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Wednesday, October 05, 2005 @ 6:52 AM
such a long break from blogging...
yea as de title says.. iz soooo long since i last blog.. haiz.. i wanted to blog.. preserve all the hapi memories.. n erase all the sad past.. budden hav bin soooo lazy n busy playin maple.. how nice.. im addicted! dduh.. oryte.. ive loadz 2 post actuali.. but cant possibly write de whole chunk here.. so i'll.. try 2 dig owt de memories n summarize..we went to marina 4 national dae thingy.. sum kind of learnin on our country's defence or summat... i hav no idea actuali wt iz 4 bt.. ouh well ye it was fun.. got 2 wear fireman's uniform.. took sum pics wid my new hp.. YEA!! tokin bout tt.. i finally gt my 2nd hp eva.. [how pathetic..] nokia 6200? yea.. shld b.. haha replacin de old 3200.. haiz.. buden de current hp im usin now iz nt rly gd la.. LAGS!! urgh.. how sucky.. my computer lags.. my handphone lags.. wats next? hmm.. my brain will b laggin pretty soon.. lets w8... ouhkay... chers day iz oso ova.. gotter perform wid CO... not a big honour at all.. i wasnt rly playin... i was juz hun4-in wid de rest.. anyhow play.. i dun care la.. nowadaes co iz slackin lyk mad.. no inspiration.. unlyk b4 SYF.. we were lyk.. UH HUH~ so on.. now iz lyk.. hur? wa-wad? nahh.. zz so borin nowadaes.. n zhao lao shi iz drivin me mad.. nono.. drivin all de erhu pp mad.. givin us so difficult pieces 2 practice.. totali off his rocket.. zzz okY.. cant think of anymor although i noe dere r loadz mor 2 write.. juz cant rmb dem.. haiz.. ouh well nvm.. k.. the frenship prob iz pretty much cleared up.. n yea im truely greatful 4 wt im havin now.. n i duno y i kp makin mistakes.. here n dere.. i feel so full of myself.. i kp remindin myself 2 control my emotions.. control! n let live things.. dun b so ji4 jiao4.. n dun take things 4 granted.. bt i juz cant.. sigh... things look so nice... feels so sweet... frenz r so nice.. but the future looks so bleak.. esp my life next year.. hu noes? i myte go rly bytchy caz of otha frenz? or mx will become vry guai1? hu noes? plus the current situation now... sigh.. ouh well.. i duno.. juz hav ter w8 den... okay yay!!! languages EOYs r finali ova... a huge load off my bak.. esp de stpd chi.. juz h8 it so much.. i cant cope.. i juz cant... so difficult!! ouh well hu cares! hahaz dun1na care abt chi liao lo~! [erh.. well at least for a few mnths..] woohoo.. okay.. but i canot slack arh!! muz slap myself.. canot slack!! if not lyk last year lidat... okay.. i dun 1na hide anymore... yes iz real embarrassin oryte.. but no use hidin mah.. yea.. i got last in class laz year... how nice... duh.. but nvm.. learnt frm tt mistake.. felt so let down last year.. disappointment.. huge 1.. myself.. n parents.. i rly dint hav any face at tt time.. ye.. but i gotta face facts.. n buck up!!! so yea.. hope EOYs tiz year wun disappoint me... hahaz.. oryte.. guess nt much 2 say nemore.. ouh gosh such a long post.. After the storms will be the rainbow... back to top? |