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Sunday, April 24, 2005 @ 1:32 PM
sad..
ok.. so i havent kept my promise nvm..[the below few chunks r the whole walkthrough of my experience of SporeYouthFestival.. u may nt 1 2 read] 1stly SYF IZ OVA!!!!!!!!! N CHINESE ORCHESTRA GOT.... SILVER WIF H0NOURS!!-i mean.. high silver... hahaz.. ok.. we performed on 21 april.. at 2.15pm...
b4 tt.. in the m0rn.. we went 2 sch at usual sch dae time.. Xcept tt we w0re the red CO shirt..[yay.. dunneed wear tie n go assembly.. muaha] n stayed in the library.. n lian4(practice).. den zhang1 lao shi came..den she told us tt yesterdae's competition was quite po0r.. tt we we beta dem others xcept for our espression n body m0vements..[we were stiff].. so we cld hav a chance of g0ld.. she say until we gt our[at least it got mine..] hopes high of gettin gold.. n den.. we lian until 10+am.. den i changed into the full uniform.. den gt pulled 2 makeup.. the cream was applyed on mi face by a guaduated erhu seni0r.. Sylvia.. den the makeup by yang2 lao shi.. den me n sum others went 2 eat... saw sum teachers... den went bak.. gt evrythin redi.. den we went SporeConferenceHall[SCH]..
once we go in we saw boon lay sec... guys uni->full light blue, gals->white top blue long skirt-like our skirt.. den we prepared lo.. den went into a special rm gt mirror wall at the back.. de rm iz make up of 3 rms so tt it could make rm 4 al the chairs 4 the orchestra practisin there.. each sch was given 10 mins 2 tiao2 ying1(tune) n practice.. den we were chased up 2 wait outside the final performance place.. ok.. so den afta awhile.. we went in n performed la.. at 1st i play de erhu awhile i was DEAD scared lo.. budden afta awhile ok lia0.. den when perform our choice piece lin1 zhong1 ye4 hui4, our shouts of 'HEY' was so loud.. esp de last HEY... pp clapped man.. [bt nt the judges..] k.. den atfa we got out we listened 2 boon lay sec.. outside.. outside gt a small tv n speaker.. i lyk their choice piece.. although quite weird n moz pp say nt nice.. bt i dun0 y i like alot.. so nice.. den afta boon lay performed finish we went in again.. n i kept lookin at the spectaters dey 2 spot vincent n colin.. i lk alot of times den i finally c dem.. k den we watched bukit panjung's orchestra... walia0 aA.. their erhu damn gd lo.. bt their body movements 2 overdo lia0z.. esp the GUY at the 1st row 1st column... he play lyk as if mad lyk tt.. lolz.. bt their dizi no gd.. budden i hear their choice piece their erhu damn gd lo.. walia0 a.. make me so ZHI4 BEI1... haiz.. sad sia..
k den we gt chased out afta bukit panjung performed..... caz our bus has came 2 pick us up.. den colin n vincent came out oso.. den colin say i looked lyk a china doll wif the make up on.. lolz.. k den we went on the bus.. den went bak.. den me pauline colin YuAi n Grace[cello] went 2 eat at Cavana.. den we doodled dere 4 quite awhile-2 w8 4 results.. den we went mac... pauline treat us ice cream.. de 25cents 1 of course.. if nt she pok gai arz.. den afta awhile huangfang sms me say.. "hey.. Silver..." den we n0e.. den we were lyk.. 'ok lo..' bt quite sad la.. caz as said on top.. xpected gold lia0z.. wan win band de lehz.. can0t let band qiao2 bu4 qi3(looK dwn).. den we go hm lo.. k..

