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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 9:45 AM

sometimes when we touch

lots of kissing scene in this vid so if u dont like, dont press play at all. (:

Labels: Frozen in time.

Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 1:14 PM

sending kai to NS

watched forbidden kingdom wid kai brian chris n bev on wed nite. impromptu decision.

one of my favourite parts. super funny xD
i actually feel like watching the movie AGAIN. which i dun usually hav for any movies.
i strongly recommend man. die die must watch.
the plot is very unique. its funny. de acting is good. some of the phrases in de later part of the movie are really meaningful and THE FEMALE CASTS ARE REALLY PRETTY LA. both the Little Sparrow and the Bai Fa Mo Nu are super pretty. =O

i specifically like this phrase Jackie Chan [drunken immortal] said when he was wounded, its smth like... Someone who is freed from relations and desires will have no commitment. but id rather die having known that ive cared for someone than never... [i cant rmb this part]..

MUST GO SEE HOR. =D
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TODAY:
ahhh. SUPER DUPER TIRED.

woke up at 5.30 tday. met bev n went to bedok. met kai n timothy n brian for breakfast. din rly finish up my breakfast cus idk why even though hungry, but no appitite.
mrt-ed back to dover wid brian n bev, met shermaine @ bedok mrt, asked her to go on first as kai was talkin to brian for a bit, but jus as shermaine went in the borders, brian walked over. lols~

pon-ed ICP lecture today cus i wanna send kai off @ pasir ris. ITB in de morning was super-slow paced luh. walau. den at the ending ending i was super impatient n i was cursing de lecturer for gg so slow cus i had to rush down to pasir ris. n kai's bus start leaving @ 12.45 . dover - pasirris. WTF MAN. den ICP ended like 5 - 10 mins late. RAWR! then ping was waiting @ mrt inside the border n brian outside. ran dere frm er mei shan.

reached pasirris. me n ping ran all the way to the end of the interchg whr they're at..
thank God for letting us catch kai. cus it was like, 1.15, the last bus. passed him the letter & had a like very short hug. but yeah. (:
in de end we joined kai n went to tekong. haha! usual thing like last time when i sent my bro off.. blabla. den brian went off earlier cus he had smth on. poor him =(

KAI UM-CHIO! haha. cus dey were in the 'auditorium' b4 us cus the enlistees are informed of wat to do and wat not to do dat kinda thing while their parents/friends/whoever who send dem to tekong tour tekong. den dey canot smile canot wave dat kinda thing. den when kai saw ping n me walk into de audi, he was like, wan laugh canot laugh, HAHA. X) i slept thru the whole talk til the taking of oath ceromony. super tired.

ping n me kept making fun of kai n de bag the BMTC gave. hahaha. the bag is like SO 'NICE' CAN. latest trend okay! blehs. ate de food dey provided. same thing, fried chicken rice.. but this time de chicken was much smaller.. and de dessert instead of pudding its an orange. so cute. HAHA.

got lots of pics i wanna upload, including the pics taken on 22th at kembangan after supper. de last ndp training nite for kai. but am super lazy to xfer frm my phn over to my comp now, very tired. mayb some othr time (:

Labels: you can be happy leading the simplest life.

Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 2:02 PM

tired, bye kai. =x

argh. super tired.
halfway to exhaustion. D':
ever since last week, have been sleeping for 4-5hrs each day. [not counting weekends]
plus the increasing workload each day.
crap. the stress level.
URGH.
I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP.

aww, so sad. kai's gg to NS in less than 24hrs time. D': lets cry for him. *sob..* done.
HAH. blehs.
won't blog much today. jus random ranting cus im super tired n need to wakeup is 6.5hrs time.

Do take care. (:

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @ 5:19 PM

why?

WHY?

sometimes in life,
we ask too many Whys.
however,
sometimes, there is just no Whys.

sometimes when you do something,
it might or might not make sense.
but you still do it.
why?
becus it makes u feel better to do it.
no one have the right to stop you from doing what u want to do.
it might not be technically logical or sensible,
but sometimes, just follow your heart.
what you do might not always be right,
but at least, just at least,
it'll leave you memories that'll make you smile once and every rare while.

-
ahhhhhh..
scream it baby. scream it.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

my life is like a movie, cus sad things dat happens, normally only happens in shows and dramas and movies, rare to find in real.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 3:07 PM

Rosette - Crushed

jus gona summarized my whole of last weeks' events til now.

14 April (last mon) : sched. den waited for bev n brian @ mrt for 40mins. den rushed to bedok to meet kai n den peiied him to his dad's new workplace for his birthday treat frm his dad. his dad's a pretty good cook. =D den cabbed down to cityhall. bev n me O Schooled. den afta dance went to Starbucks to look for Brian n kai. nuah-ed dere. de 2 guys tried to do card tricks to random ppl but no one wanted. aww. sad~

15 April (last tues) : sched. n waited for bev den we nuah-ed, den went down to eunos. met carlers n de othrs @ eunos. walked in rain to TKSS. training was interesting. i nearly died though, when kai assigned de helpers to be leaders of grps den lead our own grp to our own 5 - 8 sets of 8 dance moves for the dance battle. i mean, i can think of moves, but i dont have the confidence to like, show it or lead. i nearly cried. in de end thanks to the mentors' n kai's encouragement, n also thanks to the whole grp for leading each othr, we managed to do quite a nice dance battle which was done in like, super last minute.
we longbang de army peeps' lorry to kembangan, den rach jiaqi bev kai n me ate at kembangan den walk walk infront got 1 coffeeshop kai used to work dere. me n bev din eat. werent rly hungry.

