru maps 2 find me. he even died. n i was wid Pawan goin in Ant Tunnel deep deep to find Taurospear.. den he kill i heal.. den i cldnt heal fast enouf den we died.. den Pawan was dere sayin "so fun so fun" f2. so funny!

budden reason cuz i alrdy abit behind time. mel+zw mar+kc n glo n me planned meetin time+place: 1.30pm[rmbed by mar] at Bishan MRT. budden i was late AGAIN. i duno y u noe.. no matter how hard i try 2 remind myself 2 b early. i cant seem 2 do it.. even if i strt 2 bath early.. by de time i got rdy. im late. n i miss de bus again. den at Yishun MRT met mx jinlong n jackken. took mrt wid dem. dey went off at AngMoKio. den at Bishan called mar. got lost abit n cldnt find Mos Burger[i hav no direction sense in places i seldom go to okay!]. den in de end i was de EARLIEST one 2 reach Mos Burger. i din eat.. cuz no time. ye. k n so we w8 for 156. go Macritchie Reservoir lo. den reach dere.

Mrs Yeo is dere naggin again lo.. call us quikly sit dwn.. PuRr-LeEaSe! de letter stated is 3-6pm. we were stil early n alot pp werent present yet. besides, we 3F cldnt rly sit properly cuz EVRYONE was spreaded across different clses tokin.. n den or course we cant sit properly la cuz de space is bein taken up by students frm different classes.. she's so wadevr lo.. GAH! n den we waited. n waited. n waited. n waited again. 1st for competitors 2 run. guys upp sec den lower. den girls upper den lower? i think so.. den we STILL hav 2 wait for non-competitors lower sec girls den guys 2 run. finally den us upp sec girls den guys..(weird arrangement) while w8in Jason mange 2 inspire me on smth 2 do. he showed n gave me a stick wid many leaves poke inside. den look like stay lidat.. n so i spent de time making- de Satay Stick of Leaves! O.o

Durin de run Gloria was rly nice=). (mel mar mx yt all run competitive) i blieve if she din w8 4 me,which she cld hav but chose not to, she cld hav bin de 1st few 2 reach de finishin line. cuz i was de one hu cldnt kp up wid her=x. but ye i rly appreciate tt. in de end i ended wid position of arnd 35? ovr sec3s n sec4s girls. i improved! xD yay.. was rly tired..
Prize Presentation: Blue hse did real badly.. din perform(Sadly got 2 of Blue's v gd runners cldnt run-both got injured legs/ankles..Sophia Lau n Eugene Chia). n den later on me mel zw mar kc took 156 bak 2 bishan. Glo wanted 2 go hm early. Mx wid jinlong. yt wid dennis? not v sure. but we had dinner at Bishan J8 foodcourt. had Ban Mian. i showed abit of attitude i think? cuz i was hungry n tired.. n abit frustrated ovr SMTH! on dis day i was jeolous/sad/disappointed. -NVM- nth happend!

Later on i learned abt smth happenin btwn yt n dennis.. up til now frm wat i heard/know. at de busstop afta de Xcountry. yt n dennis quarrel-ovr hu noes wat, but mar reckons is cuz yt ask dennis go de mx church event thingy den dennis dun1 den dey quarrel? no idea. okay so in de end yt slapped dennis, in front of so many pp at de bus stop. den dennis slap bak.. den yt walk on de side of de road w/o carin.. okay.. tts wat i heard. so dis wat happend n alot pp strt callin dennis bastard etc.. budden i duno la.. i feel sorry. for both of dem. but smhow i think dennis is not ALL at fault.. is both. not tt i biased or watsoevr.. im jus statin de facts.. but rly i hope,aldouh it doesnt directly concern me, tt things wil get better..

6March (Monday) :Campus Superstar day! lol. okay i got tix 2 de Episode 9 of Campus Superstar tru Adriano's official fanclub(yahoo grps!). actuli i wanted 2 ask for 2-3tix lidat de.. 1st cuz i dun1 take so many tix, 2nd cuz i oni tought of la1-ing(pullin) mar 2 pei me.. den mar was sayin.. me mar+kc n mel+zw.. den i nth 2 say lo.. den asked n got 5 tix.. so yea we planned 2 meet at 5 at bishan MRT. eat dinner den if hav time take neos, den take 156 2 mediacorp broadcastin centre dere.. budden i was late AGAIN!!! dis time i rly tried even harder 2 b early den de time i tried for Xcountry.. but i was stil late.. gah. i missed 2 busses! ok. i wore a black polo surfers paradise tee(1st time, bought for intented new year), n jeans.

when i reach bishan i ran up 2 foodcourt 2 look 4 mar+kx mel+zw cuz on de last call, mar told me 2 go foodcourt find dem. n how nice.. i went all de way up n INTO de foodcourt 2 loom 4 dem.. called mar n mar told me dey were in KFC. n i was like.. wtf. say earlier la.. gah. mood is chgin again! lala.. n so i RAN dwn 2 KFC again.. -tired- felt bad when i spoil de mood.. cuz de 4 of em were sittin in de 4 sitter table.. den i go le become me mel mar in 1 table, kc n zw another table. ok.. by de time i reach dere it was abt.. 5.40-5.50pm. n i cant possibly eat. deres no time.

