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[[Nuggets which i had dis aftanoon when my mouth was ithcy. delicious xP]]

[[2004 birthday gifts:teddy-clarice,eeyore+piglet-mx n glo, heartshaped box-mel]]
[[2005 gifts: huge eeyore-colin+tj+rayner?,timezone pig-mar+mx+mel]]

[[NTH! actuli dis is a v dark pic. cant c my face. den i edited it den found dat de effect v nice. so yea. i look ugly =X]]

Tues(24.7): boring day, cant rmb much. CO today-got brought back behind.. zhao lao tou is lame =.= b4 de performance at cchm he pulled me n charis front two places. den now push back behind. sian diao. i dun rly bothr anyway, can slack mor =D besides, i've bin fallin aslp, so it doesnt make much difference=) Wed(26.7): last D&T practical lesson for dis year. sadded=X haven even do my vacuum forming. correction** i haven even cut out de wood for vacuum forming. zz so pathetic. sian. dnt theory is TIRING. o.o chad got blue eyelashes~ lol, durin dnt he ran out awhile go meet his gf outside sch den his gf help he drew his eyelashes blue. gothicca xD. kinda cool! when chad come back den mr lim noticed chads eyelash blue. LOL n mr lim was like.. better stay away. LOL. mr lim hwee chong juz RAWK!!

Thurs(27.7): sian. eng compre test today-set by mrs yeo, kinda easy la. easier den papers set by mdm sue at least. den assembly dat time is de Chi Creative Essay Writing competition. crap! no1 told our cls abt it. so yea, i din rmb how to write so many words, n no1 has a dictionary. die lo. ping2 guo3(apple) oso duno how to write. i was like. PING HOW TO WRITE??? crap. crap. crap. n i wanted to write abt smth more meaningful n longer. budden dere were so MANY words i duno how to write, besides, bell rang alrdy. no mood stay on to write when slowly more n more pp hand up their essays. so i juz ended it abruptly. n to tell the truth its SO ABRUPT dat its meaningless. its like as if i say- one day i went to the forest. and saw a mysterious big tree. on de tree got a BIG apple. den apple drop me a sweet. i eat de sweet n appeared back home. n i and my family lived happily evr afta. a load of SHYT rite? yea my essay went like dat,except wid a lil mor elaboration. *u are allowed to snort*

Northland pri sch came to cchy today to sell cookies!!! woots. n mediacorps came to record dwn de process, for de little entreperneur(spelling?) show.. NPS leh!!! my pri sch. of course muz support! so afta sch me n dor went to get de cookies. some confusion when we paid our $$. dor blur diao. den in turn hai me blur diao. in de end de cookies shud b $1.50 each de den confuse here confuse dere i din get my 50c chg back. haha sorry dor, if i sound abit angry wid u. i juz felt frustration. aii nvm la 50c, let NPS earn luh =D GOGO NPS!

me n dor den went to colin's hse to borrow pauline's clothes. wow man. wat a coincidence!! veronica, billy, n colin+pauline stays at the SAME block SAME floor and dey stay nxt to each othr. forgot wat block. 8th floor den: --duno hu-------Veron--Billy--Colin+Pauline.-- coincident rite? all frm cchy same year. as we were runnin outa time, colin juz passed me n dor de clothes n he went to chg. me n dor din chg, cuz no time. we were rushin for de 3.20pm pirates of de carribean show at Causeway. obviously we were late cuz by the time we got out of sch compound. its alrdy 2pm+. so anyway, dor went to get fries, colin got chips, n i went to get de tix. FORTUNATELY dere is a 4.10pm show for pirates. n im like *surprised* cuz when i checked frm the net durin wed nite, dere were no 4.10pm slot. den on today itself we went to check frm de newspaper oso dunhav! den at de cinema got show de timeslot got!! tian ah. so freaky.

so anyway, afta gettin tix for de 4.10pm show, it was alrdy abt 3.40pm. den i went toilet to settle my duckass hair to make it straighter abit. n i chged into paulines clothes-pants is loose =X wahaha. den dor went to chg. den we went to arcade SEESEE awhile. den went bak to cinema. oh yea anyway, de cinema dere renovated finish liao, now become foodcourt. den de cinema counter dere smaller sized. anyway, got myself a Nachos combo. was supposed to b savin up but insted spent $6.50 on tix, $5.90 on nachos. OH GAWD!!! anyway, de cheese aint nice, c de colour noe liao, too yellow. de movie was averg to me. dere was dis part which i rly laughed quite awhile out loud-when orlando bloom n de othr guy came out frm de wats-dat-thing-called?? de round round thing, moat?? nono forgeddit i cant rmb. anyway, yea when dey juz came out frm dat rollin thing, orlando kept falling into de water. it was like. SO HILARIOUS!!! juz thinkin abt de scene makes me laugh.

