June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
Strictly Dance Zone

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Fuck off people, it's none of your business.

Ya I'm the bitch, tell everyone that. happy now?
It's none of your FUCKING BUSINESS.

you got issues, settle it.
What has happened has happened, FACE IT.
The boat won't go straight if you don't steer it.

seriously man, I'm the one who is wanting to settle things, talk. Run away, avoid all you want. That hate will stay within you.

And to everyone else, yes yes hate me all you want, criticize me, yes. I did it once.. I might do it again.. Karma.. blablabla.
I agree. Who knows? No one will. I know im a disappointment, a disgust, a bitch.. whatever.

But I'll leave the post with this:
I have done wrong, I do feel guilt.
I have betrayed, I am sorry.
Everyone fucks up, this is my huge/great/wtfsrsly fuck up.
Every side has a story, even the bad guy, we're just not entitled to speak or be believed.
I am open to hate, criticisms, whatever, but I am human too, I feel pain too when trampled.
In time to come, things will become clearer.
& if anyone got issues with me, I am ready to talk, anytime. back to top?

Hello world.

Lots have happened. I shall not go into the details cause I'd prolly break down again.

All I've got to say is, this family i used to have..


I treasure all the times we have had. Once, we were so close and happy together, but things have changed. And now, because of my selfishness of betraying daniel, I have messed the fuck out of everything and everyone. I am a huge disappointment to everyone, even to myself. To think I would be the one doing such a thing, shocking huh.

And yeah, I agree with what everyone says, if i did this to Daniel, who says I won't do it with another guy? The only thing i can say is, I really haven't felt such a strong feeling before.. and I am just being real. Sure, I haven't handled things well. ..Perhaps I should have ended things properly before doing anything else.. but... it was crazy and things just happened. Though it seems meaningless now, all that I say, but all I can do know, is say I am sorry and pray that over time, things will turn out fine.

Thank you Daniel, for giving me your love. I have let you down. I know what I've done is gonna hurt you, a lot. But dear boy, I hope you move on quick. I ended this as soon as possible as I did not want you to be in a position i used to be in when i was with Tyler. You asked if there was no second chance, I couldn't say yes. I couldn't drag it anymore because its gonna hurt more. I'm gonna hurt you real bad this once, but just this once. No dragging. Let me be the asshole.

Goodbye Daniel.

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