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Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 1:19 PM

mess clearing up

lols. yay. the mess is finally clearing up. i love my dar. =)

hmm. i was feeling terrible the whle of today until the ending of sch den slowly cheer up. had bin crying myself to sleep many nights in a row. my eyesights r failing me.. so spent a physically n mentally tiring n sleepy day today. i keep thinkin abt wat happened the whle 1st half of the mornin n ended up stoppin my tears quikly when dey start to swell up. but it started to turn for the better afta texting him sweet msgs. =) i jus love him. wahhas.

anyw. nth much today. rubbed away 2 drawings nigel did on my DnT folio last time. 1 is of de face of an evil yinchow n de other is of me. lols. actuli din wana erase but as the stupid ong kok hua wan check, hav to act guai. zz so annoying. all subjs he oso wan check. sibei boliao. nth else to do.

nigel's drawing of me BAHHAHA-oh n the kawaii is I write one. =x

afta dnt(last period) nigel n me went outside staff rm so i can passup my compo. n oso to wait for emily n bev. emily passed nigel 2 cupcakes. den dey need rush of home as later got sports heats. im kinda envious as i used to b able to run quite fast during pri sch but din hav the chance to represent in any running events.. den now cant run le.. so yea. wish them all the best. so yeah. went home los.

and i realised we've got Mio. surprising. suddenly become mio liaos.

now my room's dam messy cuz of the wires. oh. n i cant help thinking dat the mio thingy looks like Dory. hav no idea why.

Thanks for being mine. =)

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 2:35 PM

day afta terrible weekend

did dis on last sat night

the view outside my window 1 night during sunset NICE?

spent 1buck on dis at the coffeeshop behind 646. the bottom 1 i got de. den emily giv me de top one as i was having a bad day. so gud right? =D

usual-PINK

afta coming out frm comp lab(SO COLD) -PURPLE

kay, nth much today. but ive got a big chg of mindset on some stuff.

darling, im sorry. i just want you to noe.. its not dat i wana be angry wid you. its dat. im very sensitive. and its not the big things, but the lil things dat you do/say dat affect me. but im really sorry for neglecting your feeling as in, i werent able to understand your difficulties. i guess no1 can FULLY stand in anthr person's shoes but the thing wid me is dat i dun even try my best to understand your difficulties. hope you can forgive me dar. i cant forsake dis rltnshp so easily. n i dun believe our rltnshp is dat weak. WANG ZI. QING YUAN LIANG WO BAH. =x

anyw, boring day today, but even though mon's lessons seem to b the most jam-packed, find dat its the day dat passes v quikly, cuz amoz all periods all 1 lesson 1 lesson. so dumb arrangement.

thanks xiaomei for passing me the wallet ck ask u to pass to me.
BUT MOST OF ALL. Thanks dar, for buying it for me n passing it early in de mornin to xiaomei to giv me as a surprise. im touched. =) dun angry le.

cute hor, of course luh, hu buy one? -WINKS EVILY-

ahh well. anyw, afta physics supp today went np KFC for lunch wid emily bev n nigel. then nigel go buy using 3 coupons-2 zinger meal, 1 2pc meal-all costing 4bucks each. n a shrooms meal($2.95) for emily. den the counter guy. WOW. GREAT CUSTOMER SERRVICCEEE SIA. 4+4+4+2.95=$14.95 right? in de end. nigel gave ten bucks, n was returned $2.95. WHICH MEANS. THE FOUR OF US HAD MEALS IN KFC N TOTALED TO ONI $7.05 WHEN INSTED IT COSTS $14.95. HAHAHAHAHAHA. super cheap. poor kfc. great counterguy. great customer satisfaction indeed. den afta we eat finish we ka kin zao(run away quikly).

anyw, saw this book at popular pop chart rack: The Thirteenth Tale. wat a cool name. try saying dat as properly, englishly n fluently as possible. challenge urself =) oh. and its not the terteen tale. nor is it the thirthteenth tHale.

=D

loving the wallet.
BOO!

Love you, please cheer up orytes.

Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 12:52 PM

march hols.

okay. im gona promise myself to blog regularly. if not. NAG AT ME PLEASE.

9 mar(fri): last day of sch, yay! rushed outa sch. actuli wana go hm 1st. in de end went to meet tyl during his lunch break(supposedly) den awhile. den went to city hall to find ferdy n his nu er. tyl went bak to work. den ferdy me n nuer went marina wait for biyong. den omg BY is shuai lah can. but anyw. went to arcade. i cudnt spend much. lols. den ferdy ate. den we played pool. hmm. although i wasnt taught by any1 of dem, but tru how dey play n teach nuer, i improved! =D

anyw. march hols smth interestin happen. or rather on 10th MARCH. smth happen lols.

