June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
Strictly Dance Zone

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sometimes i wonder.
am i being too strong that im actually putting on a mask w/o knowing?
or_
how many percent of girls can actually walk thru a relationship,
failed.
betrayed.
given up upon.
watching wid yearnful eyes her used-to-be-othr-half watch anthr girl yearnfully.
walking the oceans & braving the storms for her.
doing stuff for her he'd nv had done for herself.
& she witnesses it all.
Bearing the pain deep inside.
Lying to herself even, that she is strong and has moved on.
However, sometimes coming across some songs freaks her out as the songs start to dig out those unspoken pain etched deep inside her.
She wonders; she knows.
He probably wouldn't understand the pain.
He's just a changed person.
Beyond her reach.


Ai Otsuka - Planetarium

Yuuzukiyo kaodasu kieteku kodomo no koe
Tooku tooku kono sora no dokoka ni kimi wa irundarou
Natsu no owari ni futari de nuke dashita kono kouen de mitsuketa
Ano seiza nandaka oboeteru?

Aenakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitainda
Ano kaori to tomoni hanabi ga patto hiraku

Ikitaiyo kimi no tokoro e imasugu kakedashite ikitai yo
Makkura de nanimo mienai kowakutemo daijoubu
Kazoe kirenai hoshizora ga imamo zutto kokoni arundayo
Nakanaiyo mukashi kimi to mita kireina sora datta kara

Ano michi made hibiku kutsu no oto ga mimi ni nokoru
Ookina jibun no kage wo mitsumete omounodeshou
Chittomo kawaranai hazu nanoni setsunai kimochi fukurande ku
Donnani omottatte kimi wa mou inai

Ikitai yo kimi no sobani chiisakutemo chiisakutemo
Ichiban ni kimi ga sukidayo tsuyoku irareru
Negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mitakeredo
Nakanai yo todoku darou kirei na sorani

Aenakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo misetainda
Ano kaori to tomoni hanabi ga patto hiraku

Ikitaiyo kimino tokoro e chiisana te wo nigiri shimete
Nakitaiyo sorewa sorewa kirei na sora datta
Negai wo nagare boshi ni sotto tonaete mitakeredo
Nakitai yo todokanai omoi wo kono sora ni


And maybe five;ten;twenty years down the road, you'd start to see how much you meant to me and how much i'd do/done for you.
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