Cold Nostalgia

Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 2:32 AM

where is the love?

at this age and time, things are moving so fast.
we are all so busy and caught up with things we believe are important,
we don't stop to think;
what is it i'm doing?
why is it like that?
where is the love?

sometimes i wished i could just stay a young kid. being mature is just a pain in the ass.
so many things is happening around and about, so much so that sometimes i don't know what is happening anymore. i don't know what i'm doing anymore. i lost my 'dreams'. i lost my 'aims'. i lost the love for things i use to yearn/aim for. it's like as if im just living each day aimlessly.

sometimes i wished i was like, snow white or something. happily ever after. & im not talking about prince charming. im trying to say the 7 dwarfs part. (i can't think of any other better examples)
if you could actually find 7 true blue real friends that stick with you throughout and be there for you for whatever and whenever, who will listen to whatever rants or chats, who will not doubt you at all, who will not forsake you for anything else, who will support you fully,
i respect and envy you.

sometimes,
one is like a baby sparrow stranded in the middle of a carpark
because it just broke its tiny legs.
wanting to call out,
but doesn't in the end,
as it doesn't know who will be willing to listen out for its tiny chirp,
and who will be willing to fly down to help.
and it doesn't want to be look down upon as weak,
or bothersome.
and it thinks to itself:
"such a small existance and in this big big world"
"who knows, perhaps no one will even notice if something happened"

hah.

sometimes it feels like the world is so unreal,
so. superficial.

and with this,
i cry , "where are you, dear sparrows?"

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