10 march 07 (sat): a day id never forget. bev emily nigel me n tyl. took a hell long trip to East Coast Park. n den rent rollerblades lo. tyl got a bike. n he payed for me wor. den 1st 10-20mins ok de. guide bev on skating.. den skate arnd bits. den despite emily's warnings n tyl's tellin me to get guards, i mischeivously continue. held on to tyl's bike. speeded, wind tru hair so shuang w/o needing to skate at all den.. WHAM. lost control n den... i fell. v dramatic de okay. -let go of the bike, fall, SLIDE A DISTANCE ON THE ROUGH GROUND- zz dam pain luh can. den is like, tyl stop immediately n came to console me. kissed me softly but i wasnt in de mood. pain all ovr. i touched my chin n den my legs n den in de end evrything i touch will hav blood. my chin bled, right shoudler blade bled, near right elbow bled, back of my left hand bled, left n right knew bled. it hurt-ed like hell. den as we werent near the areas of the more populated plc, more to the end le, i had to b helped by tyl to a 'hut' to rest 1st den i alone den he chiong bak to tell de othrs n get water tissue etc. den.. its was like. hurtin like hell, i felt so terrible for myself n for ruining the fun for evry1. i cried all the while when waiting. lols. den blabla.

horrible uh

in de end i managed to walk back. den settled at mac. so many pp look at me. den cleaned up my wounds.. omg the iodine hurt like hell. i had to bite on tissue. zzz. so grateful to bev n emily n nigel. n tyl. love tyl so much, so touched luh.

look at me BEFORE the fall:

AFTA the fall(at sakae):

den in de end i stil managed to walk but like a lame girl. u noe, crippled. yeahs. den we went to Parkway Parade for dinner. Sakae! long time nv eat le. i had terreyaki. thanks tyl for peiing me but insted made ur mom not v happy. thanks for brging me all the way home.

when reach home, my parents n bro was at uncle hse mahjong, so i was alone.. dey knew i had a bad fall though. den when i went to bathe, I HAD TO SIT ON A CHAIR, BITE ON TISSUE, and bathe slowwllyyy. i screamed tru the whle time in de toilet.

oh and, my parents got me a new phn today! yay! K800i yayyayyay.
sadly, he go cruise right afta dat day. frm sunday-wed. zzz so i was having a terrible holiday. AND RIGHT ON wed when he come bak HE PLAYED A SUCKY PRANK on me luh can. "i did smth really evil. im sorry.... making out lor...... muackmuack" n when i got dose msgs. i jus had my braces checked n wid parents at thomsan plaza. i went to the toilet to cry. zzz. wat an asshole right? awt a prank to play luhs. hate him uh.

[THE FOLLOWING DONT NEED TO BE READ IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED]-its my blog, my right to blabber.
ytd-24 mar 07(sat): 2 weeks since the fall n since i last saw him. the night b4 dis day or infact the early mornin infact 12+ - 2am. quarreled on de phn again. cry cry cry- tyl, how cud u hav evr said dat two sentences? hurts like hell.(though i noe youd never read my blog but still.) i love you so much. why dyu hav to be such a fucker? suck luh. dam hurt. so in de end the nxt day my eyes were swollen, although no1 knew. den i was sorta like.. -cool dwn gurl coool dwn... he told me hes free todayyy, promised me to go outt...- and den txted him. he din rply. james say go maple. den i went. AND HE IS ALRDY MAPLING. n i was feeling like wtf, WATS WRONG WID YOU TYL. so i jus said: hello all. n wat i got frm him was HELLO DAR. n dats it for the whle time i was in maple. wats dis shit? so i prompted him-dar, today stil got go out? he said duno, mayb, later sms/call u. den i was like. okay cool. n i edi told my mom i mayb gg out wid him. so... i continue doin my own stuff.. eat, play, do abit hmwrk. den its alrdy 1.30++ den i go bathe.. den i stil purposely wash clean clean etc.. hoping to impress if go out. den abt 2pm+ i sms him while i was CUTTING MY NAILS NICE NICE. "dar, r we still gg out?" replies "Dun think so dar. Sorry. >.<" and i cried immediately. he called me, his mom wants to eat sakae wid him n his bro. ahh well. he knew i was sad n tried to cheer me up.. sorries wad shit etc. but i was so so heartbroken. de main problem is he always ALWAYS seem to promise me an outing but at the v last min, he NEVER tells me de decision. I AM THE ONE hu has to prompt. n be hurt, disappointed, n a tad angry at dis habit of his. i was so fucking hurt n heartbroken luh on dis day. YTD. zz. lucky no1 was at home. i screamed. zz. n den i cudnt stand it i asked bev to go yishun park meet me. den we sat on de swing.. i told her evrything. reasons why im feeling so fucking hurt: why does he always not value promises? why does he always hav to let me ask for decision and ALWAYS at the last minute? why so? even afta i told him it hurts me when he does dis. why does he not realise dat DAT is de main reason why im feelin so disappointed and dat not meeting him for 2weeks afta a terrible fall is NOT the main reason. WHY? fuck. so, thanks to bev, i released. emily even though u cudnt b here i noe ur here for me =). anyw, we chatted lo. den until abt 5+ went home. in de end i think i lost many buckets of tears man. lols.
den dat night itself dad came bak frm msia for golf, den he drove me to Kailing's hse at semb as mom was there mahjongging. den chilled. played wid kailing. n even though i hated tyl so much for wat he did to me. i stil made dis:
(gona upload the pic nxt time, smth wrg)

den at 10.30 i watched Final Destination 2 on chnl 5. nice show, freaky though. poor peeps. poor kimberly. ahh, if life is rly like dat, id freak out. hahas.

watching Ugly Betty later at 10.30. do watch it peeps. its a nice show. meaningful .

I wished you'd treat this relationship with more respect and not take it so lightly.

Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 1:41 PM

Adam Khoo Motivational Workshop, etc.

right. haven bin posting for hell long. so lazy la.. OH anyw. hell lots to write n stil hav to update template. i'll jus summarize my contents 1st to remind myself uh.
-20 jan TP open hse. cynthia's Audi mates-Kevin n Ivan
-27 jan NYP open hse, mar b.day celebration
-2 feb Xcountry
-14 feb Vday
-8 - 10 feb AKLTG I am Gifted so are You workshop
-18 - 20 feb CNY .. ANGPAOS!
-24 feb Mrs Yeo's hse n Tyl's hse
-3 mar Joanna's b.day bbq chalet dwntwn east.

okay. hell lot to write although cant rmb much.

20 Jan : TP openhse. met wid emily n shimin n went dere. den so coincident met bev wid yeemay cynthia n samteo at bus waitin line. n so many cchyians! oso got audrey ivy sally n the indian senior gurl i forgot wat name. bev wear til so fashion sia. well anyw we went arnd lo. TP hell lot of pp. n it was the funnest. compared to NP openhse, although NP we get to get on the glamour shot, TP's spirit was dam high. n de dao3 you1(guide) dat brought us arnd Business sch is so shuai. x) so yea. chilled arnd. n den the Applied Sci sch we go in awhile den zao.CUZ DEY WERE SO HIGH. they 1 whle LONGG row of pairs. den dey were dancing. SO COOL. den so funny, got grim n ghost dancing. HAHA. so fun.
anyw. later on bev went for guitar. n den cynthia me shimin emily afta havin LJS for dinner at TM. den went to meet cynthia's Audi mates. Kevin n Ivan. at 1st was super awkward but warmed up slowly. den blabla, shimin went hm, kev ivan cyn emily n me went safra yishun for Pool. nv played pool b4, taught by Kev n in de end de guys paid. den emily went hm as her dad came. me n cyn was sent bak hm by kev n ivan's frens by car. kev n ivan, great guys =D like big bros teng2 you lidat.

27 Jan: NYP open hse, mar's b.day. okay, actuli wanted to go NYP openhse, was a sat. so mornin i went wid tyl to NYP. plan was actuli mornin-NYP wid tyl. den early aftanoon NYP wid emily as tyl had work in de aftanoon, den me emily n bev go pool. den i will head for mar's hse for her b.day, n pass her de top i bought at bugis. in de end, on the train wid tyl to NYP, met STACY-my cuz. AND I WAS SUPER PAISEH. my god. den in de end she is go sch-pres high. den in de end insted of gettin off at yck wid stace, afta tellin stace we, me+tyl gg NYP. WE DIN GET OFF. until halfway frm yck to AMK den we realised, OH YA HOR, din get off. so in de end, we went to taka to walkwalk. zz. dennn. afta dat he go work, i go find emily + bev. den went pool awh. den in de end din go to mar hse, cuz no. 1-no1 pei me go =x. 2-i stil had to wait for quite a long time if im gg. so in de end i din go. N I FELT SO BAD. SORRY MARLENE. =x

2 feb: cross country o7! dis yr's is super early. FEB LEH. my gosh. n den, bev n emily was like trainin for it a few days b4. zzz. nth to say lors. im super sian diao. i mean not to b mean/rude/jealous or anythin but i feel so ZzZ when obviously bev n emily surely will get medals when dey got their positions n yet complain so much. i mean like. say it once or twice okay, its oryte. but dun keep sayin. its like i felt so suan-ed. but i din say anythin lo cuz i dun1na blow anything. but eithr way. last cross country of my secsch life. jus make it b a fun thing :) oh, n i ran n listen mp3. muaha. den afta dat, bev emily me n shimin took bus all de way to vivo. walked abit, den had dinner, den go bak.

14 Feb: started day off not v happy. cuz tyl still had work today, which i noe cudnt b helped but i cant help feelin disappointment n sadness though. but its oryte, he promised on 13feb nite to me to take time off n rush ovr to meet me durin lunch time, n i was quite expecting smth lo. anyw in sch nth much, as usual n recess hav dedications crap, which din rly work out in my POV cuz our noise covered the song. anyw, i was even mor disappointed when tyl din reply me to cfm whrthr hes comin anot at all until i prompt him afta i went out of sch gate AFTA SUPP. it was DEN dat he told me he not comin le. den i super f up n disappointed. den nvm lor, waited for 812 alone. DEN REALISED i nv brg my wallet. den i was like wtfknnccb pissed wid myself. den i walked home lo tru yishun park, tired n starving(i din hav recess n lunch) n it was drizzling. n i felt so PITYFUL for myself i cried while walkin hm. at hm, i cried again. lols.

well anyw, felt terrible de whle of the day until AT NIGHT. he suddenly called me n say he reachin my hse soon. den im like omg. nvm lo, in de end, surpriselingly, my parents lemme go dwn meet him at ten wor! at nite! den i quikly pack de heart shape cookies i made for him (i made for bev n emily too, i made it on v day itself, did 1 hr of tiring work, until my eye pain n backache) n the cuteee monkey i bought for him, LOOK HOW CUTE.