T.T dere was dis teenage couple in uni on de xtreme right. dey think no1 can c? well, i saw unsightly stuffs. so did dor. zzz duno wat dey doin. de whole movie, de guy was like hunched ovr de gurl. its not juz hunched! its like his whole body was VERY bent to de girls side. yuksyuks. it looked like dey were doin passionate stuffs. u noe..

anyway, i bluffed my mom sayin i go supplementory, den afta dat went to frenz hse do proj. n we film video, so i had to wear my frenz clothes. felt so bad but ahh well. afta de movie, we went bak to yishun meet up wid tianjie n norman den went to timezone. i took tjs cap to wear. haha i duno, evrytime i see some1 wearin a cap, i juz get a URGING temptation to borrow it n wear it. n so i did. haha thanks tj! so yea, i duno how i look as dere werent any mirrors. but anyway, colin is gud at time crisis!! woa man. he 1 life(as in 1 game 4 healths) can play so far!! norman left early. den dor wanted to play hse of de dead but i no face play cuz so many pp arnd. den no1 pei her play. i wanted to made a bet wid tj n colin. dat i n tj play bishii bashii, if i win den colin play hse of dead wid dor. den in de end din bet. might as well, cuz i lost!!! oh my tian man. ive nv lost 2 sm1 else!!! i was like abit *jaws drop* de feeling la. n oso abit embarassed la cuz i was like, makin dat bet and all.. grrr. ahh well. den arnd 8+ went off. i went 2 mac n bought dinner for bro. tj n dor pei me wait. den went bus intrchg take bus hm. i made tj miss his bus =X sorry! and thanks for de cap,which i wore until de intrchg!! xD

Fri(28.7): quarreled wid mar yet again. im feelin more n more petty dis few days. i think im gettin worse. chi oral 2day. sarked. i was like stuttering all de way tru de reading. gawd i feel terrible. de remarks given dis year by Cai4 lao3 shi1(Mr chai? duno) was similar to last year my oral remarks by mr oh KianTee. its dat im too nervous. n dat my readin is not gud but my topic conversation is better.. cai lao shi said dat my points were v gud but i din organise it b4 i strt speakin, causin my alot of my points to b repeated many times. actuli i oso noticed dat. haha budden i alrdy strted speaking so yea, how to stop? haii.

CO today-new commitee. sian diao. no comments bah. hmm at de end of co today i stayed bak awhile wid mar. help to record a drum 'song' dat kc n kenny did. LOL. a remix of 2 zhi lao shu. u noe, liang zhi lao shu liang zhi lao shu pao de kuai pao de kuai........ yea, dey played it usin drums. so funny can? dey say dey wan perform dat on chers day. wahahhaah~

someone is using me. but im tryin to help him as much as possible. ah well. circumstances..

anthr vid on finalfantasy(viva forever):

its v nice budden sad=( i see halfway den no more liao. CRAP

Im doing all i can, i know im being used, but im trying to let him know im there...

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i hav so no idea wat to crap abt rite now, life is so boring, n im beginnin to rly give up on my studies. can i stay back anthr year? hmm i rly wana learn EVRYTHING back frm de beginning, i cant catch. im wayyyyy behind.

anyway, happy ghost day! boo! lol~ alrites its de 1st day of 7th mnth 2day. gates of hell open.. scary? maybe? duno y i dun feel anything.

anyway, im owing loads of work again. gawd i feel hopeless. LOCUS OF CONTROL-center of control. "is internal.. within ourself..."-Mrs Joanne Yeo. but, i am out of control. zzz. i think im rly giving up alrdy. i duno. i DO listen in cls. but i dun seem to push myself to do my hmwrk n study for tests. which is pointless. ive failed sec1. i think i'll fail sec3 again.

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i hav so no idea wat to crap abt rite now, life is so boring, n im beginnin to rly give up on my studies. can i stay back anthr year? hmm i rly wana learn EVRYTHING back frm de beginning, i cant catch. im wayyyyy behind.

anyway, happy ghost day! boo! lol~ alrites its de 1st day of 7th mnth 2day. gates of hell open.. scary? maybe? duno y i dun feel anything.

anyway, im owing loads of work again. gawd i feel hopeless. LOCUS OF CONTROL-center of control. "is internal.. within ourself..."-Mrs Joanne Yeo. but, i am out of control. zzz. i think im rly giving up alrdy. i duno. i DO listen in cls. but i dun seem to push myself to do my hmwrk n study for tests. which is pointless. ive failed sec1. i think i'll fail sec3 again.

