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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 10:42 PM
merry christmas and happy new year
Its 31 December 2008. the last day of 2008. and im stuck at home.
mom n dad's out. bro's in his room.
mehh. im lonely and bored.

bla. havent been blogging again. anyway,
Merry Christmas peepo. hah. its the..
7th day of Christmas tday, so, yr true love shud be sending you..
seven swans a swimming.
and you prolly wudave alrdy got 6 geese a laying, 5 golden rings, 4 calling birds, three french hens, two turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree.
that makes a hell lota birds. =O

well anyway,
lots hav past. NRA Danzation, SDZ sentosa xmas celebration. blabla

Danzation'o8 (20 Dec) was AWESOME. i was lucky to hav gone wid de moderners cus we were like de line starters and the doors opened super early. well anyw de concert was SUPERB. how good? it made me cry. of all the concerts i watch, de first dance concert dat made me cry. lotsa ppl cried too. their theme was abt love and they showed BGR love, father-daughter love n friends love. they shoot vid, den dance.. blabla.
i cried for the first love showcase. de BGR, guy betray girl, breakup one. wa. really really can feel the pain. but others cried for the father-daughter one. i guess de BGR one cus it related to me.. bah.

well anyw, DOPE AH. i respect NRA up up man!

24 Dec'o8 [Xmas eve] : SDZ at sentosa. was okay okay. din expect so lil ppl to come. n the weather was horrible. but okay lo. mmh. i got de gift for the gift xchg in de morning like super last min becus mom only allowed me to go de night b4. n i got a cap frm de gift exchg! frm lulu. =D after that left wid bev at arnd 6+ cus i had to go wid mom n dad to mom's fren's place.

some pics frm sentosa:
Full album at - http://s91.photobucket.com/albums/k292/fallenxhantu/24%20dec%20o8%20SDZ%20sentosa/?start=all

29 Dec'o8 [Sch reopen] : yes. first day of sch. poo. stupid tyler. ask me to go early to hav breakfast in sch mac. his fren kelvin/kevin was dere also. DEN CHERIE WAS SITTING AT THE TABLE BEHIND. so paiseh. after breakfast walk to T17 lecture theatre dere, K went off, tyl went back to mac area for his lessons.

and KNS SIA. i learnt dat de afternoon IPRA lesson cancelled cus Pei celebrating her wedding anniversary. so in de end instead of 5 end, i ended at 1. waited til 3 for tyl n i tagged along wid him to Miracore's jamming session at waterloo street dere. hohoho. bomberman!

Inez brought two frens too, so i din feel very extra. =)) she rmbed me too! happy. haha.
and and, yeah, Miracore's a great deal of a difference frm the 'band' 2years?3years ago? much much better.

Do check out the band HERE!<--CLICK.


oh yes, lastly. ive been wanting to post this. haha. over the hols ive been dling games frm gamehouse.com and playing them. all of which are time management games. you know like Diner Dash those kind? yep.
AND ANDAND. i managed to find a website wid majority of gamehouse games crack! i wont post it here but if u wud wana know jus ask me thru msn. hah! andand, i completed a number of games.

SO.. if you guys are bored one day.. or a short period of a few days.. n feel like playing but dun wana play online games......
do try some of these out (if u like games dat requires lots of multi-tasking) :

Sally's Spa
(completed quite a long time ago)

- run a spa
- mini game of choosing spa treatments for customers
- completed!
- pretty graphics.
- fun! (:

Burger Shop (Venessa intro me one!)

- make burgers
- i din bother to complete de game cus de customers keep getting angry n run away n i canot win. D:

Eye for Design

- act as a interior designer n design houses according to styles
- fun at first but it gets boring
- played once n i din go back in de game again.
- uncompleted

Beach Party Craze

- run a sort of store on the beach
- fun at first but not much changes betw levels n i lost interest
- uncompleted

Burger Rush
- jus think viwawa's Sushido.
- it gets abit boring
- completed

Cooking Dash

- another sequel to Diner Dash
- completed!
- very fun (:

Delicious - Emily's Tea Garden
- same 'producer' n idea as Diner Dash n Cooking Dash
- another sequel is Delicious 2 Deluxe
- one of de most enjoyable time management games
- funny/entertaining sub characters
- completed!
- very fun! (:

First Class Flurry
- u act as a flight stewardess n serve passengers in a plane ride
- i like the fact dat u can personalise the upgrades of yr plane, like de color of de wall, floor, etc.
- completed within a day.
- fun!

