June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
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just wanna keep some memories here. its a past but it wun stay as dead history.
i dont wanna forget these n later on regret dat ive never noted it down nor say thanks to show my appreciation..

Thanks for the void deck 'confession' on wed.
it was painful resisting..
it was heartbreaking reality..
but it is a sweet memory no doubt.

Thanks for the study time ytd.
Thanks for taking the train.
Thanks Gary =))
-依依不舍-

Its difficult to smile.
to trust.
to appreciate.
to tell myself "只要笑一笑,没设么事情过不了."
to see people being so happily together and not feel envy/jealousy.

Therefore its time to learn.
though i've been spoilt like a little girl.
but im willing to try. =|
becus nothing else matters to me.. not anymore.


suddenly thought of the 7pm show on chnl 8 that just ended: Tian Soon Ye Ye. thought of the scene whr the girl broke up wid de guy even though they loved each othr so very much.
the girl told the guy: ive thought n i think i know wat went wrg in our relationship. u take things lightly, dats ur personality. u like to leave problems on its own becus u think dat Chuan Dao Qiao Tou Zi Ran Zhi [when the ship reaches the quay, it will go straight naturally]. n u let this be the same for our relationship too. when we have problems, u keep ur distance n wait for things to straighten out. its till you are being forced, or pressurised, or made to do things, then you start to solve problems. however, im the kinda dat needs to be spoilt, to be loved, to be cared for every moment....

somehow. although dat speech de girl said is not de same for me. but afta de study time ytd. it made me think. is it dat our personalities really doesnt fit after all? Will happiness be ensured even if evrything is 'restarted'? -listens to Daniel Bedingfield's If You're Not The One- Can things really work out after all? Will trust be an issue in the future?

I don't know. I don't want to know, not now. maybe not at all. becus im silly/stubborn enough to want a future that have Matthew and Belle. back to top?