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rites, perhaps its cuz i play too much n my brain cells r being burnt away, but i cant seem to rmb as much things as i used to b able to. as in like, im being mor n mor forgetful. its so xie2 men2(freaky?). besides dat, im gettin pissed ovr VERY small matters n showin my anger to pp arnd me hu cant help me, hu r not at fault. i duno y. i think im losing it. 1 more thing dat is gen4 xie2 men2 (more freaky) is de dreams im havin about shyt. yes. shyt=shit=dung=poopoo? gets?

i rmb dis week earlier on abt mon/tues/wed i had a dream. i dreamt dat my mom n bro was holdin a beaker each. i was oso holdin one. den inside de beaker got 1 lizard for us to eat. den if i din rmb wrgly, my bro ate de lizard juz like dat, live n raw n moving. YUCKS. n den my mom din had such big guts, so she blended de lizard n she drank it down! OMG LA. its like, so disgusting. den i din dare to eat. so my mom blended my lizard n den dey forced me to drink de blended lizard. i gulped 1 mouth n TRIED TERRIBLY HARD to swallow budden it stayed in my mouth long. n i can actuli feel smth like its de lizard's SHIT. den i cnt rmb wat happen. budden its like, so long alrdy n i can rmb quite vividly, n de taste, de feelin of de blended lizard+its shit in my mouth is so real, evrytime i think of it. i feel like puking. big time. serious!

AND DEN. juz today. today!! or rather ytd til today dat sleep la kay? i dreamt i drank shit. yea, shit. i dreamt dat my maid(in rl i dun hav a maid) filled my water bottle wid shyt+water. yes.. shitwater? yea n dere r actuli chunks of poo in my water bottle swimmin in water. YUCKS. n i drank it. n washed it. i nearly puke. its so XIE MEN LO!!! dreamin of drinkin SHyt twice in ONE week. OMG La. so yucky.

anyway, ytd went to xiao yi(small aunt) hse cuz my cuz's 1st mnth celebration! yay! so cute la de baby =D. Amanda So Jing Ting. nice =D. de food werent gud but stil edible luh. wtf man. yeong soon came to stay ovr at my hse. crap. i juz hate him. SPOILT BRAT. ok so he IS my cuz. wat a disgrace, so DEGRADING. i juz DONT LIKE him. cant stand him. dun play will die lidat. crazy spoilt brat. i-just-cannot-stand-him.

anyway, im so supposed to b finishin up my LONG OWED maths n LONG OWED hist. but yea. hopeless rite? ahh i duno. if oni we can study as n when we feel like it. n stil be able to hav money given weekly. how cool is dat? impossible duh!

im so sick of life. n i duno but like as if i feel like im being cursed or smth. besides all de freakiness. im beginnin 2 feel aches in my heart. nono not relationship heartache dat kinda thing. but it juz suddenly.. aches. smtimes its like short sharp pain. im worried >.< havnt told my mom abt it, dun dare to tell her. she is alrdy so tired out by workin for us n cleanin up de hse. i detest my dad =X ok i noe dat his work is very hard. but recently he has been goin abroad for gad noes wat. de thing i get to noe is dat its for work. seriously i duno wats happenin arnd me. i dun even get to communicate wid my dad nowadays. i miss my pri sch life when he used to sit at my bedside n read books to me until i fall aslp. when i type dis. i suddenly like.. got tears in my eyes liao. i duno.. i suspect. SUSPECT, he has a mistress??? CHOY of course. no way, i do trust dat he aint dat disgustin n jian4. but i duno.. i juz.. DONT KNOW.

I LOVE MY MOM TO THE CORE EVEN IF I DO GET PISSED OFF OCASSIONALLY BY HER NAGS.
dad i miss you, even douh i hate ur attitude.

i just had a great laugh at habbo =D AH KOR if u wan go T1 in airport. U ORGANISE!! grrr. dandan VS Tiramisu, who will win? lol bet most of u wun understan dis para. LOL.

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im am so hopeless. WHY CANT I JUZ FREAKING STUDY FOR GADS SAKE. riights. im oweing maths again. Candice is like tryin so hard to help me, but im not giving a damn. uh, actuli, i DO giv a damn, but i am juz too lazy. ive bin tellin myself to limit myself. STOP PLAYIN SO MUCH. but i duno. its so hard when u choose an unhealthy habit n u try to kick it away. LIM BEI LING, GET A FREAKING LIFE.

ytd had 4 freaking tests on juz 1 freaking day. freak! i mean like, its tiring enouf, n its not easy to score if u hav 4 tests crammed on 1 day. its juz so ANNOYING. i bet im gonna fail 3/4 of dem. de oni 1 i'll pass shud b Eng. if i dun even pass eng. i guess i'll go eat shyt. i'll probably fail Chi, History n DnT. pathetic uh? i failed myself again. i promised myself to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fk it. im juz so angry at how sloppy n digusting my habits r rite now.