16 April (last wed) : kai's birthday, (: happy 21st birthday =D sched. den homed. dental apptmnt. den on de way back, kai called n say trybe run ended at yishun n dey'd b havin dinner @ nrthpt n asked whrthr me n bev wanna join since we stay at yishun. surprisingly, i asked my parents while on de car n dey were cool abt it. so.. yeah! had dinner widem @ nrthpt mac. kai raffy albert brian gabrielle n 1 of the students. timezoned. kai wanted to Para. but sadly, no Para machine. aww. den kai wanted to watch movie. i wanted too cus de last movie i watched is like..... *i had to take out my wallet to check my past tickets* de last movie i watch was on leap day. 29th feb. The Leap Years.
in de end oni me bev n kai watched cus the othrs din wan.

thursday wasnt very exciting, unless u considered exciting as me being locked at home in de morning cus i left my keys in my mom's bag which she brought out. n den dad rushed home to unlock de door for me n send me to yishun mrt. n me being late for my lesson n de whole class including the lecture knwing dat i was locked in my own house. HOW EMBARRASSING! yikes. n i cudnt go home early dat day cus i had to wait til my mom end her work @ 5.15. so i sat at nrthpt mac n rotted.

18 April (last fri) : sched. den rushed down to katong n nearly got lost, nearly died when i was walkin to dis quite secluded place to play pool wid kai n bev. roar. i was rather late so in de end i oni got to play 2 matches. 1 wid kai n 1 wid bev. den had early dinner @ 1 of the chicken rice resaurant. cabbed down to TKSS afterdat. training was as usual. guiding those who need more help. i got to help out wid one of the deaf ministry lady. her name is yen ling. gosh, it was difficult to communicate.

Saturday : slacked at home. arnd 4pm went over for my uncle's so called 'wedding'. he din wana throw a ceremony so it was only a buffet at his hse dat kinda thing.

Sunday : went for church service. lied to dad n mom dat i went for proj discussion. gosh. i felt rly scared. n i was late for half an hr cus my mom got me to eat b4 i leave. blehs. gomen nic n jaime! =[ shant elaborate too much. id jus say i got more insights to Christianity? ya well, im adapting still. feel a little lost n awkward still.
i have no idea how am i gonna cover up for next service.

Yesterday : DB class today was super slack. lecturer only dere for like 50mins. den left the class to 1 of her graduates. Eugene. den he was like, aiya, u guys can go walkwalk, eat or anything. jus come back b4 lesson end so dat i can.. uh.. see ur face b4 u go off. HAH. i end up playing Wahjong n Sushido on viwawa. n had early lunch at 11.20.
went for dance alone cus bev had to go for Rio n Wilson's so called training? idk wat it can be termed as luh but anyw. dance tday was... PESPIRATIONAL. gosh. but it was fun luh. n for once, de studio was SPACIOUS.

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oh, thanks to bev for introing me,
now im in love wid my current blog song, i jus changed it.

Rosette - Crushed lyrics

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind erased and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But I cant get past the dial tone
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I cant keep going this way

[Chorus]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips I've never kissed
And your fingertips and the warmest touch I've always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands I've never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that I've ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I haven't ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so I'm left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm so crushed

So I told myself that tomorrow's gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that I'm gonna find a way
And I wont be afraid just like yesterday
Wont walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
Cuz' I gotta know which ever way its gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
Cuz' there can never be no more
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I wont keep going this way

[Chorus]

Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.(and I wanna stress that I always missed)
(Crushed)
Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.(strongest love I ever felt)
(Crushed)
Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.

And so I'm left, short-of-breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm so
Cruuuushed

Labels: 我想 ... 我明白了.

Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 3:57 AM

LOLLOl

Laughter the best medicine. (:

anyone wanna do this to someone next april's fool?

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We don’t have time left to regret
Hold on
It will take more than common sense
Hold on
So stop your wondering, take a stand
Hold on
Cause there’s more to life than just to live
Hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud
It’s too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on

One single smile, a helping hand
Hold on
It’s not that hard to be a friend
Hold on
So don’t give up, stand ‘til the end
Hold on
Cause there’s more to life than just to live
Hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud
It’s too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
When you love someone, and they break your heart
Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on

When it falls apart, and you’re feeling lost
all your hope is gone, don’t forget to
Hold on
Hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud
It’s too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
When you love someone, and they break your heart
Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud
It’s too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
When you love someone, and they break your heart
Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on

Labels: Jonas Brothers - Hold On (:

Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 11:54 AM

keyless day

ytd (16 april) :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVIL BOLSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hohoho. old. old old. 21 years old.

dental. gosh. i din know my wire broke. LMAO. den in de end hav to like, chg wire n tighten v tight again. ouch =(
on the way back kai called me n said that dey jus ended trybe run at yishun, n asked me whrthr id like to join dem for dinner. n amazingly, my parents let me go. =O so dad dropped me off at nrthpt. mac-ed.

