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Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 1:17 PM

term 2 end

Random pics:

empty pages in my midyrs math ppr

me trying to do the pai kia pose

21 May (Mon) : last min pon-ed cs today, borrowed jackken's Safra card-thanks jack thanks bev. den went to safra pool wid tyl. TABLE ELEVEN AGAIN. hahas. actuli i had dental appointment at like, 6pm. but i told cher dat i got dental anyw n din go for CS supp. n den cher called emily to call me brg my dental card let him see, LUCKILY de apptmnt is written using pencil, so i chged the time frm 6pm to 4pm, naughty eh? anyw, pool-ed den pei him eat, sat at yishun park stone, den went meet my mom, dental. i got purple for top and ornage for bottom.

22 May (Tues) : did CS coursework pactically de whle day til 5pm+. tiring sia.

23 May (Wed) : sad~ actuli 4F planned to wear class tee during field trip today but werent allowed. blehs. quite a boring trip. peranakan culture.. actuli i din rly learnt much. =x the tour guide talkin to us on de bus den the speaker was buzzing so irritatingly we were 'closing' our ears.

Pauline & Colin sticking fingers into their ears

1st plc Fort Canning Park, spice garden. stpd Pawan! ji siao pp wid leaf. gives me the creeps when he tickles me wid de leaf.

afta Fort Canning was dis Peranakan restaurant in kallang. 4G yum seng-ed. me emily bev ruiwei noelle was like ji siao-ing by shouting SENGG when 4G was YUM-ing. lols. anyw that shop sells food stuff, and oso products luh, quite pretty but ex too. well anyw, we had a dumping, otah, de green top white bottom kueh and a cup of eng breakfast tea. the dumpin n kueh was quite nice, but the otah was omg, fishy. =x the tea was well, nice lah. in de end we din get to go last venue cuz dey say not enouf time, crap sia.

cute mini-clogs sold in the Peranakan restaurant

picturesque secenery i took on de way back

24 May (Thurs) : finally CS coursework ENDS OFFICIALLY! woots. 1 down. more to go. sians.

actuli last min during sch planned wid tyl to watch Pirates later on in aftanoon, and i ps bev n emily as dey say wan go pool (so sorry!). but when i was headin to nrthpt, his dad called him last min to tell him to pick up weiwei frm sch later on, so cudnt watch, sian diao. so went his hse chill, he let me watch movie 300, but i cudnt get wat it meant. then arnd 4.30 left his hse den we walked to Xishan pri and picked his bro up frm the child care. somehow when i see tyl picking his bro up frm the childcare, den talkin to his bro, so heartwarming. aww, big bro coming to brg lil bro home. -hearts- the went to the busstop opposite the Oishii Pizza there. den i took 804 home. tyl n weiwei went off on anthr bus.

my mom got me a Piyo Piyo comb[brush]! lols. 2 bucks. wid a able to pulled out mirror. quite cute.

25 May (Fri) : the FAKE COCKROACH DAY. lols.. thanks to Nazreen, his fake cockroach made many girls scream. pawan used the roach to scare emily on de way up frm recess, den in cls, the roach was thrown on lily's chair then lily was like, jump up and scream. hahaha v hilarious. den Sabrina was like screaming ovr n ovr again as she was tryin to get over her well, 'fear' of the fake roach. hahaha. it made a grp of pp irritated la but most of us was laughin at her and her funny antics. so cute sia Sab. haha. then we took vids of her etc. funny sia. finally she got ovr it.

the FAMOUS lil roach

Mrs Yeo werent here today! Ms Wong[physics] took ovr for clsses and parents cher meeting-lols, poor ms wong gotta face parents. we got our report books. i deproved lots lor can. =( L1R4 25 like omfg.

my terrible midyrs report slip

Today : got a new guild in maple NewYevon . blabla. nth much today. watched the china movie borrowed frm my uncle. played arnd.

a digusting lil lizard in the middle of my hse the balcony

sian. study til 8 june. rawr!