Chonghu-de tix distributor-told us 2 meet PUNCTUALLY at 6.30pm at MCS 2 gt tix. n den i knew we were alrdy late.. n so i was naggin at mar n mel 2 eat faster eat FASTER. i noe its irritatin but i no choice ok? i noe when we reached dere at arnd 6.45-6.50+ afta run-walkin a LONG way frm busstp 2 MCS we were tired n Chonghu was late. budden comeon la. i think if i din do de naggin we wun b dere until 7-7.10 lo.. even if Chonghu was late. which no1 wld noe, hav de courtesy 2 b early la. i noe im bein v pissy n rude by sayin dis la.. but rly wat.. its gd enouf we can get free tix lo.

Chonghu is a guy. its a guy. wa.. i bein bad budden rly all de while evry1 includin me tot he was a girl.. so we we infront of de vendin machine at de taxi stand dere.. searchin 4 a girl in Temasek Sec sweater. den in de end Chonghu called me 2 giv me de tix.. den i found tt he's a guy. -laughter betwn us 5-

de whole thing was v fun la.. aldouh we sat at de top, stil ok la.. aldouh i wanted 2 sit below(we werent early enouf-seats all taken-no numbered sittings). budden it was quite ok cuz dere were big scrns 2 show wat is showin on Chnl U now.. which is wat we're c-ing.. n omg ADRIANO IS SO CUTE!!! his performance of My Anata was so so so relaxed n funny n cute.. haha. i i rly luv his profile clip.. so funny! oh yea when de show ended we went down 2 tok 2 Elaine! found out tt Elaine oso support Adriano-Adriano is Elaine's mom's Godson!! -wa- n tt Elaine goes 2 MCS on evry episode wid Adriano in.. so gd de.. haha im jeolous! xD nola.. jus wowish..

okay.. afta de show i actuli wanted 2 stay 4 de results show.. den frm wat Elaine said.. de result show might end frm de range of 10.50pm-11.pm+.. den kc had 2 go hm cuz he told his mom tt he go hm at 10pm. GAH! tell ur mom end at late late ma! O.o nvm.. ok.. i REALLY wanted 2 stay.. cuz i was rly interested.. n i was hopin i cld somehow take a pic of Adriano at least.. or get his siggy.. budden mel+zw mar +kc all wanted 2 go hm cuz dey say v late.. den tml nid go sch.. gah.. n den my mood chg again lo.. i noe. n i feel tt im such a spoiler.. spoil all de fun we had durin de show. budden i jus hope u guys can understan.. its rly rly de interest ok.. its de 1st time i got dis chance.. n i hope 2 make full use of it lidat.. u noe wat i mean?

n den in de end is din stay-im v reluctant-.. n i nearly cried n lose my cool.. i was tryin v v v hard not 2 spoil it further.. or piss u guys off.. i noe is v tiring cuz tml stil got sch.. den oso i noe u guys parents will scold de.. budden i felt v v zuo3 you4 wei2 nan2(left oso canot,right oso canot) u undrstan ma? like e.g: lets say its ur 1st Anniversay since u sted wid ur bf.. n den on tt day u alrdy planned 2 go out wid him.. plan wat 2 do watch movie watsoevr.. den ur parents noe it as u goin out wid ur normal galfrens.. den last min ur mum/dad dun let u go.. or smth happen.. den its like.. u cant tell ur parents tt its ur anniversary.. an imprtant date. it means alot 2 u.. n so dey cant understan tt u hav 2 go out tt day.. dey cld say tt u can go out evry other day right? y muz tt day? when dey cant understan how u're feelin right then.

its de same. EXACTLY de same. it means alot 2 u.. but opposition doesnt noe how u feel.. u cant do anythin accordin 2 wat u want.. if not things will go wrg.. in de e.g. case u get in trob wid parents.. for my case.. i guess u guys will hate me la.. will find me not considerate of others lidat.. but i rly juz hope u guys will ming2 bai3.. summr at tt time i show attitude oso cuz i was tired, V HUNGRY n i v v disappointed+sad.. so i feel frustrated liao.. den attitude.. budden i dun feel gd lo.. i noe im wrg.. but i jus cant help it.

okay so recently.. this 3 days.. im not on rly on gd terms wid mar n mel as it had bin b4 de Xcountry+CSS show.. cuz i blive it had bin me me n me. im too obsessive n stingy. i noe! im trying v hard 2 not do it again.. but its difficult. v difficult when mar keeps like.. a distance away frm me.. its jus different le.. its so.. TENSION. its like as if like. de days durin 2006 CO camp lidat.. we were cold 2 each other budden we joke oso.. den we cold again.. like we kp dou4 zui3(argue? purposely oppose) lidat.. its rly difficult.. plus we were dicussin abt de distributin of flyers.. n i was naggy again.. kp askin abt de confirmation of days n time. i noe its annoyin rly. but u all kp sayin duno duno den cant confirm. tts y i kp askin! i wan 2 get it confirmed asap.. if not lata last min last min lidat. i hate dose kinda rushes n stuffs.

but fine if tryin 2 get replies asap is so difficult n it will make me sound naggy n annoyin, den i dun care!! i rly tryin 2 control n tell myself 2 b considerate. rly. i noe im rly weak in controllin my emotions. i cry for lil things.. i get angry easily. i show attitude on trifle things. but im tryin. i swear. cuz i rly enjoyed de beginin of 2006. whr all de 6 of us r tryin 2 stay happy 2gethr. i used 2 think tt we can nv stay hapi 2gthr. but 2006, u guys proved me wrg. i havnt given up. im stil strugglin. i noe im not de oni 1 hu is havin probs. im not de one havin de moz worryin prob. but yea im jus rly stressed out. i cant cope. i owe so much work. i feel bad. i owe my parents. i owe my frens. i owe myself.

I need to change... back to top?