CUTE RIGHT! its called matthew now =) i shopped(wid james n emily on 12feb) for dis for v day gift, the monkey was bought at Gift a Name. the shirt, pants, shoe is all frm kiddy palace n oso i bought a milk bottle to put the small hearts i made. so cute lors =) evrythin was bought seperately wor! all at CWP. so i spent quite alot. ahhas.
well anyw, i met him at my void deck at 10 at nite. his boss drove him here, n even gave him 30 bucks to giv ME! so gud rite! but in de end i oni took 20 cuz dun1na take so much money. den we had chat n well. stuff. lols. ITS V DAY. n den he send me up to my doorstep abt 10.30. den dad saw. hahas. den dad say to mom "ur daughter uhh brg bf bak" LOLS~

8 - 10 feb: AKLTG I am Gifted so are You workshop! muahaha. 3 days, so much stuff happen. anyw. i wana thank dese 4 people so much. Danny Tong-main n super drop dead funny n oso gorgeous trainer of our(4F+4E) grp. Sylvester-our DJ!. Stuart Tan-our super memory trainer! [www.stuarttan.com]. and Candice-de super duper HIGH n oni female trainer!

Danny n Me last day afta closing ceremony afta danny kena 'gangbang' by 4F

anyw, rly loved all of them. their great man. 1st day laughed like siao. danny was super funny, candice was like YEAH BABEY. n stuart is a brilliant guy! anyw, candice rly taught me speed readin well.in which im stil using speed readin now sometimes. n stuart! he taught us super memory stuff! n mindmaps. wahahs. but 2nd day we cried like shit. danny made us realised how we nv appreciate pp arnd us. he rly SHOUTED n scolded us. literally. he even used de f word. scary. SERIOUSLY SCARY. den i cried bad, den he went on to soft approach, imagine in dis dark rm, open door, old woman, ur mom. blabla. den i cried not so much when all the othrs r opposite of me, dey din cry during the scoldin n dey cried hard durin soft. den afta dat he SMASH A GLASS. omfg. i+ all othrs knew he was gona break de glass. but we nvr expected him to SMASH. he rly held it high n PIANGG. right infrnt of us(sya,bev,emily n me seat at front row). so shock luh. den on the nite itself. alot pp no mood eat. i sat dere cry.. den stop den cry.. zzz den go bak dat time i beg parents come on last day. hahas. my dad n bro came. den danny went ovr stuff dat we students learnt. den the students get to giv speeches. den almost evry1 cry. i sobbed abit. dad n bro cried. KAIQI's speech is the 1st n oso most emotional one. i felt sorry for her. well anyw, at the end of evrything, 4F 'gangbanged' danny 1st. we gather rnd danny den hugggg him (squash infact) n messed his hair. den we CHIONGG up to the ava room at bak n top of hall. den it was sylvesters turn. LOLS. poor him n his hair.

18 - 20 feb: CNY .. ANGPAOS! gona summarize much here. 1st day was like evry yr,ate at grandpa's hse = mom's side. den go ovr to grandma's hse = dad's side. den chill abit. bro took pics wid his new cam, his recent hobby-phtography.

Mom's side

Dad's side

anyw, afta grandma's hse, went to grandma's brother's hse. which i hate evryyear. dey is semidetached, v rich pp, cuz dat man is de owner of the brand Hosen. but right the angpows dere is all v kiam siap one.. 4bucks 4 bucks even when all so rich. sometimes even 2bucks. so its both boring, waste of time n lil money. zz lols.
2nd day: went to uncle desmond's hse. all of us chg le. hahas. i rmb last time i was a small chili padi to dem when they, the daughters, ruiping n ruiting(pingjie tingjie), r like arnd sec2. now they're 20. wow right. anyw, chilled. i watched Night at the Museum dere. had dinner buffet. den we went to the small park outside to play, sparklers. den afta all de fun, went bak to the hse again. den played Xbox. play play. den lao yu sheng. den play again til dam late.

Pics of 2nd day:

24 feb: Mrs Yeo's hse n Tyl's hse. wahahas. aftanoon went to city hall wait for emily nigel n bev. den went to mrs yeos hse tru mrt den lrt. den so qiao we walk until mr yeo's block void deck dere. the whle grp of 4F hu met to came tgthr by bus jus walked ovr oso! lols. den in de end we squeezed into 2 lifts. den so noisy. LOls! pizza was great as i was starvin. i wore exactly like how i wore on CNY, so it was so pinky. n evry1 say y i wear lidat. lols. in de end i oni go mrs yeo hse for an hr den go off le. her hse is so erm. clean n neat n pure. zz no wonder she keeps naggin abt our cls cleanliness.. oh n her hubby looks SO YOUNG. anyw, got angpow frm her, 2bucks, which is v gud le cuz she had to spend so much on food for us n so many angpows smmr? thanks mrs yeo =) oh btw, rachel was okay. i mean all babies n toddlers r cute but no offence, rach isnt soooo cute. =x. den i left at 5, nigel, bev, emily n yc accompany me to lrt den i went off myself. rushed bak to yishun to go tyl's hse. his mom invited me for dinner! woa. =D
den rite. i was so paiseh when tyl came to brg me to his hse cuz i was expectin quite alot pp. luckily oni got his mom dad bro n his cuz, gary n his mom, so wasnt too bad. oh n i brought 2pairs of oranges to tyl's mom. wahahs! overall quite fun. chilled at his study room aka bedrm wid him, his bro n gary. until dinner time, den had steamboat. i took tomyam soup. hwahhs. den all de stuff is he take serve me. lols! n i dun dare eat de thing i giv him. den chill smmr. den arnd 11 he walked me home. so sweet. -hearts- oh, n his mom returned me anthr 2 pairs of oranges n oso ANGPOW! thanks mrs ck-mom! =D

okay. joanna's birthday i shant elaborate. too lazy.
and for dis few day's stuff. i shall leave it to some othr time. =)

Loads of things happen in which i regret. if only i could turn back time, i wouldnt hav ruined the close friendship we used to have.

