Cold Nostalgia

Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 4:42 PM

going crazy

okay.
I. AM. GOING. CRAZY.
sorry for vulgarities but...
fuck man!
WALAU EH. %$&$%^$%^$ nn@#$E$b#$%%E^$^4c@$%$%bB

i am super exhausted right now. physically & mentally.
de training tday really... drained me.
i slept at 1plus n woke up at 6.
& den emotional upheaval.
den today was super hot sommore.
then i was unhappy abt some stuff i told no one abt n i shant say here eithr.
and then i nearly died when de training ended for us.
then i was pissed when i nearly got lost when i went to my gran's place to 'pay respects' to my late granddad[which i nv saw befre] & at the same time have dinner. in the end they played mahjong n we ended up reaching home at 11.55.
then my freaking uncle gave me de wrong laptop when i alrdy told him which one i want n i emailed him the minimum specs + he replyed okay.
den i wanted to blog a proper post NOW. including pictures taken today. in de end. when i plugged in my phn into de comp, it got fked up n hung. & now i cant even get it to on properly. all it wants to do is to get stuck wid the button+cam lighted up, n hang there. STUBBORN PIECE OF SHYT.

walau ehhhhhhhh. wat the fuck is wrong wid my life la? im already exhausted wid de current situation n like. walau. tian ah tian, wat you wat wid me? slap my face luh! nabey. SUPER. ANGRY. CAN?

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on a uhm.. lighter/more heartfelt note.. i'd just like to 'feature' this song for a bit. its really nice. de lyrics are really very meaningful.

really really really meaningful lyrics.
(Verse 1)
Don't know where to start, something aint goin right
Feel it in my soul cause I tried oh baby,
Try to keep you satisfied please don't cry
I just think we both need time
I just feel that we are in the same mood but living two worlds apart
And it's causing too much pain

(Chorus)
(She said) baby can you please just stay
It aint too late to work this thing out
(I said) Girl this aint easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
(She said) why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I said) baby i'm sorry
I think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go

(Verse 2)
See these tear drops falling from your eyes
That don't change my mind oh baby
Please don't make things more difficult than they gotta be
I can't take no more this is killing me
Every time I look at you I see more reason for me to leave you
And it's causing me too much pain

(Chorus 2)
(She said) baby can you please just stay
It aint too late to work this thing out
(I said) Girl this aint easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
(She said) why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I said) baby i'm sorry
I think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go

Baby can you please just stay
It aint too late to work this thing out
(I said) Girl this aint easy for me
At least the truth is coming out
(She said) why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I said) baby i'm sorry
I think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay
I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave
Cause i think its time we let go

Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave

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