June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
Strictly Dance Zone

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i am super pissed and disgusted that it makes me don't wanna do any work.
What the fuck.

you call this a relationship between 'best friends'?!
bullshit.
i've been giving in and keeping quiet.
trying to put myself in your shoes
and support you in whatever you aim for.
and letting you have your way even if it means doubting me just for some guy,
who obviously doesnt reciprocate your efforts at all.
then whats the point of forsaking friendship for him.

super #@$@#%$## disappointed.
never been so pissed about the situation before,
always thought it was my fault and all,
so i always tried to do my best to make the situation to your favour.
and try again and again not to let this friendship die.

but what you fucking asked for just now...
wow.
broke my heart.
in an instant.
can you stop being so sensitive.
every SINGLE LITTLE THING also got problem.
fuck la

whatever ok. whatever. i dont have time to care about all this shit.
if even after me making it clear to you that i value u as a best friend,
you still doubt me about every little thing.
go ahead and think whatever crazy irrelevant thing you want,
since there is no fucking point in me salvaging anything anyway.

call me petty, call me immature,
i'm just tired.


and now i have to do my work.
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urggh. 24 hours a day is totally not enough for me to handle all these.
i can not break down now.
do or do not, there is no try.
Just do it.
and do it well.

how i wish i have that special someone to share my burden with.
but then again.. time's a factor.

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yessah. MST's officially over for me.
awesome shitballz.

CB paper (consumer behaviour) tday = heart attack die already.
i'd be glad to just get a pass.
hate to say it but although Rajan's lessons were very relaxed and fun,
& the donuts+cheese+soup tulang+etcetc were awesome-ism
i realised i haven't really learnt much.
time to make up for it.

bah. din get to watch Dance Subaru in the end cus of time constraints + various reasons.
came to realize some stuff that clarified and made my assumption even more true,
which also made me feel even gloomier.

Now that MSTs are over, time to worry about stupid DMA and the Fujitsu ad.
I can't wait for dance to resume.


i suddenly have a yearn for old friends/classmates reunions.

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