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 1:19 PM mess clearing up lols. yay. the mess is finally clearing up. i love my dar. =) hmm. i was feeling terrible the whle of today until the ending of sch den slowly cheer up. had bin crying myself to sleep many nights in a row. my eyesights r failing me.. so spent a physically n mentally tiring n sleepy day today. i keep thinkin abt wat happened the whle 1st half of the mornin n ended up stoppin my tears quikly when dey start to swell up. but it started to turn for the better afta texting him sweet msgs. =) i jus love him. wahhas. anyw. nth much today. rubbed away 2 drawings nigel did on my DnT folio last time. 1 is of de face of an evil yinchow n de other is of me. lols. actuli din wana erase but as the stupid ong kok hua wan check, hav to act guai. zz so annoying. all subjs he oso wan check. sibei boliao. nth else to do. nigel's drawing of me BAHHAHA-oh n the kawaii is I write one. =x afta dnt(last period) nigel n me went outside staff rm so i can passup my compo. n oso to wait for emily n bev. emily passed nigel 2 cupcakes. den dey need rush of home as later got sports heats. im kinda envious as i used to b able to run quite fast during pri sch but din hav the chance to represent in any running events.. den now cant run le.. so yea. wish them all the best. so yeah. went home los. and i realised we've got Mio. surprising. suddenly become mio liaos. now my room's dam messy cuz of the wires. oh. n i cant help thinking dat the *mio thingy looks like Dory. hav no idea why. Thanks for being mine. =)* back to top?
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 2:35 PM day afta terrible weekend did dis on last sat night the view outside my window 1 night during sunset NICE? spent 1buck on dis at the coffeeshop behind 646. the bottom 1 i got de. den emily giv me de top one as i was having a bad day. so gud right? =D usual-PINK afta coming out frm comp lab(SO COLD) -PURPLE kay, nth much today. but ive got a big chg of mindset on some stuff. darling, im sorry. i just want you to noe.. its not dat i wana be angry wid you. its dat. im very sensitive. and its not the big things, but the lil things dat you do/say dat affect me. but im really sorry for neglecting your feeling as in, i werent able to understand your difficulties. i guess no1 can FULLY stand in anthr person's shoes but the thing wid me is dat i dun even try my best to understand your difficulties. hope you can forgive me dar. i cant forsake dis rltnshp so easily. n i dun believe our rltnshp is dat weak. WANG ZI. QING YUAN LIANG WO BAH. =x anyw, boring day today, but even though mon's lessons seem to b the most jam-packed, find dat its the day dat passes v quikly, cuz amoz all periods all 1 lesson 1 lesson. so dumb arrangement. thanks xiaomei for passing me the wallet ck ask u to pass to me. BUT MOST OF ALL. Thanks dar, for buying it for me n passing it early in de mornin to xiaomei to giv me as a surprise. im touched. =) dun angry le. cute hor, of course luh, hu buy one? -WINKS EVILY- ahh well. anyw, afta physics supp today went np KFC for lunch wid emily bev n nigel. then nigel go buy using 3 coupons-2 zinger meal, 1 2pc meal-all costing 4bucks each. n a shrooms meal($2.95) for emily. den the counter guy. WOW. GREAT CUSTOMER SERRVICCEEE SIA. 4+4+4+2.95=$14.95 right? in de end. nigel gave ten bucks, n was returned $2.95. WHICH MEANS. THE FOUR OF US HAD MEALS IN KFC N TOTALED TO ONI $7.05 WHEN INSTED IT COSTS $14.95. HAHAHAHAHAHA. super cheap. poor kfc. great counterguy. great customer satisfaction indeed. den afta we eat finish we ka kin zao(run away quikly). anyw, saw this book at popular pop chart rack: The Thirteenth Tale. wat a cool name. try saying dat as properly, englishly n fluently as possible. challenge urself =) oh. and its not the terteen tale. nor is it the thirthteenth tHale. =D loving the wallet. BOO! *Love you, please cheer up orytes.* back to top?
Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 12:52 PM march hols. okay. im gona promise myself to blog regularly. if not. NAG AT ME PLEASE. 9 mar(fri): last day of sch, yay! rushed outa sch. actuli wana go hm 1st. in de end went to meet tyl during his lunch break(supposedly) den awhile. den went to city hall to find ferdy n his nu er. tyl went bak to work. den ferdy me n nuer went marina wait for biyong. den omg BY is shuai lah can. but anyw. went to arcade. i cudnt spend much. lols. den ferdy ate. den we played pool. hmm. although i wasnt taught by any1 of dem, but tru how dey play n teach nuer, i improved! =D anyw. march hols smth interestin happen. or rather on 10th MARCH. smth happen lols. 10 march 07 (sat): a day id never forget. bev emily nigel me n tyl. took a hell long trip to East Coast Park. n den rent rollerblades lo. tyl got a bike. n he payed for me wor. den 1st 10-20mins ok de. guide bev on skating.. den skate arnd bits. den despite emily's warnings n tyl's tellin me to get guards, i mischeivously continue. held on to tyl's bike. speeded, wind tru hair so shuang w/o needing to skate at all den.. WHAM. lost control n den... i fell. v dramatic de okay. -let go of the bike, fall, SLIDE A DISTANCE ON THE ROUGH GROUND- zz