Jojo's Fashion Show 2
- dress your models and send them out to the runway,
- go to de streets and shoot models of certain dress style.
- i find it v fun cus u actually hav to match clothings to a certain dress style like Hipster, Boho Chic.. etc.
- completed in 1 go.
- very fun! (:
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 11:00 PM
temperamental
urgh. ive been feeling very temperamental recently. dont know why i seem to be pissed so easily nowadays.
sigh.

fuck it.
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Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 10:25 PM
helplessness
went to sch early tday. but was late for 30mins. supposed to meet my DVPA grp at 11am to collect the cam n stuff for filming. blabla. den went to fc4 to eat n discuss de script n stuff. in de end we came up wid a totally new script. lmaos. our film's gonna be really funny. bahaha. from romance to dramedy (drama+comedy).

den supposedly 3pm meet modern dance exam de grp at T11a. no one was dere. den janice (sr) came along, den i learnt dat tday got HH session. xiang came.. den after awhile janice n von n jug n ethel n lulu n blablabla came. den mliang came den mliang n me went to mph to find allen n kl. den we went thru songs, min came wid jamie peggie n meimei. blablablA. listen thru all de songs, den decided on Beu Sister's Once Upon A Broken Heart.

modern session tday was quite okay, fun actually. but i had a bad day when it ended n i learnt dat my female lead for de film cant make it on 22. urgh. asked arnd moderners if anyone cud be my female lead. bah. no one seem to really care... n i was desperate. like, really dead desperate.

emo. you know the feeling.. like..
you have reached a dead end
and you desperately need help
and you call out for help
but no one seem to budge
and you wonder if they are really unable to help
or whrthr they jus dun bother
or mayb you are not worthy to be helped
or isit just becus ppl dont like you.
and then you realise
really.
no one's gonna help you.
you're by yrself.
but then again, you don't know what to do.

horrible it feels.
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Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 7:32 PM
O sch Recital; Fbodz.
aight. havent been updating. LAZY AH.

8 Dec'o8 (monday) : O sch recital! went to sch early to look for von, moosh n ppl. den slacked til ~6.. blabla. Q.. etc. well, my fav piece is freddie's one, followed by Ben's popping.
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more pictures at: http://s91.photobucket.com/albums/k292/fallenxhantu/O%20Sch%20Recital%20o8/?start=all

12 Dec'o8 (Fri) : FB concert. dope man! i see their concert, i feel so... awed. haha. my fav item is couple dance. SO NICE. sadly, no pics! =[
after concert we walked to AMK frm nyp. settled at the kopitiam dere. YQ like our papa liddat. haha! den he arranged the tables in 1 whole row. DAM COOL. haha! i had icekachang n i dug out all de green green thingy. i got a pic of dem, but i lazy upload. oh and, halfway thru saw lotsa other dancers also went dere to eat. including rachel n like a whoel bunch of fbodz.


ARGH. im rly worried abt things i hav to do:
  • DVPA Filming
  • IVP preparation
  • GEMs photos
  • WP website
  • modern dance exam
you call this a holiday?
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Saturday, December 06, 2008 @ 11:20 PM
Akon new songs
i chged my blog song again! =D
kieran sent me some Akon's newest songs. from his new album Freedom.
ITS DOPE yo! n now im addicted to dis song.

Beautiful (Ft. Colby O'Donis And Kardinal Offishall)
[Akon]
When I see you
I run out of words to say (oh oh)
I wouldn't leave you
'Cause you're that type of girl to make me stay (oh oh)

I see the guys tryna' holla
Girl I don't wanna bother you
'Cause you're independent and you got my attention
Can I be your baby father
Girl I just wanna show you
That I love what you are doin' hun

I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful

[Colby O'Donis]
Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away (yeah)
And like the sun you
Brighten my day, you brighten my day (yeah)
I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You're so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
You're so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful

[Kardinal Offishall]
Kardinal told you
Whether the sky blue or yellow
This fella ain't that mellow
If it ain't about you (you)
Hourglass shape make the place go (ooohhh)
Waistline makes my soldier salute
I'mma brute (brute)
High from your high heel game
High heels push up ya ass last name
And you livin' in the fast lane
Eyes like an angel (goddess)
Watch my yellin' as she undress
Spotless (otless) bad to the bone
Make me wanna go put me in the triple X zone (zone)
Lames don't know how to talk to you
So let me walk with you, hold my hand
I'mma spend them grands, but after you undress
Not like a hooker, but more like a princess
Queen, empress, president
Pull any way ya got my love
'Cause your beautiful (okay??)

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you (ohh yeah)
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful (so beautiful)
So damn beautiful (so beautiful)

[Akon & Colby O'Donis]
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You're so beautiful

[Akon]
Where'd you come from you're outta this world
To me (ohh ohh)
You're a symbol of what every beautiful woman should be (oooh wee)(ohh ohh)

[Colby O'Donis]
I never wanna see you cry cry cry (don't cry)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie (oh yeah)
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry (ohhhh)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie (lieee)

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you (ooh yeah)
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
You're so beautiful


oh, i forgot to say. i got 86/100 for econs! WOOHOO. yes. very good okay! *proud of myself*
but i think i screwed up for my IDEAs n IVP. blehs.