visited MOT. Museum of Twits. not a museum in literal but its a blog duh. http://www.museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/
was bored lo so i visited it. read it abit. i read de post on maplestory for de 3rd time, findin it true-er each time i read it. n deres 1 abt de 21 signs of ah lian or smth lidat. so true on most points. lol~ n its quite enjoyable goin tru de Twitionary. i learnt many new words. LOL. esp dis word: lopphe. guess wats it mean? at 1st i saw dis word i was thinkin-- loh-fei? its actuli LOVE. lopphe=love. *snorts wid laughter*. funny la.. ii lopphe euuu. yukyuk. sound so wrg.

2day is racial harmony day. oh wow. so exciting wor~ DOTS. wat does de sch wan frm us? excitment? nahs. we're uninspired. >.< y no1 wear stuffs like kimono or korean wear? so uninterestin one.. i stil rmb durin pri sch dere r rly many different types of costumes student wore.. kimono.. vietnamese.. etcetc. so nice man. now sec sch like all malayish nonyaish. haha, but at least dey stil bothr to dress up. not like most of us. including me. LOl. 2days assembly(exchged wid thurs assembly) celebration for 'racist day' was pathetic. n boring. i was juz like, crapping arnd wid candice dor etc.. YAY blue hse won de rangoli!!! kinda surprised leh? cuz i tot green wud win wid de beautiful flower piece dey made. haha, hu cares? blue won!!! woots~

anyway, my mom is nuts. crazY, PARANOID. wth la, today CO finish, me, mar n nic was w8in for 806 at de bus intrchg den duno is considered lucky or suay. met my mom. she gg eat dinner wid her fren, den she pass me some stuffs call me brg hm put in fridge 1st. fine. den juz a few minuts ago, she asked me hu was nic. n i knew she was wid her paranoia thinkin dat i hav a boyfren. is she insane? yea she tot nic was my bf, or if not, mar's bf. PLEASE LA. its de 21st century, doesnt mean we hang out wid a guy, dat guy ought to b our sted or smth. gross thinkin. zzz NIC is our.. well, sista? brothrly sista? sistaly brothr? I DUNOO. he is so NOT our kind yea? he's juz a fren. mom. dun b sucha paranoid. but i dun understan wats so angryable if i rly do hav a bf? unless i go haywire havin a bf, mom, dun b so paranoid.

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Fri (14.7): cant rmb anythin much 2day. had co, which is like, rather pathetic. budden zhao lao tou was in a rather gud mood. so yea, quite okay la. but i find our cchy co dao3 bi4-ing(falling apart). esp if de 2006 sec4s leave nxt year. den 2007, we'll die. n i was sayin afta our batch, afta 2007, cchy co duno will die until duno whr. so pathetic lo. until now our own chosen syf score haven even finish. we oni managed to stage FIFTEEN bars. dats like half a page while dere r 4 pages altogthr. how pathetic!

stayed at mar's hse tonite =D actuli mom din want me to stay ovr. budden duno is heng or wat, she nid go uncle desmond hse play mahjong-AGAIN. n my dad aint bak yet. n my bro aint bak too. so in de end at night arnd 8+ mar, mar dad n mar's mom came to fetch me 2 mars hse. lllala. SO EXCITING~ lol. den when reach dere settle dwn. mars dad 'repaired' mandi's comp a lil. den me n mar strted playin maple. wanted 2 hunt platoon chronos for maple equips cuz last day of drop. budden i oni got 1. maple doom singer. CRAP. smmr is mar usin my char hunt 1. =.= so in de end as owen gave us maple lama staffs, we gave up n went pqing until 12 i think? omg i cant rmb. yea.

Sat (15.7): wokeup to a new place. duh, marlenes rm luh. had a gud sleep =) de bed so comfortable. ahh~~ LOL!! okay, so mar mom woke us up at 9. ate breakfast. a minibun wid fried egg+sausauge. mm yum~ den actuli wan do hist de budden i had no mood. den i went 2 bathe. T.T i cudnt figure out how to on the water.. lol. den took quite awhile b4 figurin out. wore mars tee. a black one wid a fish bone. den did a TINIIE bit of maths. lols. den me n mar strted pqing, budden de party was dang LAN4(uncapable?).. so took us so long to do 1 successful pq. den i had to leave le. left at 2.15pm. den took bus 2 nrthpt. den 858 to airport. to meet.... THE DEEJAYS!!! lol~