OK>> finally lets tok b0ut 2dae.. ab0ut yesterdae i wil type 2molo.. caz 2 long alredi.. k.. nw im feelin quite dwn la... ya.. caz..... my........ hamsters.................. DIED......................... :'( ...... )': ...... i didnt n0e when dey died.. i didnt notice dem yesterdae.. budden my mom say yesterdae evenin she rmb my vry young cousin went 2 lookat dem... so.. i guess iz sumwhere at nite.. caz since morn.. i dun think i heard any noises at all at near my hamsters dere.. lyk as if 2 quiet lyk tt... n0 sound of the wheel 4 it 2 run turnin at all... u n0e.. lyk tt type of eerie silence.. but i didnt care........... i feel so guilty nw.. around 7.50+ lyk tt.. i feel lyk--> can0t.. i muz go lookat dem.. so i tk sum bread, rdy 2 feed dem.. on the way.. i called dem-gwe gwe... no sound at al.. i gt a feelin tt dey r died alredi.. when i lk... b0th 2 hamsters r dea.. 1 had blood wounds... de other looks normal.. bt both de..ad.... iz juz... so...sudden.. n sad... summ0re 1 iz confirm gt bitten 2 death... which iz even sadder.. n dere were 1 or 2 tt type of vry small flies alredi.. tt makes me even m0r guilty.. if i had spent time wif dem evry single dae.... instead of gettin so absorb wif my own life.. game... playin... things may nt hav gone in tiz directi0n.. haiz... den i cried reli HARD 4 abt 10-15mins.. n sobbed 4 abt 5 mins... haiz.. saad... hearTbr0ken......

Heartbroken...
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005 @ 12:19 PM
feelin siCkk..
Ok.. so i haven't post 4 quite awhile again... juz bein lazy.. altough my com's bak up n runnin fne... xcept tt vry lag at times... ive gt loadz of things 2 write.. mainly abt da weekend...-chi orc practise... ya.. budden feelin reli tired nw.. den summ0re me throat vry vry dry n tight, altough i drank lyk abt...[wait... *checkin water bottle..*] 850ml-1000ml of PLAIN water 2dae lia0z... i dun0 y lehz.. feel lyk dyin man.. de pain suX... haiz.. tts al 4 n0wz la.. sry la ppz... promise i'll fully update 2molo.......... den the dae afta 2molo wil b interestin... muahahahahaz...-.-"

Believe...
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Thursday, April 14, 2005 @ 10:41 AM
YAY!!! internet daes r baK~
YaY!!!! wooh0o.. w8 arz.. erhemz.. gimme time 2 celebrate-> The Return of The... KinG[wrg wrg..].. return of the internet daes.. okok.. i n0e iz a reAL LAME strt 4 my posT... paiseh la.. me juz feelin vry on la.. vry hapi... my com finally cN use internet.. dunned w8 4 me br0 2 lt me use... yay!! k.. pre-post ends here.... d0tz..

k la.. basically juz an0ther n0rmal dae.. den yay!! again... tiz year hse badmint0n competiti0n galz can j0ined!! finally!!! YEAH!!! lolz.. d0tz.. den gals doubles me n pauline j0inin... budden vry scared lo.. caz abt 1 year pluS no plae le.. vry rusty lia0z... arhhhz..

ehh.. 2molo g0in 2 try on our chi orc performance uniform le.. arz.. so stpd sia.. so ugly lo... haiz.. saddist man the teachers... haiz.. ouh yeah.. CONGRADS 2 DE DANCERS N BAND MEMBERS ON ACHEIVEIN SILVER 4 US!!! gd j0b man pp.. band pp.. dun b 2 disappointed.. iz a vry gd acheivement lia0z... haiz.. nw left wif us CO... 21.4.2005... d00msDAe... arghz... so scared lo.. i dun think we can even get bronze lo.. bt i h0pe tt at least we can get silver.. can0t dissapoint da sch n teachers... muz gampateh h0rz CO pp!!!

inGz.. siGnin 0ut.
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Sunday, April 10, 2005 @ 11:58 AM
itz a lo-onG tiMe..
Oh man... itz soo damn l0ng since i laz updateD.. Im reli sry.. no choice la.. com internet connecti0n stil haven ok.. deN muz wait 4 br0 leMe use his Xplorer deN caN updAte.. saDdist riTe... haiz... K.. loaDz hapPen... bt i'll tr 2.. erHem* summerise... hAhaz.. eah[yeah].. I'll strt frm the m0r past-ed 1- mor current 1 ya.. [if eu n0e wat i mean..] Skip the b0tt0m TWO para, iz 4 my own mem0ry oni..