dam pain luh can. den is like, tyl stop immediately n came to console me. kissed me softly but i wasnt in de mood. pain all ovr. i touched my chin n den my legs n den in de end evrything i touch will hav blood. my chin bled, right shoudler blade bled, near right elbow bled, back of my left hand bled, left n right knew bled. it hurt-ed like hell. den as we werent near the areas of the more populated plc, more to the end le, i had to b helped by tyl to a 'hut' to rest 1st den i alone den he chiong bak to tell de othrs n get water tissue etc. den.. its was like. hurtin like hell, i felt so terrible for myself n for ruining the fun for evry1. i cried all the while when waiting. lols. den blabla. horrible uh in de end i managed to walk back. den settled at mac. so many pp look at me. den cleaned up my wounds.. omg the iodine hurt like hell. i had to bite on tissue. zzz. so grateful to bev n emily n nigel. n tyl. love tyl so much, so touched luh. look at me BEFORE the fall: AFTA the fall(at sakae): den in de end i stil managed to walk but like a lame girl. u noe, crippled. yeahs. den we went to Parkway Parade for dinner. Sakae! long time nv eat le. i had terreyaki. thanks tyl for peiing me but insted made ur mom not v happy. thanks for brging me all the way home. when reach home, my parents n bro was at uncle hse mahjong, so i was alone.. dey knew i had a bad fall though. den when i went to bathe, I HAD TO SIT ON A CHAIR, BITE ON TISSUE, and bathe slowwllyyy. i screamed tru the whle time in de toilet. oh and, my parents got me a new phn today! yay! K800i yayyayyay. sadly, he go cruise right afta dat day. frm sunday-wed. zzz so i was having a terrible holiday. AND RIGHT ON wed when he come bak HE PLAYED A SUCKY PRANK on me luh can. "i did smth really evil. im sorry.... making out lor...... muackmuack" n when i got dose msgs. i jus had my braces checked n wid parents at thomsan plaza. i went to the toilet to cry. zzz. wat an asshole right? awt a prank to play luhs. hate him uh. [THE FOLLOWING DONT NEED TO BE READ IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED]-its my blog, my right to blabber. ytd-24 mar 07(sat): 2 weeks since the fall n since i last saw him. the night b4 dis day or infact the early mornin infact 12+ - 2am. quarreled on de phn again. cry cry cry- tyl, how cud u hav evr said dat two sentences? hurts like hell.(though i noe youd never read my blog but still.) i love you so much. why dyu hav to be such a fucker? suck luh. dam hurt. so in de end the nxt day my eyes were swollen, although no1 knew. den i was sorta like.. -cool dwn gurl coool dwn... he told me hes free todayyy, promised me to go outt...- and den txted him. he din rply. james say go maple. den i went. AND HE IS ALRDY MAPLING. n i was feeling like wtf, WATS WRONG WID YOU TYL. so i jus said: hello all. n wat i got frm him was HELLO DAR. n dats it for the whle time i was in maple. wats dis shit? so i prompted him-dar, today stil got go out? he said duno, mayb, later sms/call u. den i was like. okay cool. n i edi told my mom i mayb gg out wid him. so... i continue doin my own stuff.. eat, play, do abit hmwrk. den its alrdy 1.30++ den i go bathe.. den i stil purposely wash clean clean etc.. hoping to impress if go out. den abt 2pm+ i sms him while i was CUTTING MY NAILS NICE NICE. "dar, r we still gg out?" replies "Dun think so dar. Sorry. >.<" and i cried immediately. he called me, his mom wants to eat sakae wid him n his bro. ahh well. he knew i was sad n tried to cheer me up.. sorries wad shit etc. but i was so so heartbroken. de main problem is he always ALWAYS seem to promise me an outing but at the v last min, he NEVER tells me de decision. I AM THE ONE hu has to prompt. n be hurt, disappointed, n a tad angry at dis habit of his. i was so fucking hurt n heartbroken luh on dis day. YTD. zz. lucky no1 was at home. i screamed. zz. n den i cudnt stand it i asked bev to go yishun park meet me. den we sat on de swing.. i told her evrything. reasons why im feeling so fucking hurt: why does he always not value promises? why does he always hav to let me ask for decision and ALWAYS at the last minute? why so? even afta i told him it hurts me when he does dis. why does he not realise dat DAT is de main reason why im feelin so disappointed and dat not meeting him for 2weeks afta a terrible fall is NOT the main reason. WHY? fuck. so, thanks to bev, i released. emily even though u cudnt b here i noe ur here for me =). anyw, we chatted lo. den until abt 5+ went home. in de end i think i lost many buckets of tears man. lols. den dat night itself dad came bak frm msia for golf, den he drove me to Kailing's hse at semb as mom was there mahjongging. den chilled. played wid kailing. n even though i hated tyl so much for wat he did to me. i stil made dis: (gona upload the pic nxt time, smth wrg) den at 10.30 i watched Final Destination 2 on chnl 5. nice show, freaky though. poor peeps. poor kimberly. ahh, if life is rly like dat, id freak out. hahas. watching Ugly Betty later at 10.30. do watch it peeps. its a nice show. meaningful . I wished you'd treat this relationship with more respect and not take it so lightly. back to top?
Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 1:41 PM Adam Khoo Motivational Workshop, etc. right. haven bin posting for hell long. so lazy la.. OH anyw. hell lots to write n stil hav to update template. i'll jus summarize my contents 1st to remind myself uh. -20 jan TP open hse. cynthia's Audi mates-Kevin n Ivan -27 jan NYP open hse, mar b.day celebration -2 feb Xcountry -14 feb Vday -8 - 10 feb AKLTG I am Gifted so are You workshop -18 - 20 feb CNY .. ANGPAOS! -24 feb Mrs Yeo's hse n Tyl's hse -3 mar Joanna's b.day bbq chalet dwntwn east. okay. hell lot to write although cant rmb much. 20 Jan : TP openhse. met wid emily n shimin n went dere. den so coincident met bev wid yeemay cynthia n samteo at bus waitin line. n so many cchyians! oso got audrey ivy sally n the indian senior gurl i forgot wat name. bev wear til so fashion sia. well anyw we went arnd lo. TP hell lot of pp. n it was the funnest. compared to NP openhse, although NP we get to get on the glamour shot, TP's spirit was dam high. n de dao3 you1(guide) dat brought us arnd Business sch is so shuai. x) so yea. chilled arnd. n den the Applied Sci sch we go in awhile den zao.CUZ DEY WERE SO HIGH. they 1 whle LONGG row of pairs. den dey were dancing. SO COOL. den so funny, got grim n ghost dancing. HAHA. so fun. anyw. later on bev went for guitar. n den cynthia me shimin emily afta havin LJS for dinner at TM. den went to meet cynthia's Audi mates. Kevin n Ivan. at 1st was super awkward but warmed up slowly. den blabla, shimin went hm, kev ivan cyn emily n me went safra yishun for Pool. nv played pool b4, taught by Kev n in de end de guys paid. den emily went hm as her dad came. me n cyn was sent bak hm by kev n ivan's frens by car. kev n ivan, great guys =D like big bros teng2 you lidat. 27 Jan: NYP open hse, mar's b.day. okay, actuli wanted to go NYP openhse, was a sat. so mornin i went wid tyl to NYP. plan was actuli mornin-NYP wid tyl. den early aftanoon NYP wid emily as tyl had work in de aftanoon, den me emily n bev go pool. den i will head for mar's hse for her b.day, n pass her de top i bought at bugis. in de end, on the train wid tyl to NYP, met STACY-my cuz. AND I WAS SUPER PAISEH. my god. den in de end she is go sch-pres high. den in de end insted of gettin off at yck wid stace, afta tellin stace we, me+tyl gg NYP. WE DIN GET OFF. until halfway frm yck to AMK den we realised, OH YA HOR, din get off. so in de end, we went to taka to walkwalk. zz. dennn. afta dat he go work, i go find emily + bev. den went pool awh. den in de end din go to mar hse, cuz no. 1-no1 pei me go =x. 2-i stil had to wait for quite a long time if im gg. so in de end i din go. N I FELT SO BAD. SORRY MARLENE. =x 2 feb: cross country o7! dis yr's is super early. FEB LEH. my gosh. n den, bev n emily was like trainin for it a few days b4. zzz. nth to say lors. im super sian diao. i mean not to b mean/rude/jealous or anythin but i feel so ZzZ when obviously bev n emily surely will get medals when dey got their positions n yet complain so much. i mean like. say it once or twice okay, its oryte. but dun keep sayin. its like i felt so suan-ed. but i din say anythin lo cuz i dun1na blow anything. but eithr way. last cross country of my secsch life. jus make it b a fun thing :) oh, n i ran n listen mp3. muaha. den afta dat, bev emily me n shimin took bus all de way to vivo. walked abit, den had dinner, den go bak. 14 Feb: started day off not v happy. cuz tyl still had work today, which i noe cudnt b helped but i cant help feelin disappointment n sadness though. but its oryte, he promised on 13feb nite to me to take time off n rush ovr to meet me durin lunch time, n i was quite expecting smth lo. anyw in sch nth much, as usual n recess hav dedications crap, which din rly work out in my POV cuz our noise covered the song. anyw, i was even mor disappointed when tyl din reply me to cfm whrthr hes comin anot at all until i prompt him afta i went out of sch gate AFTA SUPP. it was DEN dat he told me he not comin le. den i super f up n disappointed. den nvm lor, waited for 812 alone. DEN REALISED i nv brg my wallet. den i was like wtfknnccb pissed wid myself. den i walked home lo tru yishun park, tired n starving(i din hav recess n lunch) n it was drizzling. n i felt so PITYFUL for myself i cried while walkin hm. at hm, i cried again. lols. well anyw, felt terrible de whle of the day until AT NIGHT. he suddenly called me n say he reachin my hse soon. den im like omg. nvm lo, in de end, surpriselingly, my parents lemme go dwn meet him at ten wor! at nite! den i quikly pack de heart shape cookies i made for him (i made for bev n emily too, i made it on v day itself, did 1 hr of tiring work, until my eye pain n backache) n the cuteee monkey i bought for him, LOOK HOW CUTE. CUTE RIGHT! its called matthew now =) i shopped(wid james n emily on 12feb) for dis for v day gift, the monkey was bought at Gift a Name. the shirt, pants, shoe is all frm kiddy palace n oso i bought a milk bottle to put the small hearts i made. so cute lors =) evrythin was bought seperately wor! all at CWP. so i spent quite alot. ahhas. well anyw, i met him at my void deck at 10 at nite. his boss drove him here, n even gave him 30 bucks to giv ME! so gud rite! but in de end i oni took 20 cuz dun1na take so much money. den we had chat n well. stuff. lols. ITS V DAY. n den he send me up to my doorstep abt 10.30. den dad saw. hahas. den dad say to mom "ur daughter uhh brg bf bak" LOLS~ 8 - 10 feb: AKLTG I am Gifted so are You workshop! muahaha. 