Mon Chi Os. rawr!

Worried for Os.
Missing days going out wid 4 of us..

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 1:51 PM

results of EOYS!

okeh. RESULTS of MIDS! -frm wat i calculated-
Chi: 51.5/100
Eng ppr2: 21/50
Elective History: 13/50
DnT ppr: cant rmb but fail badly
Sci (physics): 68/100
Sci (chem): 51.5/100
[so] Combined sci: 59.75/100 = 60/100

de rest idk le.

All i wanted was a hug.
For you to put your arms around me.
Or hold my hands.
I got none.

sigh. sadded.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 2:49 PM

EO-MYES!

okay firstly,
3.
2.
1.

WHAMMM BOPOM BIANG PANG PING PIANG PONG~!@~!!@~!
hohooho! EO MYES! MIDYEARS IS OVER~!@~!!~!!! wootsy tootsy. lmaos. blahs how crappy. no markin day, got mock exam smmr. CRAP. no mark got mock. roar.

4 may:

tyl n me afta spidey movie =D

random-took these one day in moms room when was bored:

Heaven?

11 may 07 (last Fri) : woots! kinda celebration edi cuz mon(14.5) last two ppr edi, so went hm chg, went safra for POOL! woots. i love POOLing, so fun can. thanks to jackken for lending bev safra card. lols. -hearts- pool. crap cant to de love sign cuz of html coding. zzz~ well anyw, we played quite slowly. BEV TYKO KIA.

smexi emily, XIN GAN POSE. candid!

let them elope into the future ._.

ahh, anyw i used " ._. ", so, to prevent any collision of personal feelings, i shall put a copyright here. ._. copyrighted from inventor tyler. lols~

12 may 07 (Sat) : celebrated Mother's Day early 1 day wid my Dad's side de family, cuz at same time celebrate my dad's birthday. went to Aunt Jarene de condo dere, Hillview Regency, also Aunt Irene's condo. =) my parents provided all de food, dey buy bak kueis frm msia. n de main dishes frm a shanghai restaurant at casaurina road dere. like omg the duck soup is SO YUMMY can! mmh~
FOR PICCUS, REFER TO www.zhikangphoto.blogspot.com GO GO! =D

13 may 07 (Sun) : Mother's day. had a quarrel wid my mom. like omg. i din wana but she keeps gg on abt wat i am bochup. tml got exam stil dun study. den i was sayin, chi how to study? den sci is MCQ paper, besides i got read during practical n main ppr. den she was sayin chi got assessment book, if u not bochup, u wudave at least done a few excercises. den i v sian diao. den i jus say how i feel ; fan zhen ni xian zai jiao wo zuo, wo mei xin qing zuo, wo zhe me zuo dou shi mei you yong de ma. wo dou mei you xin qing zuo, yi ding shi luan luan zuo then mei jing tou nao de ma. [since now u ask me do n i edi no mood do, no matter how i do oso no use. i no mood do, surely anyh do then wun learn anything.] blahs

then bout 6 lidat me mom n bro took taxi to Serangoon gardens dere cuz Aunt n family booked us out to eat at Sushi Tei dere. Dad was in msia n came later. dere was smth dat made me laugh, it was 1st spotted by my bro. theres dis special promo or smth on Hot Pot dishes. then hotpot in Jappo is KAMINABE. say dat n think HOKKIEN. dat does it :] we had 1 Kaisen KAMINABE[seafood, hai sien hotpot]. i had tempura udon, bro n uncle called potato curry. or wat my bro says, currei~ i tried some stuff like Anago or othrwise eel. den fried salmon skin. unagi. but i din rly like anago n unagi, de smell, i nearly puked, but swallowed. Fried salmon skin tasted like kfc fried dried chicken.
i loved the desserts we called, my choice smmr!

ice balls. very tasty ; appetizing ($2.80 for qutie a lot, abt 12 balls)

