June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
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im am so hopeless. WHY CANT I JUZ FREAKING STUDY FOR GADS SAKE. riights. im oweing maths again. Candice is like tryin so hard to help me, but im not giving a damn. uh, actuli, i DO giv a damn, but i am juz too lazy. ive bin tellin myself to limit myself. STOP PLAYIN SO MUCH. but i duno. its so hard when u choose an unhealthy habit n u try to kick it away. LIM BEI LING, GET A FREAKING LIFE.

ytd had 4 freaking tests on juz 1 freaking day. freak! i mean like, its tiring enouf, n its not easy to score if u hav 4 tests crammed on 1 day. its juz so ANNOYING. i bet im gonna fail 3/4 of dem. de oni 1 i'll pass shud b Eng. if i dun even pass eng. i guess i'll go eat shyt. i'll probably fail Chi, History n DnT. pathetic uh? i failed myself again. i promised myself to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fk it. im juz so angry at how sloppy n digusting my habits r rite now.

visited MOT. Museum of Twits. not a museum in literal but its a blog duh. http://www.museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/
was bored lo so i visited it. read it abit. i read de post on maplestory for de 3rd time, findin it true-er each time i read it. n deres 1 abt de 21 signs of ah lian or smth lidat. so true on most points. lol~ n its quite enjoyable goin tru de Twitionary. i learnt many new words. LOL. esp dis word: lopphe. guess wats it mean? at 1st i saw dis word i was thinkin-- loh-fei? its actuli LOVE. lopphe=love. *snorts wid laughter*. funny la.. ii lopphe euuu. yukyuk. sound so wrg.

2day is racial harmony day. oh wow. so exciting wor~ DOTS. wat does de sch wan frm us? excitment? nahs. we're uninspired. >.< y no1 wear stuffs like kimono or korean wear? so uninterestin one.. i stil rmb durin pri sch dere r rly many different types of costumes student wore.. kimono.. vietnamese.. etcetc. so nice man. now sec sch like all malayish nonyaish. haha, but at least dey stil bothr to dress up. not like most of us. including me. LOl. 2days assembly(exchged wid thurs assembly) celebration for 'racist day' was pathetic. n boring. i was juz like, crapping arnd wid candice dor etc.. YAY blue hse won de rangoli!!! kinda surprised leh? cuz i tot green wud win wid de beautiful flower piece dey made. haha, hu cares? blue won!!! woots~

anyway, my mom is nuts. crazY, PARANOID. wth la, today CO finish, me, mar n nic was w8in for 806 at de bus intrchg den duno is considered lucky or suay. met my mom. she gg eat dinner wid her fren, den she pass me some stuffs call me brg hm put in fridge 1st. fine. den juz a few minuts ago, she asked me hu was nic. n i knew she was wid her paranoia thinkin dat i hav a boyfren. is she insane? yea she tot nic was my bf, or if not, mar's bf. PLEASE LA. its de 21st century, doesnt mean we hang out wid a guy, dat guy ought to b our sted or smth. gross thinkin. zzz NIC is our.. well, sista? brothrly sista? sistaly brothr? I DUNOO. he is so NOT our kind yea? he's juz a fren. mom. dun b sucha paranoid. but i dun understan wats so angryable if i rly do hav a bf? unless i go haywire havin a bf, mom, dun b so paranoid.

Why can't i have my own happiness? back to top?