June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
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okayz.. tiz post iz juz 4 me 2 xpress my rants nw..... i dun giv a damn hu readz tiz nw.. i dun care.. tiz iz MY blog.. i hav de right 2 write wt i want..

okayz.. im feelin damn down nw.... im juz so sick of my life... i juz wish.. upon my g8test wish nw.. tt i cld juz.. breakaway frm evrythin.. my wish.. otha den my health.. iz juz 2 hav a fren nw... it sounds so simple..... it looks 2 simple.. n iz so simple 2 b able 2 meet it when in pri sch.. bt i juz dun.. i rly dun understan y iz so so difficult 2 b able 2 find sum1 hu understans u.. n treats u lyk a true true fren.. hu even understans wt de fuk iz de meanin of a 7letter word- friend means.. and nt acquiantance[spellin?] okayz.. i juz nid a fren.. 1 iz enouf 4 me.. bt i juz cant seem 2 find de 1.... i duno whether iz juz me.. or izit im bound 2 hav no true frenz at al...

I rly dun understan y no1 cares abt me at all.. i do realise.. no1 cared...... on tt faithful napfa day... sigh... i rly dun understan y u r so petty n oso 1na b number1.. y r u so pathetic? so immature???? n worse stil y r u so jian4? if u feel any disagreement wif me den kp it wif urself or wif a few frenz or juz tel me... u dunnid 2 promote al ur hates of sum1 2 evry1 ryte? u dunnid 2 tel evry1 2 hate de person u h8 2 ryte.. y iz dere a nid 2 strt gossips.. strt fights.. dun u realise w/o u we wld probly hav much lesser fights....... think abt it.... i bet u dun realise iz u... hav u eva tot of ur evry single action? ur evry single word? ur evry single move? ur evry single look? it matters ok it matters.. mayb im juz weird.. mayb im juz over-calculative mayb im juz sentimental mayb i juz get hurt 2 easily or mayb i juz take things 2 harshly bt i rly think u guys dun udnerstan wt true frenz iz.. whr were u pp when i needed u? -playin -gossiping -FLIRTING -complaining -heck care-ing... etc.. u guys juz dun care.. frenz rejoice 4 each otha when dey do smth well.. bt ur de opposite.. u gt angry.. u strt sayin things abt each otha.. wt shit fren iz these? when i hav pain or any1 hav pain.. either physical or internal.. u dint care or bother until we got de words sayin: "we're hurt" out of our mouths.. sumtimes when we said dose.. u stil dint care.. napfa- i told u guys my stomach rly hurt afta doin dose situps.. i showed tt i was in pain.. bt u guys juz ran off 2 de toilet leavin me lookin around blindly w/o a clue whr u guys were.. n afta tt.. u nv spoke 2 me... de nxt day.. i said i was stil in pain.. n u guys treat me lyk a blank wall.. til 2dae.. my stomach stil hurts.. bt u guys dint care... i dunnid much.. i juz nid a word of take care.. or a question iz oso fine.. bt none came..... no1.. xcept mayb sum1 else outside de 'area'........

i rly rly dun understan... i wish 2 breakaway.. bt i've considered de consequences.. iz no gd.. bt i realised stuckin wif u guys arent wise either.. i rly duno wt 2 do... n nw im stuck in tiz world of shit.... gettin sucked deeper n deeper in2 a mistaken frenship.. when in fact iz juz a mixture of lies deceit anger jeolously pettyness etc....

Never found the way back back to top?

okayz.. i haven b updatin for..... 1 mnth plus lia0z!!!!!!!!! arhhhhhhh!!! kill me.. lolz.. k.. ben rly rly lazy.. addicted 2 games? hahaz mayb.. been playin gunbound.. den few weeks ago strt on maplestory.. hmm.. so nice.. nw kp on maplin lia0z... muz train... xD
kk.... obviously loadz loadz hav happened...... sch reopen... nw campus in yishun.... wif de xtremely NICE mini 'pond' which iz meant 4 us 2 MARVEL on hw polluted it iz... ok.. den frenship... etc etc oso loadz happen la... n.. yea i n0e my blog iz gettin boringer n boringer.. yeye i'll change asap....... zz lazy update lia0z........

i never knew it'd feel liddat..... back to top?