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Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 11:43 PM
long update: Mdancecamp;SDZ sentosa;full week training
Tag replies:
Adelia - heyyy. haha! sorry for so late rply. i was super lazy+bz! ya lets meet up soon! =D
shyan - meimei! =) okays! lets work hard tgt for waves!
noelle - san ling!! long time nvr see u too! =[ hahas, i very lazy update, now deepavali, got time. =D
jing - yalor. having trainings EIGHT days a week. whr got time sia! haha
JUNHAO - haha! lazy update !


okay. its Deepavali tday & no dance training, so i FINALLY got enough time to slowly type a proper post. &&&&& i realised. got ALOT of stuff to update man. wayyy back to modern dance camp n SDZ sentosa outing. omg.

-DIEDED-

Modern Dance Camp (6 - 8 Oct'o8) :

yeah, ages ago. modern dance camp. more of like a sleepover in sch. =x super slack. but it was fun no doubt. we bonded quite a lot too. gossips and all. tsktsk.

more peepo stayed over on first night:
smexi brian and his chair dance


first night's dinner was at holland V. we split-ted into two tables and my table called dishes n rice and we all shared cost.
Before:

halfway thru, it started to drizzle n we moved in to anther table..
After:

2nd night was de few survivors. zf, amanda, zh, sean, brian, ken, allen, sab, nadiah, yus, and me.


us trying to keep de mats & forcing ZH to wake up on wed morn:

more random Modern Dance camwhoring pics at http://s91.photobucket.com/albums/k292/fallenxhantu/?action=view&current=SNC17829.jpg


SDZ Sentosa Outing (5 Oct) :


more pics at http://shasha23.com/?p=565

sentosa outing was dope! haha. really fun. i did de jump thingy! twice smmr! =D budden de water rushed all de way into my nose, urgh. hah. played mass captainball n frisbee. wanted to play dodgeball but none knew how to.. =[ I MISS NDP GANG SUDDENLY.
chged my perspective of the bboys also. used to find dat they dont make friends wid de rest of us but thru tday, found that they are rather nice.

oh. i got my new shoes and new backpack! YAY. =D



nice right! =DDD
both frm far east. heh heh. thanks tyl for de bag. super belated birthday gift.



oh, do you know... i sorta hav trainings like.. 8 days a week now. yes. not 7days a week, its EIGHT days a week of trainings now, ever since last week. n it'd last all de way til 8 nov. hah. siong man. i feel so burned out. but luckily tday deepavali can rest.

too much of modern trainings... =(


12 days more.
super worrying can!


oh, i din sleep well last night. =[ i slept soundly for a few hrs, den woke up suddenly, den after that, kept 'daydreaming' of eyecandy throughout. ahh. siao liao. this aint good. i dont wanna be so involved in all these stuff!!!!!!!! at least not now. AHH. im sucha a frail person though. lalalala. okay. this whole paragraph is like, super random things.


something FUN!
oh and, i was at frenster n found this quite funny ah. so.... :

Mine: I have a crush on a maniac because i have diarrhoea.
[SO RANDOM CAN? lollolloll!]

imagine if im wearing pink and my birthday's 15 aug..
itd be.. I had sex with a retarded frog because i feel like shiting. [wth?]

MONTH OF BIRTH
jan. - I was raped by
feb. - I butt-kicked
mar. - I murdered
apr. - I bathed with
may.- I was tongue-kissed
jun. - I have a crush on
jul. - I pervertly touched
aug. - I had sex with
sept. - I bitch-fight with
oct. - I raped
nov. - I butt-licked
dec. - I ate
DATE OF BIRTH
1 - a maniac
2 - michael Jackson
3 - an alien
4 - an undentified creature
5 - a four-legged ostrich
6 - the air
7 - britney spears
8 - a gay
9 - homo
10 - elmo!
11 - Spongebob!
12 - Squidward
13 - spider man
14 - a lesbian
15 - a retarded frog
16 - a emo
17 - a freako
18 - my pillow
19 - my mothertongue teacher
20 - my dinner
21 - the wall
22 - my principal
23 - the toilet scrub
24 - my body
25 - a crazy spirit
26 - the unknown
27 - a corpse
28 - the water
29 - my pet rock
30 - my own self
31 - the president
CLOTHES YOU ARE WEARING..
white - because my toilet light was
dead.
blue - because i want to sleep!
black - because i'm feeling emo
red - because the earth is round
yellow - because i'm happy! :D
orange- because i'm a human
purple - because i have diarrhoea.
brown - because my pet died!
pink - because i feel like shiting
green - because i cant find any
underwear.
gray - because my skin is itchy.
maroon - because i want to be a maid.
multi colour - so that i can save
earth
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Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 2:00 AM
quiz
okay. its 1:05am on sunday 12october as im typing now. which means, its less than 24hrs to first day of sch. sian.

aint gg do a proper post, yet again, becus i jus had a really bad quarrel wid mom like.. 1hr ago. n i was really really really pissed, n those who noe me well enough will know why.... afterthat i cried. pft. havent cried for a long time. so, im jus gona do this quiz, which ive prolly done b4 but am still gona do it again, cus im still feeling rather crappy n siansian, so i wana like, cheer up a lil...

