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Sunday, April 24, 2005 @ 1:32 PM
sad..
ok.. so i havent kept my promise nvm..[the below few chunks r the whole walkthrough of my experience of SporeYouthFestival.. u may nt 1 2 read] 1stly SYF IZ OVA!!!!!!!!! N CHINESE ORCHESTRA GOT.... SILVER WIF H0NOURS!!-i mean.. high silver... hahaz.. ok.. we performed on 21 april.. at 2.15pm...
b4 tt.. in the m0rn.. we went 2 sch at usual sch dae time.. Xcept tt we w0re the red CO shirt..[yay.. dunneed wear tie n go assembly.. muaha] n stayed in the library.. n lian4(practice).. den zhang1 lao shi came..den she told us tt yesterdae's competition was quite po0r.. tt we we beta dem others xcept for our espression n body m0vements..[we were stiff].. so we cld hav a chance of g0ld.. she say until we gt our[at least it got mine..] hopes high of gettin gold.. n den.. we lian until 10+am.. den i changed into the full uniform.. den gt pulled 2 makeup.. the cream was applyed on mi face by a guaduated erhu seni0r.. Sylvia.. den the makeup by yang2 lao shi.. den me n sum others went 2 eat... saw sum teachers... den went bak.. gt evrythin redi.. den we went SporeConferenceHall[SCH]..
once we go in we saw boon lay sec... guys uni->full light blue, gals->white top blue long skirt-like our skirt.. den we prepared lo.. den went into a special rm gt mirror wall at the back.. de rm iz make up of 3 rms so tt it could make rm 4 al the chairs 4 the orchestra practisin there.. each sch was given 10 mins 2 tiao2 ying1(tune) n practice.. den we were chased up 2 wait outside the final performance place.. ok.. so den afta awhile.. we went in n performed la.. at 1st i play de erhu awhile i was DEAD scared lo.. budden afta awhile ok lia0.. den when perform our choice piece lin1 zhong1 ye4 hui4, our shouts of 'HEY' was so loud.. esp de last HEY... pp clapped man.. [bt nt the judges..] k.. den atfa we got out we listened 2 boon lay sec.. outside.. outside gt a small tv n speaker.. i lyk their choice piece.. although quite weird n moz pp say nt nice.. bt i dun0 y i like alot.. so nice.. den afta boon lay performed finish we went in again.. n i kept lookin at the spectaters dey 2 spot vincent n colin.. i lk alot of times den i finally c dem.. k den we watched bukit panjung's orchestra... walia0 aA.. their erhu damn gd lo.. bt their body movements 2 overdo lia0z.. esp the GUY at the 1st row 1st column... he play lyk as if mad lyk tt.. lolz.. bt their dizi no gd.. budden i hear their choice piece their erhu damn gd lo.. walia0 a.. make me so ZHI4 BEI1... haiz.. sad sia..
k den we gt chased out afta bukit panjung performed..... caz our bus has came 2 pick us up.. den colin n vincent came out oso.. den colin say i looked lyk a china doll wif the make up on.. lolz.. k den we went on the bus.. den went bak.. den me pauline colin YuAi n Grace[cello] went 2 eat at Cavana.. den we doodled dere 4 quite awhile-2 w8 4 results.. den we went mac... pauline treat us ice cream.. de 25cents 1 of course.. if nt she pok gai arz.. den afta awhile huangfang sms me say.. "hey.. Silver..." den we n0e.. den we were lyk.. 'ok lo..' bt quite sad la.. caz as said on top.. xpected gold lia0z.. wan win band de lehz.. can0t let band qiao2 bu4 qi3(looK dwn).. den we go hm lo.. k..

OK>> finally lets tok b0ut 2dae.. ab0ut yesterdae i wil type 2molo.. caz 2 long alredi.. k.. nw im feelin quite dwn la... ya.. caz..... my........ hamsters.................. DIED......................... :'( ...... )': ...... i didnt n0e when dey died.. i didnt notice dem yesterdae.. budden my mom say yesterdae evenin she rmb my vry young cousin went 2 lookat dem... so.. i guess iz sumwhere at nite.. caz since morn.. i dun think i heard any noises at all at near my hamsters dere.. lyk as if 2 quiet lyk tt... n0 sound of the wheel 4 it 2 run turnin at all... u n0e.. lyk tt type of eerie silence.. but i didnt care........... i feel so guilty nw.. around 7.50+ lyk tt.. i feel lyk--> can0t.. i muz go lookat dem.. so i tk sum bread, rdy 2 feed dem.. on the way.. i called dem-gwe gwe... no sound at al.. i gt a feelin tt dey r died alredi.. when i lk... b0th 2 hamsters r dea.. 1 had blood wounds... de other looks normal.. bt both de..ad.... iz juz... so...sudden.. n sad... summ0re 1 iz confirm gt bitten 2 death... which iz even sadder.. n dere were 1 or 2 tt type of vry small flies alredi.. tt makes me even m0r guilty.. if i had spent time wif dem evry single dae.... instead of gettin so absorb wif my own life.. game... playin... things may nt hav gone in tiz directi0n.. haiz... den i cried reli HARD 4 abt 10-15mins.. n sobbed 4 abt 5 mins... haiz.. saad... hearTbr0ken......

Heartbroken...
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