OMG la. so coincident la! I swear its like the MOST COINCIDENTAL DAY EVER.
firstly, brian n bev are classmates, okay, we found out during kai's birthday chalet, so yeah.
2nd. de moment i stepped into mac n saw Gabrielle's backview, i recognised her as my O sch Dance classmate. OMG LA. den we were like gg goo-gah over Ryan. hohoho =3 n de guys were like, nothing to say. HAHAH.
3rd. after dinner me kai n bev went to watch movie. the others din wana watch. after buying tix, went to de pasar malam across the road to browse. N guess wat. we met ANTHR O sch Dance classmate, Dorinda. MY GAWD LA. how small can the world be?
4th, after gg to buy kai's psp stuff, went back to cinema for the show, walked in the theatre, sat on seats, settled, den kai pointed to 1 row down, to the right side n went "hey! isnt that ur dance classmate?" LOLers. like, waa-t? we met dem at the pasar malam n den w/o planned we watched the same movie same time same theatre. GOSH
5th, like, 2 mins after realizing Dorinda was in the same theatre, my p5 & 6 classmate came walking up n sat exactly infront of me. n we went like: EHH! FELICIA!... omg! beiling!

wow. just. wow.
well anyw, we watched Semi-Pro. which is super regret. wished we cudave watch Definitely, Maybe. -pinch bev- tell u uh. Semi-Pro SUCKS la. i put the movie to the standard of mr bean movie. super lame, super dumb, super waste money.
c.r.a.p.

TODAY.
crap.
i tell you. today is a stupid day luh!
went for dental ytd n left my keys in mom's bag, din realised til i was abt to step out of the hse n cudnt find my keys.
imagine being locked in your own house!
GAWD. how embarassing.
-SCREAMS-

heng dad said his work tday not very very important, so he rushed back home to open the door for me, n den drove me to yishun mrt. in de end i was later for like. 15mins.
then idk why my dad din give me his keys. ZZZ.
lessons ended at 2.45pm n i forgot i dun hav keys, until i walk to the end of T19 den i rmb. n i was too lazy to walk back to library or to find the rest of the class which was gg to watch a movie in de libr.
and i cudnt find anyone to pei me. so i rotted at nrthpt mac. bought a $3.95 iced choco, which is a waste of money, i wudave bought fries if i knew itd taste so milky. im v picky one okay!

so sucky luh! i thought i cud like, go back home n finally get some sleep. is like de only day i can sleep in de afternoon, n im locked out of my own house. C R A P.
poopology.

I WANT A RUBIK'S CUBE NECKLACE!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT A MINI JENGA NECKLACE.
I WANT A CRAYON NECKLACE.

anyone kind enough to buy me? =P
i give u kiss. hohoho x33

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @ 5:20 PM

p. blog

not gona blog here.
sensitive issues. (:
posted posts at a more private place.

=[
IM TIRED.
have to wake up in 3.5hrs time. -dieded-

Tuesday, April 15, 2008 @ 4:27 PM

first day of sch

aight. first day of sch ytd. was.. B-O-R-I-N-G.
its practically a waste of time, but im a little glad luh, cus if the first day off sch starts of hectic, i'll slap the lecturer's butt upside down.

stood at dover mrt n waited for bev n BRIAN [who wanted to tricked me into believing he's ethan over the phn but failed terribly] frm 3.55-4.35. arms n legs nearly broke. then chionged down to bedok to meet kai. n went to eat at his dad's workplace. de food his dad cooked was pretty nice. i liked the white noodles n de super fried fish. de idk-wat-it-is-called-in-eng but in chi is Pai2 Gu3 Wang2. directly translated into- pork rib prince. LOL.
after that cabbed down to cityhall for dance while the guys waited at starbucks for me n bev.
went to find the guys at starbucks after dance. slacked dere. n dey were like irritating bev out by their freaking card tricks. I TELL U. THE ACES ARE RIGGED CAN. slap their face, tear their cards man.

dance tday was tough. gosh. i cant coordinate my hands n leg movements tgt! AHHHhhHhH.
oh ryan! help me~~

well, lazy to post any pictures tday, reached home late tday due to slacking in starbucks. & besides, im in a sad mood right now. emoistical. =x

love this vid, though the font of the words is a lil annoying, but they are meaningful. very. read em. (:

Labels: Are you happy?

Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 8:37 AM

sp orientation, kai's birthday chalet

SP orientation (7 - 10) was okay.. i only enjoyed on 9th, a little. de trying out of the instruments from NINO Percussion[i think?]. n we got egg shakers! they're cute =P

then the amazing race organized by CASS students.
the race was for the whole CASS. which is DADP n DMC classes. it was pretty fun.
first station for us was de donut station:

Poor them, crawling. =x

there was the memory game.
the cross dressing game whr a girl hav to dress as guy n guy dress as girl:

Shermaine n oh-so-smexi Sean. HAHA.

then theres de one we hav to entangle ourselves.
get the items game.
flip de mat over game.
n i like this one held at the red bridge most - pass the rubber bands using pasta. so funny. x)

i thought my class was slow, becus we were like walking n strolling around. in de end, surprisingly, we were first to finish evrything n went to vanda room. i thought Ethan's class [DADP/o1] wud be dere alrdy. becus dey are like, super on n strong. =O

well anyw, we, DMC/o4 won de longlegs award-of course, =x. n got 3rd. DADP pwned. they won top 2, o2 as first n o1 as 2nd. but i do admit dey are very bond and strong. =)

i pon-ed flag day on 10th (thurs). cus i wanted to go kai's chalet n help out on de first day. besides, i think de CIP hrs it provides, wud b replenished by de ndp CIP hrs. =x

