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Monday, March 31, 2008 @ 5:33 AM
body aches
roar. i woke up early in de morning wid numbs filling my left leg. after a while of the numb/pain i went back to sleep. i woke up like. ~1 hr ago wid my body aching all over.

and i only JUST found out ytd dat i was peeling frm last friday's sentosa sunburn.
and i only JUST found out ytd night dat i got sunburnt agian ytd.
de amazing thing is i found out this two things when my relatives told me so. my gawd man.

and im leaving for my bro's belated birthday bbq/chalet in few mins time. ARGH

pain.
all over.
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Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 4:42 PM
going crazy
okay.
I. AM. GOING. CRAZY.
sorry for vulgarities but...
fuck man!
WALAU EH. %$&$%^$%^$ nn@#$E$b#$%%E^$^4c@$%$%bB

i am super exhausted right now. physically & mentally.
de training tday really... drained me.
i slept at 1plus n woke up at 6.
& den emotional upheaval.
den today was super hot sommore.
then i was unhappy abt some stuff i told no one abt n i shant say here eithr.
and then i nearly died when de training ended for us.
then i was pissed when i nearly got lost when i went to my gran's place to 'pay respects' to my late granddad[which i nv saw befre] & at the same time have dinner. in the end they played mahjong n we ended up reaching home at 11.55.
then my freaking uncle gave me de wrong laptop when i alrdy told him which one i want n i emailed him the minimum specs + he replyed okay.
den i wanted to blog a proper post NOW. including pictures taken today. in de end. when i plugged in my phn into de comp, it got fked up n hung. & now i cant even get it to on properly. all it wants to do is to get stuck wid the button+cam lighted up, n hang there. STUBBORN PIECE OF SHYT.


walau ehhhhhhhh. wat the fuck is wrong wid my life la? im already exhausted wid de current situation n like. walau. tian ah tian, wat you wat wid me? slap my face luh! nabey. SUPER. ANGRY. CAN?


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on a uhm.. lighter/more heartfelt note.. i'd just like to 'feature' this song for a bit. its really nice. de lyrics are really very meaningful.


really really really meaningful lyrics.
(Verse 1)
Don't know where to start, something aint goin right
Feel it in my soul cause I tried oh baby,
Try to keep you satisfied please don't cry
I just think we both need time
I just feel that we are in the same mood but living two worlds apart
And it's causing too much pain

(Chorus)
(She said) baby can you please just stay
It aint too late to work this thing out
(I said) Girl this aint easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
(She said) why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I said) baby i'm sorry
I think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go

(Verse 2)
See these tear drops falling from your eyes
That don't change my mind oh baby
Please don't make things more difficult than they gotta be
I can't take no more this is killing me
Every time I look at you I see more reason for me to leave you
And it's causing me too much pain

(Chorus 2)
(She said) baby can you please just stay
It aint too late to work this thing out
(I said) Girl this aint easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
(She said) why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I said) baby i'm sorry
I think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go

Baby can you please just stay
It aint too late to work this thing out
(I said) Girl this aint easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
(She said) why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I said) baby i'm sorry
I think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go


Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave

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Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 1:09 PM
baby good bye.
I never thought i'd like you so much,
until i fell in love wid you.

I never thought i loved you so much,
until i lost you.


sheesh.. after looking at my twitter board (the board below my tagboard) .
i realized dat i am really pathetic...
a hundred over days ago, i was crying over smth i failed to save.
a hundred over days later, im still crying over smth i failed to save.


歌曲:记得
歌手:张惠妹

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后



aww. the sky is crying. ='(

i learnt that in life, you shudn't take things for granted.
becus sometimes when you start to realize your selfishness and greed,
and you want to start treasuring,
you might not have the chance anymore.

& fate is bullshit. -taiira.
cus fate doesnt plan things for you.
you hold your own fate. you walk the path you create.
if you let fate take control, your just running away.

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P/S: manage to come by this vid through http://grxn.blogspot.com/ and found it very nice. its like. a combination of abt 30-40 love songs. its nice. xd
http://img.ku6.com/common/V2.0.baidu.swf?vid=TqLmDY_eGAWVyjdC&c=ece5

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Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 5:45 PM
torturous.
Torturous.

very. torturous.



chair oh chair, whr'd it go?


The silent wait.
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 5:26 AM
pon and zi
Life is like a see-saw.
When you are at the highest point, it means that it's time for you to go down.
-quoted frm Carmen's pm-

Adorable aren't they?
if only life's like that.
Credits : http://www.azuzephre.net/

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Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 10:35 AM
bye bye kai.
i hate breakups.


sighs. why do humans not treasure wat they've got til its gone?
why am i a human?
'course i am.. =[


thanks for the times.
thanks for treating me like im 6. x)
sorry for my attitude.
i wished we cudave gone furthur on, not caring abt our religion or wat not..

OH it was sad when the big ship went down.

Listen to my heart that is hardly beating.

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 2:45 AM
new phone. SE k850i
YAY. NEW PHONE.
just got my phone ytd night. SE k850i baby.
basically.
its got motion sensor.
touch sensor.
not bad sound quality.
5mp cam.
theres a on-off button + a switch dat controls the cam itself. the switch is to switch frm picts mode to vid mode to view picts mode. [like camera style]
*OH and its got this really cool function called TrackID. what it does is to let u record a short sample of a song. and then it will use that sample recorded to find the song title n the artiste over the net. COOL RIGHT. i tried two songs n it worked.

but well. there are some parts i dont like abt this phn too. its buttons are v small. nids to get used to it. >< and becus of the glossy surface, fingerprints v visibly seen on de phone.

its available in this two colours :
Velvet Blue

Luminous Green

mine's Blue =)

aight. sounds like im advertising this phone. WELL now im sure that my k800 getting stolen in vietnam is a good thing. yeh man.
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Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 3:36 PM
The 10 Most Eccentric Items Ever Auctioned Online
now. for some random entertainment.

The 10 Most Eccentric Items Ever Auctioned Online


http://www.webupon.com/Web-Talk/This-Is-Not-Right-The-10-Most-Eccentric-Items-Ever-Auctioned-Online.92682

my comments:
the imaginary friend one - 31 bids. does that mean 31 othr ppl can see Jon? my gosh..
the selling of soul is scary. =[
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