1st.. sumthin tt wel b hisT0ry 4 me.. although eU prob wun b interesTed.. can skip if u wan caz i juz wan it 4 my own mem0z... i can blive i actually cried so so so hard.. so much as in really cry you n0e.. nt juz SOB.. reli CRY vry hard.. while watchin a m0vie.. i dun0 y.. i watch watch den suddenly strt cryin.. so touchin.. kk.. itz LOTR-return of the king... actually i didnt hav any interest 4 LOTR at all.. until one dae.. i caught the tv premiere of LOTR-the fellowship of the ring on chnl 5 0n a sundae[part1],20 march & m0n[part2],21.3... den i strt 2 lyk the m0vie.. den i borrowed the return of the king VCD frm Pauline.. nt n0ein tt return of the king was actually the 3rd m0vie until i watched finished the movie[watched frm wed(23.3)10.09pm to the followin m0rn(1.10am)], return VCD 2 her n asked her y Gandalf didnt die den she said u watch 2nd movie den u n0e... den i realise.. d0hz.. ok.. so i cried vry hard at 2 parts[returnofking].. once when Aragorn n evry1 else bow 2 da 4 hobbits & de vry laz part when Frodo bid farewell n hav 2 go on de ship.. haiz.. okok i n0e iz borinG eU...

k.. den on 3rd April oso caught Xiang Zuo Zou Xiang You Zou[turn lest turn right] on Chnl U.. although i watched it b4.. i watch it again caz iz reli vry nice.. i luv da sonG[liang ge ren de xin fu] n da storyline especially.. bt da endin suX.. EARTHQUAKE!.. damn stpd... k den [memo].. guy-Takeshi Kaneshiro[spellin??] as 763092 & Liang Yong Qi as 784533.. so nicE~

k den... now can c lia0z.. hahaz... -.-" so qia0 he h0r.. a few daes ag0 met Seah Soon Lee, da bad guy of our sch, in IRC.. real coincident rite? den he added me in msn n friendster.. den afta a few daes.. which iz oso a few daes ago frm 2dae.. we chatted on msn lo.. ya.. vry diffi 2 chat wif him lo.. caz sumtimes he dun understan wt i type.. lolz..

As u can c obviously.. me n mx hav obviously[again] patched wif mel dey al.. actualy quite weird la.. caz de main patchin p0int iz yeeting's b.d party, which i didnt g0 caz sadly.. my br0 iz celebratin his b.d on tt da...[25.3].. saDdist rite?? haiz.. den ya.. mx lata on asy patch lia0.. so patch la.. so me haPi lo.. n0 silent waR liia0.. budden nw we bak 2gether arz.. lyk sumtimes i feel quite gan1 ga4 lyk tt.. vry weird feelin.. lyk as if dun0 wt 2 say.. dun0 wat 2 d0.. scared wil offend lyk tt..
den yesterdae.. i gt hua2yue4..den break tt time glo mel marl n me go sun plaza, yt mx n nic dun0 g0 whre.. deN we[mel marl glo me] went Mos Burger 'eat'.. i drank apple soda,glo-grape soda..marl n mel corn soup.. den we chatted lo.. den catchup wif each other la.. at1st vry gan ga.. quite scared.. den lata on quite ok lo.. den went bak sch... so stpd.. oni us erhu pp gt practice.. saddist man.. den somm0r muz solo play.. actually zhao lao shi tel us muz EVRY1 solo play den muz follow de jie2 pai1 qi4[rythmn] summ0r.. budden huangfang quite gd la.. oni de guys solo den the rest of us 3 by 3... den i keep slackin den i went out 2 find mel n marl.. saw dem playin.. sittin on the chair wif wheels[took frm librarY] den playin around la.. den we pushed each other quickly ya.. den play lo.. den npcc came up n stood outside ITR rm[no teachers.. Xin Er 'patrollin' de other NPCCs].. den we zoom towards dem.. den i went bak 2 libr.. den few mins lata i went bak out again wantin 2 find mel n marl dey al.. den saw mr ang tokin 2 em.. k den 4 of us afta my huayue[dey basically stayed in sch 2 pei2 me.. juz want 2 say thank u..=].. we went bak 2gether lo..ya.. den went home wif my mum when we meet[arranged] at da bus interchange..

k.. iz 1 lonGGG post.. mozly junK 2 u.. hahaz.. yea.. the end lia0... h0pe my next p0st wil nt b 2 far away.. =] hahaz.. k nth lia0z...

Glad that ashes can come back and become a piece of paper.. Or is it so?
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