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NOW. for kai's birthday chalet.
first day, 10th, thursday. i was late in meeting kai at bedok cus i had to xfer songs frm my comp over to my lappy, i had to pack my bag, den meet tyl at bus intrchg for him to pass him de pon n zi picts he helped me print, den i had to go over to bev's hse to touch up de wrapping of the sabo gift for kai.

in the end me n bev took mrt all the way to pasir ris, bussed to downtown east, den walked in frm there. gosh it was tiring man, de laptop n stuff nearly broke my arms.

when we reached, jus nice kai n de othrs also jus reached for like 5 mins. den after settling down, we played a round of betrayal in which kai killed all of us. ouch.

thanks mom n dad for brging my lappy charger over for me, and da-baoing dinner for us for free (:

2nd day, me, kai, nic, bryan and shawn went swimming! =D lucky i brought my swimming costume. nic din brg hers but kai pulled her down so. YAY! hohoho. had lots of fun playing arnd in de pool. =P de slide! de guys were trying to figure out if they can stop us at the end of the slide. i think i gave them some bruises frm the kicks i gave them. they gave me some bruises too. =x

that short fifteen minutes at the pool wid you that i wished wud go on forever.
its gonna be put on replay on my mind,
for a very long time. =x

after the swim, went back n bathed. dey started preparing for de bbq, i did some design to kai's birthday card i made. den i left wid chris, kenji n ziyang for ndp training.

thanks bev for taking cab down wid de sabo gift, i'll pay u de fare n de rest of the $$ when i save up enough. =x
training was abit sian diao. othr than learning the 3rd set of eights, it was nth worthy of gg. it ended late.

when we reached, alot ppl were leaving already. AHH, i missed kieran =x wasted. den we got kai to open de sabo gift, which took him i think 45mins-1hr to open evrything. hohoho x3
took some vids of him opening, but cus he took very long, it got abit boring.

me n bev took vids when we wrapped the gift at bev's hse (dun mind our voices =x) :

den dey cutted de oreo cheesecake nic baked. it was pretty nice. =D
ian played veggie tales on my lappy. gosh! dey are so adorable!! its like, my first time i heard/see this cartoon.

nic, me, ian, bryan n some othr ppl helped to clean up de stuff. n ian did alot of mopping n stuff. he soaped the whole kitchen n turn it into a water pool. HOHOHO. fun =D

i din plan to sleep dat night, wanted to play some board games or smth, but kai ended up falling aslp in his room. ROAR. slap his butt! so i sat on de living room sofa n stoned..... until ian came to put a towel over me n i felt so warm n comfy til i slept dere.

last day was pretty rushed. breakfast was super oily bbq-ed chicken, thanks kai for bbqing them. =D den lots of packing up.
kai, nic, ziyang n kenji took a cab wid kai to his hse to help him brg the remaining stuff to his hse. me, bev n jiehan managed to catch de shuttle bus jus in time back to pasir ris mrt.

jiehan waited for ethan n gang at de mrt station. bev dropped off at tamp to collect her personalized shirt. i took de mrt home. gosh. super tired. when i reached home. cleared up abit. used the comp a short while n retired to bed. slept, 2+ to 5+. den comp-ed again. i was practically looking for smth to do luh. i was like, okay, im bored, my body is tired, but im super energetic. but yet idk wat to do.

i had no idea how i passed my time, den i slept at 11pm. n woke up at 10+am today.
GOSH. i hav bruises and bites all over my legs.

and i lost weight! =[
42.4kg!!
AHH. i need to get back to 45kg. =[

beautiful memory.
(:
loves.

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random entertainment:

i rly like this remix. =D
beautiful.

@ 2:43 AM

free hugs vid

came across this vid and decided to post it here.
for those who went to orchard for the free hugs thingy, ENJOY THE VID.

Labels: free hugs, random

Sunday, April 06, 2008 @ 3:11 PM

picture post on ndp training

[original post typed on 3rd]

aight. i got my phone back from servicing. not bad. very fast. i sent it in on monday afternoon n de ppl called me ytd afternoon saying can collect le.

luckily, all my pics were saved in my memory card so im gona upload all those picts i wanted to upload before.

29th March @ TKSS :

thanks to bev's dad, who drove us here - last minute plan, we reached Eunos at 7.10am. when de meeting time wid kai n gang is at 8.15am.

SEE. i took dis frm eunos at 7.18 AM.

look at the freaking shops, haven open yet luh!

Thanks to student Jen [duno how to spell her full name dat pronounces like-jenovy]:

walau eh, super ****ing unglam can.

Finally, we have......

GUYS.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 @ 3:46 PM

random thought

just a random thought i heard frm 1 of the tv advertisment about a show where they interview those buskers . if you duno wat buskers are. they are those ppl who perform in the streets those kind.

found wat one of the buskers said very meaningful :
We are not beggars, we are entertainers.

this.
is what i call optimism.

if people like them can think so positively, why are we whining each day over trivial matters?

Labels: happiness comes from simplicity.