Modern training in de morning tday. Ryan wasnt here. some new comers- Donovan, Nicolette and this girl from NYP, Shi Wei (idk de spelling). weird she join us n not join fbodz. o.O but she's quite nice. and she's SUPER FLEX. her split is totaly 180 one! *dieded*

oh and i wanna create my own blogskin this hols. i wanna put wat ive learnt in DB (photoshop) and WP (dreamweaver) into good use. =D see! i so hardworking rightttttttt.

oooh, i went back to HS to dj for awhile just now. x) fun.

Thanks Sean's dad! :
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Friday, December 05, 2008 @ 12:54 AM
lipdub vids from tp mass comm
okay, i forgot i wanted to post this vid. ytd sha was introducing it to us. dam funny luh!

these vids are lip dubs of songs made by TP's Communication and Media Management(mass comm) students.

The BEST vid:
Umbrella - Rihanna (lip dub by CMM Class of P01 2007)



AHAHA. i like the ju-on guy. SO FUNNY. n he looks kinda cute. HAHA. notice later when everyone get tgt n groove to de music, he's like standing behind stoning. HAHAHAHA.


The 2nd best vid (to me) :
Are You Gonna Be My Girl (lip dub by CMM class P04 2008)



i find it funny cus of the 4 guys dancing. HAHA.
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Thursday, December 04, 2008 @ 9:32 PM
tag replies; random update
Tag replies:
anonymous - ooh. zheng rong. hoho. i will ask arnd again.
Venessa - ahh~ heart attack die already.
ting mei - ooh! haha. its FATE! =D
von - of course, i very good girl one (: yeah. Recital then pass to me bah.
ADELIA - HI! i miss you. =x haha. yeah, everyone look different wid makeup! it does wonders. x) yea, we shud go out some time!


aight. finally, time to rest for a bit. Today has been a rather happy day. I seemed to enjoy the lessons today, idk why. maybe its becus i readed Econs ytd night and understooded it and was able to do de qn in Econs lesson this morn. haha! it does feel good to be finally able to understand Econs lesson.

=[ rachel had to do de make-up test for econs. do hope she can do well.

tml's the last day of sch, and only hav Web Publishin lesson at 3 - 6.
*alrdy in holiday mood*
on the other hand, what's a holiday wid Filming, IVP and GEMs graded assignment to do. what kinda holiday is that? S I A N.

I WANNA GO OUT. i wanna watch movies. Madagascar!!! i still haven watch. pft.

Christmas is coming, Free hugs at orchard - anyone?
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Tuesday, December 02, 2008 @ 10:32 PM
MST Over; Overdued pics; Holidays
OKAY. here are the LONGGGGGGGGGGG overdued pics:

im not gg post all here. SO PLEASE VIEW FULL ALBUM AT:
http://s91.photobucket.com/albums/k292/fallenxhantu/Waves%2013/?start=all
[6 pics from dere isnt from my cam, its from someone elses but i uploaded it anyw becus got me. haha!]

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all the wonderful gifts and notes i got from all the sweet people:

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from janice mummy! :D
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from yuping mummy! =D
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NEXT.
long overdued Punklockers pics at DMC Faceoff event on 22 Nov'o8:
(credits to sha for being the photographer=)

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AGAIN.. full album at:
http://s91.photobucket.com/albums/k292/fallenxhantu/punklockers%20at%20dmc%20faceoff/?start=all


Random pics:

12 Nov'o8 (potluck celebration) :






11 Nov'o8 (lockers camwhoring at clubhse) :








































still got many many more, but wont upload all. (:


okay. my MST are all over. pft. mine was early by a week n while everyone is enjoying MST week. i still have lessons =(

bla. i miss dance trainings. i miss SDZ. i miss everyone =[
yay. sch's ending SOON. *CELEBRATE*
anyway, de reason why i havent been blogging is becus of Facebook. IM ADDICTED TO PLAYFISH GAMES.
started off wid Who has the biggest brain, den went on to Word challenge. IM NOW ADDICTED TO PET SOCIETY BECUS....

of this! its my pet, kiki. =D its so adorable!!!!!!! im obsessed wid it luh. even my hp wallpaper and msn dp is this pic. *dieded*

well anyway, Christmas is coming very soon, which means 2009 will be coming soon.
i was chatting wid tyler on de phone... a few days ago(or isit weeks? idk), and he suddenly ask me this:
"What are 6 things you really really want to do/acheive?"

and as i thought of the answer, i realised ive been really really lazy (am i am still). and i got a lot of things that i start but don't end it well. and i promised myself to blog about that 6 things i told tyler, so dat i wont forget my so called 'new year resolution'.
  1. Be a better dancer
  2. Wake up on time for lessons.
  3. Don't wanna be so lazy. I dont want to keep leaving work to the last minute.
  4. Be more task-focus. I have a bad habit of doing work halfway and gg off to play.
  5. Blog more consistently.
  6. WTFOMGBBQZXZ, i cant seem to rmb the last one. i think more $? IDK.
SO. i think i will make that my new year resolution after all. abit early uh.. but yeah.

oh oh oh, and i came across this when i was in IPRA tutorial looking for ads:



O SCH RECITAL NEXT MONDAY. WOOHOOO.
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