thanks to de lady i sat beside on 858, de mrt is at T2. thanks ms/mrs/mdm. =D anyway, reached de changi airport mrt at 3.24pm. YAY finally early =D felt so happy to b early man! budden i din realise biyong n cheepong was earlier.. I DIN C DEM LO!! omt luh. 3.30 meetin time dey 3 reach liao. wow. anyway, yea cheryl n jovie came.. den me cheryl n jovie 1 side. den biyong n cheepong anthr side. lol! so gan ga can? den ferdy n jermin came. we went walkwalk arnd T2.. den sat at de viewin area dere.. den sian sian. haha.. den finally we took mrt to peya lebar to head for Settler's Cafe. BY n CP went off at Bedok. LOL jerz was sayin dey go gang fight. lol.

paya lebar mrt. we went mac awhile while w8in for mianbao. den afta dat we went arnd lookin for a busstop dat hav de bus 40. took us so long o.o de 1st busstop-dunhav. 2nd-dunhav. den we walk walk walk one BIG rnd den jerz asked sm1. den we finally found de correct busstop dat hav bus 40. den took bus 40 to opposite katong mall. by de time we decided to hav de 6 person package. each payin $8.80(pay at end of evrythin). one free drink each, n finger food like sotong balls, chicken wings, chiken nuggets, onion rings. lasting 2hrs... it was alrdy 6.55pm. i got a choc float=) de choc icecream was delicious. mmm.. alrite so we strted wid dis boardgame called I'm the Boss? its quite difficult to understand la. den we all blur blur. anyhow play. i find dat actuli dis game is VERY nice de. buden we all duno how to play. den in de end afta de 1st rnd end(1hr), evry1 dun1 play anthr rnd cuz dey find it boring. so yea, we chged to anthr game which i cant rmb wat, its smth like uno, budden dis has got PIGS. n de pigs is soooo cute!! lol!! budden de game is abit dull.. n draggy. sirkaz game.. LOL. pig=sirkaz? okay anyway mianbao so lucky luh. lol. ferdy won who's de boss. mianbao won de pig game. den last game, which is 1.5hr afta we strt, we played Snorta! haha Snorta is abit lame but fun la ya. Jerz-Sheep:BAH!(lol), mianbao-duck:quackquack, jovie-snake:hiss, cheryl-frog:ribbitribbit, ferdy-dog:woofwoof, me-rooster:cock-a-doodle-doo! so funny!!! lol~ i keep quackin... in de end cheryl won 1st den me. den we stopped lo cuz times up. 2hrs end. haha

we parted. cheryl n jovie took taxi. me ferdy mianbao n ferz took bus 12 to bugis mrt. den took mrt hm lo. reached home at 11.10pm.. n my mom crazy la. she tot i got a bf. den she say i go out till so late, izit go wid bf? den say i play til siao hor? NUTS la she. dis type of thing oso can think. so paranoid. not like as if i evrytime go out n come hm so late rite? besides, i do inform u of whr im gg rite? FARNIE luh. duh.

I never knew he looked so nice..

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[[left-right: Eugene(his face so FUNNY) , Teng Cheong(singer), Kingchi(drums), Chun Keat]]

COOL RIGHT? at 1st went dere wid mar n kc we were late cuz mar had to stay bak to rush her chem abit. den when reach dere WAAH la, SO MANY PEOPLE. smmr all GUYS. whole room all guys frm sec4 den me n mar oni 2 gurls. is xtra de lo!! so like, embarassing. smmr de room so small. T.T anyway afta dey finally managed to play de whole song ovr once, de rest of de guys left. oni leave de 4 jammers n we 2 gurls. den me n mar felt mor like, used to it n relieved. so jammers kept on practising lo. de Green Day's Wake Me Up When September Ends song luh, de classic 1 dat many many bands play. dey actuli is play den call me n mar record so tml de audition for duno talentime or chers day performance la. duno la. shud b talentime or smth. so yea we recorded quite a few clips. n den Eugene so scary la can. like so frustrated n angry lidat den he n ck keep like havin zhen1 chao3 lidat. -cold- but ovrall dang cool luh. xcpt dat i feel so odd n xtra. den afta finish went mac. uncle kc treat mar n me. Afta my observation of ck: *guys sure do eat fast* --scary--

Lonely.. i am so lonely, i have nobody~~ but all of my own.. ooh..