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 9:45 AM sometimes when we touch lots of kissing scene in this vid so if u dont like, dont press play at all. (: Labels: Frozen in time. back to top?
Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 1:14 PM sending kai to NS watched forbidden kingdom wid kai brian chris n bev on wed nite. impromptu decision. one of my favourite parts. super funny xD i actually feel like watching the movie AGAIN. which i dun usually hav for any movies. i strongly recommend man. die die must watch. the plot is very unique. its funny. de acting is good. some of the phrases in de later part of the movie are really meaningful and THE FEMALE CASTS ARE REALLY PRETTY LA. both the Little Sparrow and the Bai Fa Mo Nu are super pretty. =O i specifically like this phrase Jackie Chan [drunken immortal] said when he was wounded, its smth like... Someone who is freed from relations and desires will have no commitment. but id rather die having known that ive cared for someone than never... [i cant rmb this part].. MUST GO SEE HOR. =D --- TODAY: ahhh. SUPER DUPER TIRED. woke up at 5.30 tday. met bev n went to bedok. met kai n timothy n brian for breakfast. din rly finish up my breakfast cus idk why even though hungry, but no appitite. mrt-ed back to dover wid brian n bev, met shermaine @ bedok mrt, asked her to go on first as kai was talkin to brian for a bit, but jus as shermaine went in the borders, brian walked over. lols~ pon-ed ICP lecture today cus i wanna send kai off @ pasir ris. ITB in de morning was super-slow paced luh. walau. den at the ending ending i was super impatient n i was cursing de lecturer for gg so slow cus i had to rush down to pasir ris. n kai's bus start leaving @ 12.45 . dover - pasirris. WTF MAN. den ICP ended like 5 - 10 mins late. RAWR! then ping was waiting @ mrt inside the border n brian outside. ran dere frm er mei shan. reached pasirris. me n ping ran all the way to the end of the interchg whr they're at.. thank God for letting us catch kai. cus it was like, 1.15, the last bus. passed him the letter & had a like very short hug. but yeah. (: in de end we joined kai n went to tekong. haha! usual thing like last time when i sent my bro off.. blabla. den brian went off earlier cus he had smth on. poor him =( KAI UM-CHIO! haha. cus dey were in the 'auditorium' b4 us cus the enlistees are informed of wat to do and wat not to do dat kinda thing while their parents/friends/whoever who send dem to tekong tour tekong. den dey canot smile canot wave dat kinda thing. den when kai saw ping n me walk into de audi, he was like, wan laugh canot laugh, HAHA. X) i slept thru the whole talk til the taking of oath ceromony. super tired. ping n me kept making fun of kai n de bag the BMTC gave. hahaha. the bag is like SO 'NICE' CAN. latest trend okay! blehs. ate de food dey provided. same thing, fried chicken rice.. but this time de chicken was much smaller.. and de dessert instead of pudding its an orange. so cute. HAHA. got lots of pics i wanna upload, including the pics taken on 22th at kembangan after supper. de last ndp training nite for kai. but am super lazy to xfer frm my phn over to my comp now, very tired. mayb some othr time (: Labels: you can be happy leading the simplest life. back to top?
Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 2:02 PM tired, bye kai. =x argh. super tired. halfway to exhaustion. D': ever since last week, have been sleeping for 4-5hrs each day. [not counting weekends] plus the increasing workload each day. crap. the stress level. URGH. I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP. aww, so sad. kai's gg to NS in less than 24hrs time. D': lets cry for him. sob.. done. HAH. blehs. won't blog much today. jus random ranting cus im super tired n need to wakeup is 6.5hrs time. Do take care. (: back to top?
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @ 5:19 PM why? WHY? sometimes in life, we ask too many Whys. however, sometimes, there is just no Whys. sometimes when you do something, it might or might not make sense. but you still do it. why? becus it makes u feel better to do it. no one have the right to stop you from doing what u want to do. it might not be technically logical or sensible, but sometimes, just follow your heart. what you do might not always be right, but at least, just at least, it'll leave you memories that'll make you smile once and every rare while. - ahhhhhh.. scream it baby. scream it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my life is like a movie, cus sad things dat happens, normally only happens in shows and dramas and movies, rare to find in real. back to top?
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 3:07 PM Rosette - Crushed jus gona summarized my whole of last weeks' events til now. 14 April (last mon) : sched. den waited for bev n brian @ mrt for 40mins. den rushed to bedok to meet kai n den peiied him to his dad's new workplace for his birthday treat frm his dad. his dad's a pretty good cook. =D den cabbed down to cityhall. bev n me O Schooled. den afta dance went to Starbucks to look for Brian n kai. nuah-ed dere. de 2 guys tried to do card tricks to random ppl but no one wanted. aww. sad~ 15 April (last tues) : sched. n waited for bev den we nuah-ed, den went down to eunos. met carlers n de othrs @ eunos. walked in rain to TKSS. training was interesting. i nearly died though, when kai assigned de helpers to be leaders of grps den lead our own grp to our own 5 - 8 sets of 8 dance moves for the dance battle. i mean, i can think of moves, but i dont have the confidence to like, show it or lead. i nearly cried. in de end thanks to the mentors' n kai's encouragement, n also thanks to the whole grp for leading each othr, we managed to do quite a nice dance battle which was done in like, super last minute. we longbang de army peeps' lorry to kembangan, den rach jiaqi bev kai n me ate at kembangan den walk walk infront got 1 coffeeshop kai used to work dere. me n bev din eat. werent rly hungry. 