***the first 3 questions were the standard type.
General
004. What is your height?
157cm i think. short lor. X_x
005. Do you have any siblings? an elder bro.
006. What is your eye colour? very dark brown
007. What is your hair colour? black wid a tinge of brown, and a few strands of white(its called wisdom hair okay)
008. Do you wear glasses or contacts? both. glasses more, but trying to make it to contacts more.
009. Are you right handed or left handed? right.
010. Do you have any piercings? yup. a pair.i very goodgirl one.
011. Do you smoke? hell no. never. i hate the smell.
012. Do you swear? hohoho.... yes. and alot too when im pissed
013. Do you get along with your parents? considerably yes bah.
014. Your heritage i dunno im de how manyth generation but... hokkien.
015. Your fears Insects dat makes de buzzy noises, esp bees. & de thought of wat happens after death..
016. Goal you would like to achieve this year be a better dancer.
017. Most overused phrase on an instant messenger haha/lol
018. Best Physical Feature er... my toenail? HAHA. idk? someone tell me?
019. Your bedtime ranges from 11pm to 4am.
020. What time do you arise in the morning? depends on wats on de next day. but if its a free day, id prolly wake at ~10am to 12+
021. First thoughts waking up? i wana sleep sommore? haha.
022. Do you shower daily? of course la! WA RAO.

This Or That?
023. Bright or dark room? bright.
024. Chocolate or vanilla? CHOCOLATE
025. Dogs of cats? baby cats.
026. Pepsi or Coke? coke
027. McDonalds or Burger King? burger king.
028. Ant or Dec? huh?
029. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea? none. Heaven n Earth's Green Tea,
030. Cappuccino or Coffee? Mocha.

In the last month have you...
031. Drank alcohol? nop. dont like.
032. Gone to a mall? ya. lots of malls..
033. Eaten a box of Oreos? packet of oreos.. got. during camp. haha!
034. Eaten sushi? nop. D:
035. Been on stage? nop.
036. Been dumped? nop
037. Gone skinny dipping? NO. never b4, not planning to ever.
038. Stolen Anything? no! not that i rmb of that is..

Have you ever...
039. Laughed for no reason? oh. yeah. lots of times.
040. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do? i think got bah. haha!
041. Been in love? yep.
042. Fired a gun? toygun conisdered? =[
043. Been drunk? never even drank. tried, dont like it.
044. Been called a Tease? dont rmb. =x
045. Been beaten up? nop.
046. Shoplifted? no! i very guai1 one leh...

What was the last....
047. Furry thing you touched? shoes? haha!
048. Thing you've said? "HA-NA!". to mom (jus had a bad quarrel wid her..)
049. Song you've listened to? InitialD - Night of Fire [it was on random mode]
050. (Who was the last) person you've spoken to on the phone? mom.
051. Movie you watched? Hanadan Final.
052. Thing you were doing before this? cursing at my mom to myself, crying.
053. Time you cried? uhm. 45mins ago.
054. Song you've sang? err.. dont remember! i sing along to songs alot.
055. Time you looked at the clock? er... i forgot.
056. Food and drink you've had? potato chips and plain water
057. Flavour of gum you've chewed? NO IDEA.
058. Shoes you've worn? my new DEKLINE shoes!
059. Store you've been in? Ngee Ann City's Puma/Stadium.

Favourite...
060. Planet? earth.
061. Age you've been so far? 17.
062. Season? winter, becus its always so hot here. =[
063. Number? 8.
064. TV show? i dont really know...
065. Flower? dont like flowers but... lavender/tulips