14 may 07 (today) : EO-MYES! yayayyayy. chi ppr as usual, i cudnt finish all qns. partly cuz like a part of the time i was nodding my head. yeah. so tired somehow. den combined sci ppr. blahs i din study. so kinda crap, though i noe its very easy. gave bev n emily kinda a crappy moody attitude today, idk why, jus felt horrible. afta exams ended[yay], went emily hse chg to class tee.

me bev et went to Suntec, had pizza hut. we ordered de party meal cuz got promo arnd 35bucks for 1 pan pizza, 1 stuffed crust pizza, 4 soup of day n pepsi. LOL. we were like havin a laughin mania dere. crap. we were so full can. den bev finished her part of the pizzas. den me n et left 1 each. den et n bev started laughin like crazy. den i was like, why laugh laugh? den et stuffed her pizza dwn. den dey continue laughin. den i strted on my pizza. 1 mouth.. ok i laughed a bit. den 2nd mouth, BURRPP-came frm et sittin beside me. den i exploded wid laughter. LMAO. funny can. so embarassing though, cuz mine was rly rly v loud n it sounded like someone drink water den burst wid laughter dat sound.

omg bad hair day

mmh delicious~

afta dat went walk walk, den went Far East plaza. I WAN GO BAK DERE TO SHOP FOR NEW CLOTHES! love de stuff dere. cool. bev n et went AMK hub. i went hm. sorry w0lves! cudnt find u, parents kp me go out.

Absence makes the heart grows stronger

Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 11:35 AM

midyrs blues

sorta had a pact wid him on mon-7th may-our 8TH MNTH anniversary, not to tok to each othr til 16may. cuz of some reasons =x he sang me abt 1st two stanzas of a song.. made my heart melt. -hearts-

Almost Here Lyrics
Artist(Band):Brian McFadden
With Delta Goodrem(Delta Goodrem, Brian McFadden, Guy Chambers)

Brian:

Did I hear you righ
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears'cause you're only almost here

Brian:
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Brian & Delta:
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts

Brian:
Oh, haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears'cause you're only almost here

Brian & Delta:
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts

Brian:
Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here

Brian:
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

Delta:
And when I hold you
You're almost here

Brian:
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

Brian & Delta:
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears

Brian:
Cause I know I'm almost here

Brian & Delta:
Only almost here

so touching can? =x 520!

ahh. left wid 3 more paprs to go. tml-maths ppr2. mon combined physchem MCQ. chi pp2. so sian de feeling man. i give up on maths. oh and im gg fail DnT oso. so many idk how to do. chem n phys main ppr, ss n hist ppr, was kinda okay. manageable but dun think scorable. eng ppr was kinda tough, dammned camels. ahh well. hopefully id not get more den 2 fail subjs.

mmh. cant believe it. time flies seriously. TWENTY EIGHT OF MAY. is Os chi main ppr edi. n lie omg. really? no feeling. i bet im gona do terribly. id been borderline-ing my chi since p3. gosh. you noe. i cant even write CAKE n ANT in chi. SERIOUS! dan gao, ma yi, ying huo chong, all dese simple simple words. crap. but ahh well. im aiming A for eng though, HAVE TO! wana get to NP Mass Comm course. well sought afta course, gotta compete i bet.

l4 may (last Fri) : eng n chi ppr 1. afta dat i went hm chg. den told dad i gg out study cuz like omg he was at home. den i went meet tyl. we went to wattch Spidey 3! Harry died. blahs. like omg can, spidey is so NERD. lols. mmh. 2nd time watchin movie wid him alone(wid no one else). 1st time was the 200 Pounds Beauty dat movie. ahh. i love lying on his chest. mmh~ well then afta dat dragged him to take neos. well actuli not drag luhs. i want den he din rly want. but yeah we took lo, i pay! hahas.

deres 1 mor to de neo but i lazy upload so, nxt time =). ahh! den actuli when choosing de neo we want, he anyhow clik cuz we dun hav time edi, den i wanted to choose de one which we kissed, de oni one oso.. den time up. ROAR