16 April (last wed) : kai's birthday, (: happy 21st birthday =D sched. den homed. dental apptmnt. den on de way back, kai called n say trybe run ended at yishun n dey'd b havin dinner @ nrthpt n asked whrthr me n bev wanna join since we stay at yishun. surprisingly, i asked my parents while on de car n dey were cool abt it. so.. yeah! had dinner widem @ nrthpt mac. kai raffy albert brian gabrielle n 1 of the students. timezoned. kai wanted to Para. but sadly, no Para machine. aww. den kai wanted to watch movie. i wanted too cus de last movie i watched is like..... i had to take out my wallet to check my past tickets de last movie i watch was on leap day. 29th feb. The Leap Years. in de end oni me bev n kai watched cus the othrs din wan. thursday wasnt very exciting, unless u considered exciting as me being locked at home in de morning cus i left my keys in my mom's bag which she brought out. n den dad rushed home to unlock de door for me n send me to yishun mrt. n me being late for my lesson n de whole class including the lecture knwing dat i was locked in my own house. HOW EMBARRASSING! yikes. n i cudnt go home early dat day cus i had to wait til my mom end her work @ 5.15. so i sat at nrthpt mac n rotted. 18 April (last fri) : sched. den rushed down to katong n nearly got lost, nearly died when i was walkin to dis quite secluded place to play pool wid kai n bev. roar. i was rather late so in de end i oni got to play 2 matches. 1 wid kai n 1 wid bev. den had early dinner @ 1 of the chicken rice resaurant. cabbed down to TKSS afterdat. training was as usual. guiding those who need more help. i got to help out wid one of the deaf ministry lady. her name is yen ling. gosh, it was difficult to communicate. Saturday : slacked at home. arnd 4pm went over for my uncle's so called 'wedding'. he din wana throw a ceremony so it was only a buffet at his hse dat kinda thing. Sunday : went for church service. lied to dad n mom dat i went for proj discussion. gosh. i felt rly scared. n i was late for half an hr cus my mom got me to eat b4 i leave. blehs. gomen nic n jaime! =[ shant elaborate too much. id jus say i got more insights to Christianity? ya well, im adapting still. feel a little lost n awkward still. i have no idea how am i gonna cover up for next service. Yesterday : DB class today was super slack. lecturer only dere for like 50mins. den left the class to 1 of her graduates. Eugene. den he was like, aiya, u guys can go walkwalk, eat or anything. jus come back b4 lesson end so dat i can.. uh.. see ur face b4 u go off. HAH. i end up playing Wahjong n Sushido on viwawa. n had early lunch at 11.20. went for dance alone cus bev had to go for Rio n Wilson's so called training? idk wat it can be termed as luh but anyw. dance tday was... PESPIRATIONAL. gosh. but it was fun luh. n for once, de studio was SPACIOUS. --- oh, thanks to bev for introing me, now im in love wid my current blog song, i jus changed it. Rosette - Crushed lyrics I told myself today was gonna be the day No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday My mind erased and I let the moment slip away Another night got me sitting here all on my own Picking up the phone, But I cant get past the dial tone Rocking my brain Going insane Again and again I cant keep going this way [Chorus] CRUSHED, By the sweetest lips I've never kissed And your fingertips and the warmest touch I've always missed CRUSHED, By the softest hands I've never held Probably never tell, You're the strongest love that I've ever felt CRUSHED, That I haven't ever let you know How it always goes Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close And so I'm left, Short of breath With that heavy feeling in my chest Baby I'm so crushed So I told myself that tomorrow's gonna be the day And I keep on telling myself that I'm gonna find a way And I wont be afraid just like yesterday Wont walk away never gonna let another chance slip away Cuz' I gotta know which ever way its gonna go Rest my heart and soul Cuz' there can never be no more Rocking my brain Going insane Again and again I wont keep going this way [Chorus] Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do. Gotta find a way to you.(and I wanna stress that I always missed) (Crushed) Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do. Gotta find a way to you.(strongest love I ever felt) (Crushed) Crushing I'm so into you, don't know what I'm going to do. Gotta find a way to you. And so I'm left, short-of-breath With that heavy feeling in my chest Baby I'm so Cruuuushed Labels: 我想 ... 我明白了. back to top?
Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 3:57 AM LOLLOl Laughter the best medicine. (: anyone wanna do this to someone next april's fool? ----- We don’t have time left to regret Hold on It will take more than common sense Hold on So stop your wondering, take a stand Hold on Cause there’s more to life than just to live Hold on Cause an empty room can be so loud It’s too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on One single smile, a helping hand Hold on It’s not that hard to be a friend Hold on So don’t give up, stand ‘til the end Hold on Cause there’s more to life than just to live Hold on Cause an empty room can be so loud It’s too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on When you love someone, and they break your heart Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart Just hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on When it falls apart, and you’re feeling lost all your hope is gone, don’t forget to Hold on Hold on Cause an empty room can be so loud It’s too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on When you love someone, and they break your heart Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart Just hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on Cause an empty room can be so loud It’s too many tears to drown them out So hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on When you love someone, and they break your heart Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart Just hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on Labels: Jonas Brothers - Hold On (: back to top?
Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 11:54 AM keyless day ytd (16 april) : HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVIL BOLSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hohoho. old. old old. 21 years old. dental. gosh. i din know my wire broke. LMAO. den in de end hav to like, chg wire n tighten v tight again. ouch =( on the way back kai called me n said that dey jus ended trybe run at yishun, n asked me whrthr id like to join dem for dinner. n amazingly, my parents let me go. =O so dad dropped me off at nrthpt. mac-ed. OMG la. so coincident la! I swear its like the MOST COINCIDENTAL DAY EVER. firstly, brian n bev are classmates, okay, we found out during kai's birthday chalet, so yeah. 2nd. de moment i stepped into mac n saw Gabrielle's backview, i recognised her as my O sch Dance classmate. OMG LA. den we were like gg goo-gah over Ryan. hohoho =3 n de guys were like, nothing to say. HAHAH. 3rd. after dinner me kai n bev went to watch movie. the others din wana watch. after buying tix, went to de pasar malam across the road to browse. N guess wat. we met ANTHR O sch Dance classmate, Dorinda. MY GAWD LA. how small can the world be? 4th, after gg to buy kai's psp stuff, went back to cinema for the show, walked in the theatre, sat on seats, settled, den kai pointed to 1 row down, to the right side n went "hey! isnt that ur dance classmate?" LOLers. like, waa-t? we met dem at the pasar malam n den w/o planned we watched the same movie same time same theatre. GOSH 5th, like, 2 mins after realizing Dorinda was in the same theatre, my p5 & 6 classmate came walking up n sat exactly infront of me. n we went like: EHH! FELICIA!... omg! beiling! wow. just. wow. well anyw, we watched Semi-Pro. which is super regret. wished we cudave watch Definitely, Maybe. -pinch bev- tell u uh. Semi-Pro SUCKS la. i put the movie to the standard of mr bean movie. super lame, super dumb, super waste money. c.r.a.p. TODAY. crap. i tell you. today is a stupid day luh! went for dental ytd n left my keys in mom's bag, din realised til i was abt to step out of the hse n cudnt find my keys. imagine being locked in your own house! GAWD. how embarassing. -SCREAMS- heng dad said his work tday not very very important, so he rushed back home to open the door for me, n den drove me to yishun mrt. in de end i was later for like. 15mins. then idk why my dad din give me his keys. ZZZ. lessons ended at 2.45pm n i forgot i dun hav keys, until i walk to the end of T19 den i rmb. n i was too lazy to walk back to library or to find the rest of the class which was gg to watch a movie in de libr. and i cudnt find anyone to pei me. so i rotted at nrthpt mac. bought a $3.95 iced choco, which is a waste of money, i wudave bought fries if i knew itd taste so milky. im v picky one okay! so sucky luh! i thought i cud like, go back home n finally get some sleep. is like de only day i can sleep in de afternoon, n im locked out of my own house. C R A P. poopology. I WANT A RUBIK'S CUBE NECKLACE!!!!!!!!!! I WANT A MINI JENGA NECKLACE. I WANT A CRAYON NECKLACE. anyone kind enough to buy me? =P i give u kiss. hohoho x33 back to top?
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @ 5:20 PM p. blog not gona blog here. sensitive issues. (: posted posts at a more private place. =[ IM TIRED. have to wake up in 3.5hrs time. -dieded- back to top?
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 @ 4:27 PM first day of sch aight. first day of sch ytd. was.. B-O-R-I-N-G. its practically a waste of time, but im a little glad luh, cus if the first day off sch starts of hectic, i'll slap the lecturer's butt upside down. stood at dover mrt n waited for bev n BRIAN [who wanted to tricked me into believing he's ethan over the phn but failed terribly] frm 3.55-4.35. arms n legs nearly broke. then chionged down to bedok to meet kai. n went to eat at his dad's workplace. de food his dad cooked was pretty nice. i liked the white noodles n de super fried fish. de idk-wat-it-is-called-in-eng but in chi is Pai2 Gu3 Wang2. directly translated into- pork rib prince. LOL. after that cabbed down to cityhall for dance while the guys waited at starbucks for me n bev. went to find the guys at starbucks after dance. slacked dere. n dey were like irritating bev out by their freaking card tricks. I TELL U. THE ACES ARE RIGGED CAN. slap their face, tear their cards man. dance tday was tough. gosh. i cant coordinate my hands n leg movements tgt! AHHHhhHhH. oh ryan! help me~~ well, lazy to post any pictures tday, reached home late tday due to slacking in starbucks. & besides, im in a sad mood right now. emoistical. =x love this vid, though the font of the words is a lil annoying, but they are meaningful. very. read em. (: Labels: Are you happy? back to top?
Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 8:37 AM sp orientation, kai's birthday chalet SP orientation (7 - 10) was okay.. i only enjoyed on 9th, a little. de trying out of the instruments from NINO Percussion[i think?]. n we got egg shakers! they're cute =P then the amazing race organized by CASS students. the race was for the whole CASS. which is DADP n DMC classes. it was pretty fun. first station for us was de donut station: Poor them, crawling. =x there was the memory game. the cross dressing game whr a girl hav to dress as guy n guy dress as girl: Shermaine n oh-so-smexi Sean. HAHA. then theres de one we hav to entangle ourselves. get the items game. flip de mat over game. n i like this one held at the red bridge most - pass the rubber bands using pasta. so funny. x) i thought my class was slow, becus we were like walking n strolling around. in de end, surprisingly, we were first to finish evrything n went to vanda room. i thought Ethan's class [DADP/o1] wud be dere alrdy. becus dey are like, super on n strong. =O well anyw, we, DMC/o4 won de longlegs award-of course, =x. n got 3rd. DADP pwned. they won top 2, o2 as first n o1 as 2nd. but i do admit dey are very bond and strong. =) i pon-ed flag day on 10th (thurs). cus i wanted to go kai's chalet n help out on de first day. besides, i think de CIP hrs it provides, wud b replenished by de ndp CIP hrs. =x ------------------------- NOW. for kai's birthday chalet. first day, 10th, thursday. i was late in meeting kai at bedok cus i had to xfer songs frm my comp over to my lappy, i had to pack my bag, den meet tyl at bus intrchg for him to pass him de pon n zi picts he helped me print, den i had to go over to bev's hse to touch up de wrapping of the sabo gift for kai. in the end me n bev took mrt all the way to pasir ris, bussed to downtown east, den walked in frm there. gosh it was tiring man, de laptop n stuff nearly broke my arms. when we reached, jus nice kai n de othrs also jus reached for like 5 mins. den after settling down, we played a round of betrayal in which kai killed all of us. ouch. thanks mom n dad for brging my lappy charger over for me, and da-baoing dinner for us for free (: 2nd day, me, kai, nic, bryan and shawn went swimming! =D lucky i brought my swimming costume. nic din brg hers but kai pulled her down so. YAY! hohoho. had lots of fun playing arnd in de pool. =P de slide! de guys were trying to figure out if they can stop us at the end of the slide. i think i gave them some bruises frm the kicks i gave them. they gave me some bruises too. =x that short fifteen minutes at the pool wid you that i wished wud go on forever. its gonna be put on replay on my mind, for a very long time. =x after the swim, went back n bathed. dey started preparing for de bbq, i did some design to kai's birthday card i made. den i left wid chris, kenji n ziyang for ndp training. thanks bev for taking cab down wid de sabo gift, i'll pay u de fare n de rest of the $$ when i save up enough. =x training was abit sian diao. othr than learning the 3rd set of eights, it was nth worthy of gg. it ended late. when we reached, alot ppl were leaving already. AHH, i missed kieran =x wasted. den we got kai to open de sabo gift, which took him i think 45mins-1hr to open evrything. hohoho x3 took some vids of him opening, but cus he took very long, it got abit boring. me n bev took vids when we wrapped the gift at bev's hse (dun mind our voices =x) : den dey cutted de oreo cheesecake nic baked. it was pretty nice. =D ian played veggie tales on my lappy. gosh! dey are so adorable!! its like, my first time i heard/see this cartoon. nic, me, ian, bryan n some othr ppl helped to clean up de stuff. n ian did alot of mopping n stuff. he soaped the whole kitchen n turn it into a water pool. HOHOHO. fun =D i din plan to sleep dat night, wanted to play some board games or smth, but kai ended up falling aslp in his room. ROAR. slap his butt! so i sat on de living room sofa n stoned..... until ian came to put a towel over me n i felt so warm n comfy til i slept dere. last day was pretty rushed. breakfast was super oily bbq-ed chicken, thanks kai for bbqing them. =D den lots of packing up. kai, nic, ziyang n kenji took a cab wid kai to his hse to help him brg the remaining stuff to his hse. me, bev n jiehan managed to catch de shuttle bus jus in time back to pasir ris mrt. jiehan waited for ethan n gang at de mrt station. bev dropped off at tamp to collect her personalized shirt. i took de mrt home. gosh. super tired. when i reached home. cleared up abit. used the comp a short while n retired to bed. slept, 2+ to 5+. den comp-ed again. i was practically looking for smth to do luh. i was like, okay, im bored, my body is tired, but im super energetic. but yet idk wat to do. i had no idea how i passed my time, den i slept at 11pm. n woke up at 10+am today. GOSH. i hav bruises and bites all over my legs. and i lost weight! =[ 42.4kg!! AHH. i need to get back to 45kg. =[ beautiful memory. (: loves. ------------------- random entertainment: i rly like this remix. =D beautiful. back to top?
@ 2:43 AM free hugs vid came across this vid and decided to post it here. for those who went to orchard for the free hugs thingy, ENJOY THE VID. Labels: free hugs, random back to top?
Sunday, April 06, 2008 @ 3:11 PM picture post on ndp training [original post typed on 3rd] aight. i got my phone back from servicing. not bad. very fast. i sent it in on monday afternoon n de ppl called me ytd afternoon saying can collect le. luckily, all my pics were saved in my memory card so im gona upload all those picts i wanted to upload before. 29th March @ TKSS : thanks to bev's dad, who drove us here - last minute plan, we reached Eunos at 7.10am. when de meeting time wid kai n gang is at 8.15am. SEE. i took dis frm eunos at 7.18 AM. look at the freaking shops, haven open yet luh! Thanks to student Jen [duno how to spell her full name dat pronounces like-jenovy]: walau eh, super ****ing unglam can. Finally, we have...... GUYS. back to top?
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 @ 3:46 PM random thought just a random thought i heard frm 1 of the tv advertisment about a show where they interview those buskers . if you duno wat buskers are. they are those ppl who perform in the streets those kind. found wat one of the buskers said very meaningful : We are not beggars, we are entertainers. this. is what i call optimism. if people like them can think so positively, why are we whining each day over trivial matters? Labels: happiness comes from simplicity. back to top?