Random...
066. How much cash do you have on you? supposedly $-40. yes. cus im more than broke. i owe ppl $ smmr, but mom passed me $150 jus now..
067. What's a word that rhymes with 'door'? core?
068. What T-Shirt are you wearing? a sleeping dress n my colorful jacket.
069. What brand of shoes are you wearing? aint wearing now. and i dont really pick on brands.
070. What did your last text message say? "Hah! Far east has nice shoes lor. Hmm. You going online? I have to go online to get files to burn. Lol. Got audition tml! Hah. Your break day."
071. What were you doing at midnight last night? on the comp.
072. What's your current desktop picture? some random graffiti.
073. What's a word that you say a lot? orh.
074. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? WHITE.
075. How is the weather right now? its dark, and.. calm? theres not much to talk abt the weather at night..
076. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair i guess. or the dressing.yes. dressing.
077. Are you too shy to ask someone out? generally yes, too shy.
078. Can you do a headstand (not using a wall)? nop.
079. Who would you like to see right now? eyecandy. x)
080. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2!
081. Would you go on a date with someone on MySpace? depends, but prolly not.
082. How do you want to die? peacefully. like who wana die horribly?
083. What do you want to be when you grow up? a radio deejay. dancer.
084. What country would you most like to visit? JAPAN.
085. How many CDs do you own? iduno. lazy to go count. estimatedly.. more than 10. less than 30. I THINK.
086. How many things, in your past, do you regret? loads.dont even wana think abt it..
087. Do you think you are attractive? average looking... i guess..
088. Do you believe in yourself? im actually quite an unconfident person. =[
089. Do you want to get married? who doesnt. but not now luh.

In a boy/girl...
090. Favourite eye colour? blue/hazel
091. Favourite hair colour?
black/ash/tinge of brown
092. Short or long hair? not short. but not too long, as long as it looks nice on him.
093. Height? not too picky abt it as long as taller than me, which aint difficult.
094. Weight? heavier than me (43) but not TOO heavy luh. i wont wana get muahchee-ed


ITS 2 AM.


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Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 1:50 AM
song quiz
din wana blog. but came across this thingy frm my friend's friend blog n found it interesting.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

Opening Credits:
JJ Lin Jin Jie - Tu Ran Lei Le[suddenly tired]

wow. how exciting... for de opening of my movie. PFT.

Waking Up:
Leona Lewis - Better In Time

i hav no idea wat to comment for this.

First Day At School:
Rascal Flatts - Stand

pft. does that mean i hav to get punished on de first day at sch? kao. sch starts next monday can!

Falling In Love:
Fragma - Everytime You Need Me (Radio Edit)

de main lyrics of de song goes: "Everytime u need me, u know i will be there, u know i really care, say u will, say u care...." So....... yalor.

Fight Song:
Jewel - 2 Find U

wah. hard to interpret leh. i think itd prolly mean, i find u, den we fight LOR.

Breaking Up:
Big Bang - Oh Ma Baby

i hav no idea wat the song means becus its korean and only 52seconds. but i think the title is quite suitable? hah!

Prom:
Gareth Gates - Say It Isn't So (Radio Edit)

SO RANDOM CAN.

Life is Good:
Mi Lu Bing - Yong Qi[Guts? Confidence?]

uhh. yeah.

Mental Breakdown:
Nelly ft. Christina Aguilera - Tilt Ya Head Back

SO... if got mental breakdown.. jus tilt ma head back, den wun breakdown liao? X_x

Driving:
Jolin Tsai - Ma De Li Bu Si Yi [i dont know how to translate]

TOO RANDOM LIAO. totally no link.

Flashback:
HSM1 - Can't Take My Eyes Off You

no comments.

Getting Back Together:
Josh Groban - February Song

seems like a slow n draggy getting back... D:

Wedding:
Whitney Housten - I Will Always Love You

waah. finally a perfect song. it'll be a superb soundtrack man! heh heh.

Paying the Dues:
M2M - Don't Say You Love Me

lOl. no link? uhm. don't say u love me if u dont pay de dues? omg..

The Night Before The War
Daniel Bedingfield - Never Gonna Leave Your Side

wa. like like. macham husband gg for war den spending de last night wid wife liddat.

Final Battle:
Stefanie Sun Yan Zi - Ying Xing Ren[invisble person]

eh, not bad leh. Final Battle --- INVISIBLE PERSON LEHH. i can anyhow leh!

Moment of Triumph:
Bananas in Pajamas -
Bananas in Pajamas soundtrack

okay. super random. -imagines myself dressed in yellow banana pajamas n running arnd-

Death Scene:
Maroon 5 - The Sun

When i die, i will see the sun. awesomeness.