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Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 2:41 PM

midyrs

okay like omg. deres somth dam crappy wrg wid new blogger posting can. zzz. anyw midyrs.
crappy. sia. last min studies again. last thurs sci pract. kinda okay. started off lost but cooled down.

last fri SS paper. den went to watch Spidey3 wid tyl. =) ahh i jus love his arms. =)) dragged him to take neos wid me. den afta dat went his hse. mmh. yeah. den lata he wasnt happy wid me cuz of smth. blahs

ytd(mon) eng pp2 n Chem papr. blahs. okay lo. chem stil hav quite a few duno but i noe its rly very simple paper. today had hist ppr n de screwed DnT ppr. i din study for dnt lors. zzz.

no mood to blog. lols.
waitin for 16 may.. =x
im. so. touched. i will always remember....

.520.

Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 3:27 PM

quarrels. again

again. sigh. quarrel quarrel quarrel. saddening.
jus 2 The Veronicas songs... to share.. my feelings.

"When It All Falls Apart"

I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

"Heavily Broken"

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken [x3]

i do love you. im trying to be a perfect girl, but some things are just not meant to be. why do you insist...

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Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 1:17 PM term 2 end Random pics: empty pages in my midyrs math ppr me trying to do the pai kia pose 21 May (Mon) : last min pon-ed cs today, borrowed jackken's Safra card-thanks jack thanks bev. den went to safra pool wid tyl. TABLE ELEVEN AGAIN. hahas. actuli i had dental appointment at like, 6pm. but i told cher dat i got dental anyw n din go for CS supp. n den cher called emily to call me brg my dental card let him see, LUCKILY de apptmnt is written using pencil, so i chged the time frm 6pm to 4pm, naughty eh? anyw, pool-ed den pei him eat, sat at yishun park stone, den went meet my mom, dental. i got purple for top and ornage for bottom. 22 May (Tues) : did CS coursework pactically de whle day til 5pm+. tiring sia. 23 May (Wed) : sad~ actuli 4F planned to wear class tee during field trip today but werent allowed. blehs. quite a boring trip. peranakan culture.. actuli i din rly learnt much. =x the tour guide talkin to us on de bus den the speaker was buzzing so irritatingly we were 'closing' our ears. Pauline & Colin sticking fingers into their ears 1st plc Fort Canning Park, spice garden. stpd Pawan! ji siao pp wid leaf. gives me the creeps when he tickles me wid de leaf. afta Fort Canning was dis Peranakan restaurant in kallang. 4G yum seng-ed. me emily bev ruiwei noelle was like ji siao-ing by shouting SENGG when 4G was YUM-ing. lols. anyw that shop sells food stuff, and oso products luh, quite pretty but ex too. well anyw, we had a dumping, otah, de green top white bottom kueh and a cup of eng breakfast tea. the dumpin n kueh was quite nice, but the otah was omg, fishy. =x the tea was well, nice lah. in de end we din get to go last venue cuz dey say not enouf time, crap sia. cute mini-clogs sold in the Peranakan restaurant picturesque secenery i took on de way back 24 May (Thurs) : finally CS coursework ENDS OFFICIALLY! woots. 1 down. more to go. sians. actuli last min during sch planned wid tyl to watch Pirates later on in aftanoon, and i ps bev n emily as dey say wan go pool (so sorry!). but when i was headin to nrthpt, his dad called him last min to tell him to pick up weiwei frm sch later on, so cudnt watch, sian diao. so went his hse chill, he let me watch movie 300, but i cudnt get wat it meant. then arnd 4.30 left his hse den we walked to Xishan pri and picked his bro up frm the child care. somehow when i see tyl picking his bro up frm the childcare, den talkin to his bro, so heartwarming. aww, big bro coming to brg lil bro home. -hearts- the went to the busstop opposite the Oishii Pizza there. den i took 804 home. tyl n weiwei went off on anthr bus. my mom got me a Piyo Piyo comb[brush]! lols. 2 bucks. wid