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2day was juz anthr crappy boring day. sian la, Mrs Yeo is sadly WEAK la. its not like shoot her or anything, but she's rly considered a weak cher lo. i mean like, so easy angry n stuffs. BEHS. evryday see her sian la can. u c her face like as if u owe her duno hw much $$ lidat. walao c alrdy sian lo. btw yea, mrs yeo walked out of de class afta like 5mins or so afta lesson strt saying "i had enouf.. blablabla. when u guys r ready, come n call me." duh. wadevrr sorry den~ ok fine i admit 3F is gettin haywire budden like. i duno la!

skipped CO today. well i actuli intended to go de lo, i got brg pu3 smmr okay?? i brought de scores lo! budden last min jiahui call me say she not gg cuz puiman tinghui peiwen not gg. den zhaoyue n xuefang oso say not gg. so i din go. LLALA. had lunch wid mar carmen n dor at New York Pizza at kathib central. n dere was dis CHAO JI KAYU gurlish guy. uh well not dat he looks gurlish, he SOUNDS gurlish. alrite i shall stop pickin on features dat cant b chged, its bad to do dat. anyway, dor ordered a Red Liberty-spagetthi in RED pasta sauce, mar ordered de New York Cheese Fries n iced tea? carmen ordered same as mar n mine is Yankee Fries.

alrite. so it goes, we sat down n w8ed, de kayu guy come n told dor dat there was NO MORE SPAGETTHI, n if she wud like to chg her order, n so naturally we wud think dat de SPAGETTHI no more means de noodle no more, so dor chged to fries. n w8ed n w8ed while suanin de New York Pizza. mar's fries came n she strted eatin. btw de cheese sarks. too sweet. +.+ so while mar was eatin her fries n me n carmen was w8in for ours, we sawWHITE spagetthi bein served. n den we realised how KAYU dat guy is la can. so dor chged bak her order to WHITE spagetthi. n den lata w8 awhile her order came. n so me n carmen continue w8in.afta like abt 30mins since we ordered our fries, de kayu guy came to us n say smth like "wat is ur order again ar?" n okay. dat SURELY confirms his KAYUNESS. n den yea he finally told de person preparin de food abt our orders. hmm, de yankee fries was not bad. but de 'powder' sprinkled on top was too light. as in de taste. n yea dat kayu guy treat me a free cup of drink in return for de wait. or to me is to repay me for goin nuts ovr his kayuness. I NOE DIS MAKES ME SOUND BAD. =X

anyway, came hm n realised how sm pp can b so BIMBOTIC. anyhow scold w/o usin deir brains. so wat if deres prettiness? chio so wat? attitude like shyt. waddehell la. go fly kite n eat shyt. thank you. n now, dere r two bimbos =) how nice.

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riights i shall juz crap abt last fri n sat 1st.

Fri (7.7) : yea as said in last post cuz of Excel Fest thingy de sch ended 30mins earlier. so 12.05pm end. me mar kc n ck took 969 to go TM. LOL la we so blurr can? 1st is we realised we cud hav walked frm bak gate to near kathib mrt dere take 969 insted of takin 812 to nrthpt den take 969. 2nd is we nearly got lost findin de way to tm. LOL la. anyway at 1st kinda cold n scary cuz ck was abit like, unwilling to come lidat? he looked so scary, like bu shuang bu shuang.

at tm we went Kopitiam eat 1st. mar n kc ate ban mian. i wasnt hungry, drank water. Cheryl n her fren came to look 4 me. hmm i felt abit bad la actuli. like evrytime she come find me den i walk away lidat. =X btw I MUZ RMB DIS OKAY!! cheryl my niang zi-ly is frm Ping Yi Sec. blue uni. zz i asked wat sch she frm like so many times n i keep forgetting. lalalla. afta lunch was TOYS R' US!!! lol~ we laughed like crazy can? actuli i expected like ck n kc to b like abit lamed out. but insted!! dey were laming out like nuts. LOL back to kiddie years!! dey n deir starwars laser sword thingy. LOL!! we took videos. xD so hilarious can??
went to Yamaha awhile cuz ck n kc wan look at DRUMSTICKS. haha o.o i feel so mountain tortisie? 1st time go. SO NICE! de guitar all hang dere like waaa~ haha play la play la! play wid de audio system la! lol kena said by de worker. LOL. DAT GUY LOOK LIKE URUHA!!! dere was one guy dere hu dyed n styled his hair like uruha n his sideview oso like uruha lo!! n den i was mumbling(spelling?) to myself "uruha desu de?" anyway i duno wats desu de. im juz addin crappy stuff to make it sound mor jappo-ey.
NEOS! me n mar quarreled bits. LOL la so funny lo, its like so normal 4 me n mar to quarrel. besides i think we cannot live happily w/o having quarrels. HAHAHA. we quarreled n den ck n kc was like o.o . dey look so scared lidat. LOl. anyway ya took neos lo. we did de middle finger n shoes neo! haha im stil w8in for mar to upload de neos n vids in. den i will upload it in here.
i read mar blog-mar nola oso my fault lo. ur mom keep buggin u. den i nv considered how afraid u were feeling. =X i stil lurv u. aiai <3>

