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cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
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went to sch early tday. but was late for 30mins. supposed to meet my DVPA grp at 11am to collect the cam n stuff for filming. blabla. den went to fc4 to eat n discuss de script n stuff. in de end we came up wid a totally new script. lmaos. our film's gonna be really funny. bahaha. from romance to dramedy (drama+comedy).den supposedly 3pm meet modern dance exam de grp at T11a. no one was dere. den janice (sr) came along, den i learnt dat tday got HH session. xiang came.. den after awhile janice n von n jug n ethel n lulu n blablabla came. den mliang came den mliang n me went to mph to find allen n kl. den we went thru songs, min came wid jamie peggie n meimei. blablablA. listen thru all de songs, den decided on Beu Sister's Once Upon A Broken Heart. modern session tday was quite okay, fun actually. but i had a bad day when it ended n i learnt dat my female lead for de film cant make it on 22. urgh. asked arnd moderners if anyone cud be my female lead. bah. no one seem to really care... n i was desperate. like, really dead desperate. emo. you know the feeling.. like.. you have reached a dead end and you desperately need help and you call out for help but no one seem to budge and you wonder if they are really unable to help or whrthr they jus dun bother or mayb you are not worthy to be helped or isit just becus ppl dont like you. and then you realise really. no one's gonna help you. you're by yrself. but then again, you don't know what to do. horrible it feels. back to top? |