a able to pulled out mirror. quite cute. 25 May (Fri) : the FAKE COCKROACH DAY. lols.. thanks to Nazreen, his fake cockroach made many girls scream. pawan used the roach to scare emily on de way up frm recess, den in cls, the roach was thrown on lily's chair then lily was like, jump up and scream. hahaha v hilarious. den Sabrina was like screaming ovr n ovr again as she was tryin to get over her well, 'fear' of the fake roach. hahaha. it made a grp of pp irritated la but most of us was laughin at her and her funny antics. so cute sia Sab. haha. then we took vids of her etc. funny sia. finally she got ovr it. the FAMOUS lil roach Mrs Yeo werent here today! Ms Wong[physics] took ovr for clsses and parents cher meeting-lols, poor ms wong gotta face parents. we got our report books. i deproved lots lor can. =( L1R4 25 like omfg. my terrible midyrs report slip Today : got a new guild in maple NewYevon . blabla. nth much today. watched the china movie borrowed frm my uncle. played arnd. a digusting lil lizard in the middle of my hse the balcony sian. study til 8 june. rawr! Mon Chi Os. rawr! *Worried for Os.* *Missing days going out wid 4 of us..* back to top?
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 1:51 PM results of EOYS! okeh. RESULTS of MIDS! -frm wat i calculated- Chi: 51.5/100 Eng ppr2: 21/50 Elective History: 13/50 DnT ppr: cant rmb but fail badly Sci (physics): 68/100 Sci (chem): 51.5/100 [so] Combined sci: 59.75/100 = 60/100 de rest idk le. All i wanted was a hug. For you to put your arms around me. Or hold my hands. I got none. *sigh. sadded.* back to top?
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 2:49 PM EO-MYES! okay firstly, 3. 2. 1. WHAMMM BOPOM BIANG PANG PING PIANG PONG~!@~!!@~! hohooho! EO MYES! MIDYEARS IS OVER~!@~!!~!!! wootsy tootsy. lmaos. blahs how crappy. no markin day, got mock exam smmr. CRAP. no mark got mock. roar. 4 may: tyl n me afta spidey movie =D random-took these one day in moms room when was bored: Heaven? 11 may 07 (last Fri) : woots! kinda celebration edi cuz mon(14.5) last two ppr edi, so went hm chg, went safra for POOL! woots. i love POOLing, so fun can. thanks to jackken for lending bev safra card. lols. -hearts- pool. crap cant to de love sign cuz of html coding. zzz~ well anyw, we played quite slowly. BEV TYKO KIA. smexi emily, XIN GAN POSE. candid! let them elope into the future ._. ahh, anyw i used " ._. ", so, to prevent any collision of personal feelings, i shall put a copyright here. ._. copyrighted from inventor tyler. lols~ 12 may 07 (Sat) : celebrated Mother's Day early 1 day wid my Dad's side de family, cuz at same time celebrate my dad's birthday. went to Aunt Jarene de condo dere, Hillview Regency, also Aunt Irene's condo. =) my parents provided all de food, dey buy bak kueis frm msia. n de main dishes frm a shanghai restaurant at casaurina road dere. like omg the duck soup is SO YUMMY can! mmh~ FOR PICCUS, REFER TO www.zhikangphoto.blogspot.com GO GO! =D 13 may 07 (Sun) : Mother's day. had a quarrel wid my mom. like omg. i din wana but she keeps gg on abt wat i am bochup. tml got exam stil dun study. den i was sayin, chi how to study? den sci is MCQ paper, besides i got read during practical n main ppr. den she was sayin chi got assessment book, if u not bochup, u wudave at least done a few excercises. den i v sian diao. den i jus say how i feel ; fan zhen ni xian zai jiao wo zuo, wo mei xin qing zuo, wo zhe me zuo dou shi mei you yong de ma. wo dou mei you xin qing zuo, yi ding shi luan luan zuo then mei jing tou nao de ma. [since now u ask me do n i edi no mood do, no matter how i do oso no use. i no mood do, surely anyh do then wun learn anything.] blahs then bout 6 lidat me mom n bro took taxi to Serangoon gardens dere cuz Aunt n family booked us out to eat at Sushi Tei dere. Dad was in msia n came later. dere was smth dat made me laugh, it was 1st spotted by my bro. theres dis special promo or smth on Hot Pot dishes. then hotpot in Jappo is KAMINABE. say dat n think HOKKIEN. dat does it :] we had 1 Kaisen KAMINABE[seafood, hai sien hotpot]. i had tempura udon, bro n uncle called potato curry. or wat my bro says, currei~ i tried some stuff like Anago or othrwise eel. den fried salmon skin. unagi. but i din rly like anago n unagi, de smell, i nearly puked, but swallowed. Fried salmon skin tasted like kfc fried dried chicken. i loved the desserts we called, my choice smmr! ice balls. very tasty ; appetizing ($2.80 for qutie a lot, abt 12 balls) 14 may 07 (today) : EO-MYES! yayayyayy. chi ppr as usual, i cudnt finish all qns. partly cuz like a part of the time i was nodding my head. yeah. so tired somehow. den combined sci ppr. blahs i din study. so kinda crap, though i noe its very easy. gave bev n emily kinda a crappy moody attitude today, idk why, jus felt horrible. afta exams ended[yay], went emily hse chg to class tee. me bev et went to Suntec, had pizza hut. we ordered de party meal cuz got promo arnd 35bucks for 1 pan pizza, 1 stuffed crust pizza, 4 soup of day n pepsi. LOL. we were like havin a laughin mania dere. crap. we were so full can. den bev finished her part of the pizzas. den me n et left 1 each. den et n bev started laughin like crazy. den i was like, why laugh laugh? den et stuffed her pizza dwn. den dey continue laughin. den i strted on my pizza. 1 mouth.. ok i laughed a bit. den 2nd mouth, BURRPP-came frm et sittin beside me. den i exploded wid laughter. LMAO. funny can. so embarassing though, cuz mine was rly rly v loud n it sounded like someone drink water den burst wid laughter dat sound. omg bad hair day mmh delicious~ afta dat went walk walk, den went Far East plaza. I WAN GO BAK DERE TO SHOP FOR NEW CLOTHES! love de stuff dere. cool. bev n et went AMK hub. i went hm. sorry w0lves! cudnt find u, parents kp me go out. Absence makes the heart grows stronger back to top?
Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 11:35 AM midyrs blues sorta had a pact wid him on mon-7th may-our 8TH MNTH anniversary, not to tok to each othr til 16may. cuz of some reasons =x he sang me abt 1st two stanzas of a song.. made my heart melt. -hearts- Almost Here Lyrics Artist(Band):Brian McFadden With Delta Goodrem(Delta Goodrem, Brian McFadden, Guy Chambers) Brian: Did I hear you righ Cause I thought you said Let's think it over You have been my life And I never planned Growing old without you Shadows bleeding through the light Where the love once shined so bright Came without a reason Don't let go on us tonight Love's not always black and white Haven't I always loved you? Delta: But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's not enough And when I'm with you I'm close to tears'cause you're only almost here Brian: I would change the world If I had a chance Oh won't you let me Treat me like a child Throw your arms around me Oh please protect me Brian & Delta: Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered, now it hurts Brian: Oh, haven't I always loved you? Delta: But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's not enough And when I'm with you I'm close to tears'cause you're only almost here Brian & Delta: Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered, now it hurts Brian: Haven't I always loved you? Delta: But when I need you You're almost here Brian: Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you Delta: And when I hold you You're almost here Brian: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted Brian & Delta: And now I'm with you I'm close to tears Brian: Cause I know I'm almost here Brian & Delta: Only almost here so touching can? =x 520! ahh. left wid 3 more paprs to go. tml-maths ppr2. mon combined physchem MCQ. chi pp2. so sian de feeling man. i give up on maths. oh and im gg fail DnT oso. so many idk how to do. chem n phys main ppr, ss n hist ppr, was kinda okay. manageable but dun think scorable. eng ppr was kinda tough, dammned camels. ahh well. hopefully id not get more den 2 fail subjs. mmh. cant believe it. time flies seriously. TWENTY EIGHT OF MAY. is Os chi main ppr edi. n