Sat (8.7) : heh. 10am go sch practice last time for performance. ate mac at kathib central wid mar zuotao jiahui n kc. kc looks so angry. =X owed mar $$. den go bak sch to go cchm. I SO TOTALLY CANNOT STOP LISTENIN TO TECHNO CAN? i duno la im beginnin to rly like sm techno tracks. i hav noo idea y. i used to hate techno so much. anyway, we look so outa de place can? wearin de CO costume-de skirt is like so freakin long la can. n den de wait was like so long! n de place was like so dang HOTTT man! i c evry1 like. sweat like crazy. i overheard smth? goh chun hwat? IDK~ hahaha. nehmind i duno wat im crappin too. anyway de performance was okay la. i think de Yao Zu Wu Qu piece was done quite well budden de La Ji Zi Ge? was not v gud. SO RUSHED N MESSY!! i got lost lo. o.o duno y zao lao tou chged our seatin again. now i sit nearest to audience 3rd row. o.o SO SCARY LA!!

[[me n mar afta performance. w8in 4 bus at cchm carpark]]

Sun (9.7) : went to c my newborn baby cuzz. Aaron's sista.=) Amanda So? Soh? duno. chi is Su1? Shu1? Jing4 Ting2. i like her chi name. jing ting. so nice xP she's sooo kawaii <33>

Today (10.7): ahh lets c nth much today. hmm, so our 'new' PE cher is MR NG! waaa lo. but quite surprisin leh. he din scold leh. OMGGG LA de neos of last fri got into de hands of Alvin n Lin Tun? *faints* I AM SO NOT WID CK LO!!! zzz. he is my gf's bf's bf. okay? lalala. ACE LESSON TODAY IS SO FREAKY la. STDs n stuffs. de pics r so WRONG CAN? so disgusting. i mean like de diseases r scary budden de piccus r even worse. i cnt take it la. tsktsk YUCKSSS!!!

lunch today was urh.. well. toked abt alot stuffs. about HER. kc was angry. =x sorry. n i felt so like. xtra in betw kc n mar, ate at kathib central mac. borrowed mar's $ again as mom din gimme allowance. den dere was dis 3 opss guys. i recognise 1 of dem, last time in cchy de den i think kena expell. i double checked wid yearbk. IT WAS CYRIL. dots la when eatin he keep starin at my direction. den when i at de top of de stairs dere gg walk down dey shoot ice at my hair. WALAO im pissed enouf by dat GURL can? i nv provoke u guys rite? get a life n go fly kite la.

finally smth dat is locked in my heart for so long has bin cleared. i finally can like. 'rest in peace' LOL. no im not dying. ok la i can finally give up in peace. thanks to my dear VIVIAN!! XD thanks so much Breadcrumbs. i lurv u. xD i shall keep de info quiet. shall draft it=) nehmind. i can take it.

Ahh.. its over. Sad or Happy? i duno.

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mon (3.7): first day of sch afta 5 days of 'vacation' bahs. 2days mc+2day weekends+monday sch hols. now come bak sch suddenly so tired. besides, went to candice hse to do de freakin Ss proj again. which shud b done ovr de hols. FINALLY for once our whole grp came. =X i was late cuz i rly cudnt get up. i slept at 4am leh! aiyaya. anyway managed to rush to finish de ppt presentation.

tues (4.7): wore de dang thick red co tee to sch. cuz got rehearsal at cchm. den so hot. BAHs! Mrs yeo noes de co n scouts r tired! i felt thankful to her when she said dat man. thanks mrs yeo. btw left class at 11.30 den go walkwalk abit den meet bak to go cchm for de stooopid rehearsal. btw, can c wats de difference betw cchm peeps n cchy peeps. so different, bahs! n cchm hall is SO HOT LA. wapiang lo. all sweated like pigs in ovens. n btw, cchm de guys r shuai? LOL~~~ de ava guy shuai? lalalala. LOL!!!
cchm got de sch tuckshop award wor? o.o not bad la dey got alot variety of food. even got sushi n TAKOYAKI!! wow la. tako sold in sch leh? cool rite? takoyaki=octopus ball.

wed (5.7): 2day actuli had co in de aftanoon budden i din go cuz my throat hasnt recovered n de previous nite or rather day, i slept at 3.05am. i rushed by ss learnin log. den i was like. dang tired la. i cud even sleep sittin straight up. den i cudnt stand it. went wid mar to find ms lin told her i sick. den went bak hm. used comp abit. bathed. slept all de way til 7+pm.