Funeral Song:
Jojo - Too Little Too Late

wa. fit fit. =[ but but. abit too modern for funeral song uh.. ~_~

End Credits:
Steps - Say You'll Be Mine

oooh. that'll be dedicated to whoever i like man! x33




well. anyway. i think i hav gastric ulcer.
so, pls pray for my healing.
i dont wana go for operation. D:
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Thursday, October 09, 2008 @ 11:00 PM
update;replies to tags
Tag replies:
TYL har? reply wat? dun care leh. REPLY HERE LEH.
Laylabloom haha. ya! MAZDA RX-7 leh!
noelle ya! carcar very fun! but de battery cant charge one. hav to buy when batt flat.
MARLENEEEE i wanna go haji lane! i nv go b4. D: so lousy right me.
yus HI GIRL! =D added. (:


okay. modern dance camp is officially over. lalla. i actually brought my lappy to camp, which meant dat i cud blog, but i was too lazy. i AM still lazy right now, so im just gona write this post to reply to tags. n do anthr update next time. =x haha!

oh and, ryan came up wid part of de choreo for the 16 of us le. woo. n den i hav a partner to dance wid. ahh, stress! cus i keep doing bad n den drag him down. ah.
im still trying my best though:

see... the bruises frm modern dance. ahh. its darker in rl. more red. den during hiphop training on wed. ppl said i looked like i got beaten up dat kinda thing, cus i had bruises all over, not as bad as bev's bboy training, but becus mine was very red n at very obvious places. HAHA.


MY BABY MAZDA RX-7.
CUTE RIGHT.


i think i hav gastric problem. D:


wooo. eyecandy. x)
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Monday, October 06, 2008 @ 1:49 AM
quick update b4 modern dance camp
hello hello. its 1.38am as im typing this. actually not really in de blogging mood as im super shag right now. just reached home frm SDZ sentosa outing like, 45mins ago. smmr later on in de afternoon for today(monday)... got modern dance camp mon-wed. mygad.

which means! i wont be online for 3 days 2 nights! so im doing this short update post, so dat when i come back frm modern camp, i wont forget de previous stuff, n i will do a proper update after modern camp. so yeah.


oh yea. I GOT MY CAR CAR.
hoohho.

SO CUTE RIGHT! haha! thanks to bev for helping wid the online ordering n payment.
oh, and if your wondering, we bought it from here! - http://www.strapya-world.com/categories/12_3202_2265.html

dont say i never share ah...


yeah. saturday... was de showcase for de concert items to daniel n ryan. some fun n some serious stuff. blabla. shall update again next time.

sunday, which is 1hr 44mins ago as im typing, was SDZ sentosa outing. yes. gona update on de next post, when i come home frm modern camp.


ah. GEMs registration later on at 3pm. i've already shortlisted one for each section.
Arts: de love n romance thingy.
Business: customer service.
Sci: Psychology and Counselling.

reason being, i wanna take smth easy to 'study'. hah! business, i cant find anything easy-to me. cust serv seems de most possible? cus de summary says itd be abt like.. idk. understanding behavior? i cant rmb. bah.

i'll choose psychology n counselling first i guess. i'll leave love n romance for de 2nd gem. =D
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Thursday, October 02, 2008 @ 10:05 PM
replies to tags
Replies:

aihui hehheh! of course la. like me right? x) HAHAHa.
SHA hellos! haha. bright meh? okay ah.
olivia HELLoolOLo. linked you (:
shyan MEIMEI =P hahs. yeah. happy belated children's day!
Xinn hello xinn! okay. linked!


lalaalalala.
PFT.
stuck-ed at home de whole day. pretty boring.
was supposed to have modern session tday at 5. but i din go becus it was said in de blog that "seniors will probably be going through student choreo yeah?"
din wana go dere n den make myself feel left out.

din noe wat to do at home.
practiced some hanafi's choreo, basics of locking-twirl,lock,point.
wanted to go out n get de shoe tyl long owed me, but he've alrdy got his plans.
wanted to do a proper post, but am too lazy.
wanted to dj, even asked ferdy for de dj panel stuff, but shoutcast was down. PFT.
went back to habbo n rotted a bit.
went to i-am-bored.com, which is actually quite a dope website considering someone who desperately need to find smth to do.
read some jokes frm 1 of dad's joke books but wasnt entertained.
checked SDZ forum multiple times.
played solitare.


yay. tml there's training for hh. woots!

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@ 12:36 AM
happy children's day;hari raya -belated
i feel super lazy to blog a post right now, so im jus gona reply to some tags &.. wish all u peepo stuff! =D

AIHUI HELLOs! linked (:
von yo! =D okay okay luh, only recently ON. x)
JUNHAO okay. you jiayou too! POPit! & HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TOO xD



since its past 12 now, its 2nd oct alrdy. so.. a belated-
HAPPY HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS! =D
& not to forget.

a HAPPIER CHILDREN'S DAY TO ALL KIDS AND KIDS-AT-HEART!
hohoho.


im only 7-years-old this year. =D
woohooooooooo.
pft. why am i de only one wishing people first? PFT.


OIIE.
where's my lollipop?
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