3 days, so much stuff happen. anyw. i wana thank dese 4 people so much. Danny Tong-main n super drop dead funny n oso gorgeous trainer of our(4F+4E) grp. Sylvester-our DJ!. Stuart Tan-our super memory trainer! [www.stuarttan.com]. and Candice-de super duper HIGH n oni female trainer! Danny n Me last day afta closing ceremony afta danny kena 'gangbang' by 4F anyw, rly loved all of them. their great man. 1st day laughed like siao. danny was super funny, candice was like YEAH BABEY. n stuart is a brilliant guy! anyw, candice rly taught me speed readin well.in which im stil using speed readin now sometimes. n stuart! he taught us super memory stuff! n mindmaps. wahahs. but 2nd day we cried like shit. danny made us realised how we nv appreciate pp arnd us. he rly SHOUTED n scolded us. literally. he even used de f word. scary. SERIOUSLY SCARY. den i cried bad, den he went on to soft approach, imagine in dis dark rm, open door, old woman, ur mom. blabla. den i cried not so much when all the othrs r opposite of me, dey din cry during the scoldin n dey cried hard durin soft. den afta dat he SMASH A GLASS. omfg. i+ all othrs knew he was gona break de glass. but we nvr expected him to SMASH. he rly held it high n PIANGG. right infrnt of us(sya,bev,emily n me seat at front row). so shock luh. den on the nite itself. alot pp no mood eat. i sat dere cry.. den stop den cry.. zzz den go bak dat time i beg parents come on last day. hahas. my dad n bro came. den danny went ovr stuff dat we students learnt. den the students get to giv speeches. den almost evry1 cry. i sobbed abit. dad n bro cried. KAIQI's speech is the 1st n oso most emotional one. i felt sorry for her. well anyw, at the end of evrything, 4F 'gangbanged' danny 1st. we gather rnd danny den hugggg him (squash infact) n messed his hair. den we CHIONGG up to the ava room at bak n top of hall. den it was sylvesters turn. LOLS. poor him n his hair. 18 - 20 feb: CNY .. ANGPAOS! gona summarize much here. 1st day was like evry yr,ate at grandpa's hse = mom's side. den go ovr to grandma's hse = dad's side. den chill abit. bro took pics wid his new cam, his recent hobby-phtography. Mom's side Dad's side anyw, afta grandma's hse, went to grandma's brother's hse. which i hate evryyear. dey is semidetached, v rich pp, cuz dat man is de owner of the brand Hosen. but right the angpows dere is all v kiam siap one.. 4bucks 4 bucks even when all so rich. sometimes even 2bucks. so its both boring, waste of time n lil money. zz lols. 2nd day: went to uncle desmond's hse. all of us chg le. hahas. i rmb last time i was a small chili padi to dem when they, the daughters, ruiping n ruiting(pingjie tingjie), r like arnd sec2. now they're 20. wow right. anyw, chilled. i watched Night at the Museum dere. had dinner buffet. den we went to the small park outside to play, sparklers. den afta all de fun, went bak to the hse again. den played Xbox. play play. den lao yu sheng. den play again til dam late. Pics of 2nd day: 24 feb: Mrs Yeo's hse n Tyl's hse. wahahas. aftanoon went to city hall wait for emily nigel n bev. den went to mrs yeos hse tru mrt den lrt. den so qiao we walk until mr yeo's block void deck dere. the whle grp of 4F hu met to came tgthr by bus jus walked ovr oso! lols. den in de end we squeezed into 2 lifts. den so noisy. LOls! pizza was great as i was starvin. i wore exactly like how i wore on CNY, so it was so pinky. n evry1 say y i wear lidat. lols. in de end i oni go mrs yeo hse for an hr den go off le. her hse is so erm. clean n neat n pure. zz no wonder she keeps naggin abt our cls cleanliness.. oh n her hubby looks SO YOUNG. anyw, got angpow frm her, 2bucks, which is v gud le cuz she had to spend so much on food for us n so many angpows smmr? thanks mrs yeo =) oh btw, rachel was okay. i mean all babies n toddlers r cute but no offence, rach isnt soooo cute. =x. den i left at 5, nigel, bev, emily n yc accompany me to lrt den i went off myself. rushed bak to yishun to go tyl's hse. his mom invited me for dinner! woa. =D den rite. i was so paiseh when tyl came to brg me to his hse cuz i was expectin quite alot pp. luckily oni got his mom dad bro n his cuz, gary n his mom, so wasnt too bad. oh n i brought 2pairs of oranges to tyl's mom. wahahs! overall quite fun. chilled at his study room aka bedrm wid him, his bro n gary. until dinner time, den had steamboat. i took tomyam soup. hwahhs. den all de stuff is he take serve me. lols! n i dun dare eat de thing i giv him. den chill smmr. den arnd 11 he walked me home. so sweet. -hearts- oh, n his mom returned me anthr 2 pairs of oranges n oso ANGPOW! thanks mrs ck-mom! =D okay. joanna's birthday i shant elaborate. too lazy. and for dis few day's stuff. i shall leave it to some othr time. =) Loads of things happen in which i regret. if only i could turn back time, i wouldnt hav ruined the close friendship we used to have. back to top?