thurs (6.7): nth much? co in de aftanoon again. sian diao la. btw, im strtin to owe work again. die la can

fri (7.7): WOOO 2day rawks. i shall blog abt dis tml. no time. mom gonna kill me. SO LATE LIAO LA!! yea sch ended 12.05pm today lo. song sia. 30mins earlier oso song kay? we 5mins break alrdy chao happy la okay? shows de stress uh? haha. yea den went out lo. elaborate on nxt post.
AND i actuli finished most of my weeks events on today!! den kns my whole comp suddenly LAG LA. at 1st i was in bright ahkor de chill rm den habbo lagged BAD oni. den MY WHOLE COMP HANG. piangs. will die la can? how can? i finish half my post u hang me. wat the hell. rly pissed me lo. n den my comp oso nv hang so far de lo. how CAN?? HOW CAN??

Sat (8.7): went to perform at cchm wid co lo. lame diao man. travellin n w8in time so long den perform finish go back again. sian diao lo. yea cchm de hall is DANG HOT LA CAN? i pity de ava peeps seriously. i c dem sweat so badly. waseh lo. qiang!! zzz syf costume, SO OUTA DAT PLACE LA CAN? bahbahbahs. shall elaborate nxt post too. my eyes hurt.

I am so lost. i need him but he doesnt need anyone. freedom for him.. back to top?

okay lets c. im sick rite now, douh i dun rly feel de sickness rite now but thurs morn it was terrible, i got wokeup by my hp alarm to prepare for sch, but i rly cudnt get up, i nided to pee buden i dun even hav de like.. de strength to go to de toilet. my whole body was so weak n here ache dere ache den my whole lips n mouth was dang dry n my throat was hurtin so much i cudnt breathe properly.
so yea din go sch. slept til 10.20am den mom called me(hp) to wakeup. den i bathe den take bus to nrthpt nearby de coffeeshop dere meet mom to see doct. waa on de bus i was like, so dang cold. cuz i was havin a fever. den okay doct say got fever, sore throat/throatinfection den aldouh i dun hav flu. doct say i got de Flu Virus. n its v easily spread. so yea. total $25-sorethroat pills, fever pills, cough logenges(spelling) dat rly sark, n gel to apply on ulcers(my mom told de doct abt my ulcers dat din heal for like, almoz 2weeks. n i showed de doct). up til now, i oni took de pills for fever n sorethroat thrice?, which was on thurs afta visitin de doct, den ytd once, n dis morn..

anyway thurs i played de day away. fri dere was half day sch cuz of de performance at nite to de ministers thingy.. duno wat crap la. den sch end at 10am den deres a last rehearsal but i din go, cuz i was stil slpin. i slpt de previous nite at 3am. as in on fri de 3am. yea so i din go sch, besides, i hav mc wat rite? LOL~. den i play de day away again although i promised myself to do work. HMWRK DAT I OWE. den fri i went out early hopin to b early in sch for once. den in de end mar n kc had to rush bak frm sun plaza to nrthpoint to meet me. i felt so bad. den we went 2 eat in foodcourt. my head was hurtin now n den. bahs. had ban mian. n went 2 sch lo. de concert was ok la. nth much lo. mdm teo say it was gud. BEH. wadevr~ lol our sch 'vips' so kelian. represent classes oso nid wear ties. LOL. poor guys n gurls.

sat-promised myself to DO MY HMWRK!!! buden leh, im too stucked to de comp. WHY?? hai, guess im rly hopeless. my mom keeps scolding me stupid. bahs, she's rly makin me giev up on myself leh. hai. wadevr. I NEED TO DO SERIOUS REFLECTION.

SUNDAY~ i finish de Dnt hol hmwrk-de paper. but some qn i din do cuz de txtbk aint got any info abt it. den i rmb mr lim say nvm cuz alot people oso never complete all. den i played. i met kc n ck n mar late again. at PS ate kfc, dey bought for me 1st wor den i reach liao i ate immediately. i felt like. so bad. =( den we took taxi to kallang theatre cuz alrdy late! 7.15 strt we were stil w8in for de taxi. LOL~ but when we reach dere havn strt. woo. so excitin so many cchy came. chers.. frens.. wow. 3/4 of de theatre is cchy peeps. cool man! we sat on de same row as mel+danny n glor+jonas. DE CONCERT WAS AWESOME MAN!!!! de best is still our own cchy drum grp=P 24seasons drum concert. oso got a accapella(spell?) grp frm malaysia called Flexitones. deir gud! n oso an all girls 24 seasons drum grp frm Penang~ not bad!! overall it rly rawked la.. yup=)

thanks 2f for peiing me while i blog. haha NITES!!

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