lie omg. really? no feeling. i bet im gona do terribly. id been borderline-ing my chi since p3. gosh. you noe. i cant even write CAKE n ANT in chi. SERIOUS! dan gao, ma yi, ying huo chong, all dese simple simple words. crap. but ahh well. im aiming A for eng though, HAVE TO! wana get to NP Mass Comm course. well sought afta course, gotta compete i bet. l4 may (last Fri) : eng n chi ppr 1. afta dat i went hm chg. den told dad i gg out study cuz like omg he was at home. den i went meet tyl. we went to wattch Spidey 3! Harry died. blahs. like omg can, spidey is so NERD. lols. mmh. 2nd time watchin movie wid him alone(wid no one else). 1st time was the 200 Pounds Beauty dat movie. ahh. i love lying on his chest. mmh~ well then afta dat dragged him to take neos. well actuli not drag luhs. i want den he din rly want. but yeah we took lo, i pay! hahas. deres 1 mor to de neo but i lazy upload so, nxt time =). ahh! den actuli when choosing de neo we want, he anyhow clik cuz we dun hav time edi, den i wanted to choose de one which we kissed, de oni one oso.. den time up. ROAR Labels: juz freakkin got lectured back to top?
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 2:41 PM midyrs okay like omg. deres somth dam crappy wrg wid new blogger posting can. zzz. anyw midyrs. crappy. sia. last min studies again. last thurs sci pract. kinda okay. started off lost but cooled down. last fri SS paper. den went to watch Spidey3 wid tyl. =) ahh i jus love his arms. =)) dragged him to take neos wid me. den afta dat went his hse. mmh. yeah. den lata he wasnt happy wid me cuz of smth. blahs ytd(mon) eng pp2 n Chem papr. blahs. okay lo. chem stil hav quite a few duno but i noe its rly very simple paper. today had hist ppr n de screwed DnT ppr. i din study for dnt lors. zzz. no mood to blog. lols. waitin for 16 may.. =x im. so. touched. i will always remember.... .520. back to top?
Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 3:27 PM quarrels. again again. sigh. quarrel quarrel quarrel. saddening. jus 2 The Veronicas songs... to share.. my feelings. "When It All Falls Apart" I'm having the day from hell, It wasn't all going so well (before you came) And you told me you needed space, With a kiss on the side my face (not again) And not to mention (the tears I shed) But I should have kicked your (ass instead) I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No Don't know where I parked my car Don't know who my real friends are (anymore) I put my faith in you What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours) And not to mention (I drank too much) I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch) I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No Can it be easier? Can I just change my life? Cause it just seems to go bad everytime Will I be mending? another one ending once again Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No [x2] Falls apart Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up "Heavily Broken" Everyday I sit here waiting Everyday just seems so long And now I've had enough of all the hating Do we even care, it's so unfair Any day it'll all be over Everyday there's nothing new And now I just try to find some hope To try and hold onto But it starts again It'll never end I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken And there's nothing I can do Almost giving up on trying Almost heading for a fall And now my mind is screaming out I've gotta keep on fighting But then again It doesn't end I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do? I'm heavily broken And there's nothing I can do And there's nothing I can do Feels like I'm drowning I'm screaming for air (Screaming for air) Louder I'm crying And you don't even care I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move (What can I do) When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken [x3] i do love you. im trying to be a perfect girl, but some things are just not meant to be. why do you insist... Labels: wats wrg wid blogger posting? back to top?