June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
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1stly.. YAY!!! EXAMS OVA!!! Wo0h0o~ been reli reli tired n stressed 0ut.. who wouldnt b when dey wake up evrymorn at 5am 2 study evry single dae f0r 5 straight daes? tts wat i did.. i plae in de aftanoon[on moz daes alot.. bt on others 0ni a lil while] den slept early/late dependin on whther i think i could finish revisin de nxt m0rn.. den as for history tt dae.. the dae b4 history exam.. i slept at 10.50pm.. caz i spent practically de whole aftan0on playin GunBound.. den the nxt morn[de dae of history exam+homeEcon] i woke at 3am TO STUDY!! de worst thing iz.. i studied history.. oni history.. until when i reached sch in cls.. abt 2 leave 4 de parade square.. den Glo told me tt HE exams 1st.. y i study history?? den i n0e tt HE test 1st.. so i was lyk.. damn f**ked up by my own self.. i alredi felt drained out frm lack of sleep n yet another blow.. so i bia3[rush] lyk crazy lo.. keep flippin de pages of the HE bk lyk mad.. oni read a lil tiinie biT.. so pathetic.. den lk at main things n try 2 rmb.. den test.. haiz heck manz.. nxt year oso nt takin HE.. hu cares.. hahaz..
2nd wo0ho0! [plus boohoo]k.. gt t0 n0e 3 of 0ur paper's result.. ART,i expected 2 fail tiz bt 'unfortunately' i passed wif a mere 56/100.. so iz quite a boohoo.., LITerature, tiz iz de oni subj other den the HE[which i gt confused on which pp tested 1st] tt i didnt study.. lit.. i oni read 2 stories.. n idiotingly.. both didnt come 0ut on pp.. haiz.. bt luckily.. de things tt tested are things tt i stil can rmb tru daily less0ns.. *luckily i didnt slack in less0ns* lolz.. den 2dae ms Ang so disappointed.. 2F 19 failures, our cls, 2G 15 failures!! den she told us abt a story of 2 frenz of hers.. abt nt bein 2 proud if u scored well ONCE.. 2 enlighten us.. den i heng heng passed..25/45.. bt quite disappointed la.. pull ma marks down.. esp art.., SCIence.. tiz iz a SURE 100% wo0ho0.. yay!! [wadeva..] thinG.. hahaz.. i quite satisfied la.. 82/100.. 1st time in ma sec sch life gt so much.. so delighted.. i laz year whole year slack.. until.. sad sad endin.. cried at the laz day of sch caz of ma results.. summ0r damn bd lo.. whole cls watchin School of Rock.. den i was dere cryin.. sadistic lorz.. k.. bt i nw stil worried for maths, chi geo n history.. haiz.. h0pe can do well.. if nt i die..
the other thing woohoo.. nt much la.. juz finally.. FINALLY learnt hw 2 plae de FF8 triple traid card game.. nv knew it was TT simple.. lolzz..

dun read below... u'll b bored 2 death.. im juz lashin my anger n disappointment herre..
lazly.. k.. frenship iz killing me.. i tel u i can tok abt the current situation for on and on.. while cryin.. even when i write tiz nw.. im sobbin-->cryin bt nt reli cryin as in.. few tears flowin dwn on n off lyk tt.. reli! life juz suX nowadaes loRs.. esp wif de prob of frenship.. or rather acquantenceship? i mean iz lyk.. loads iz happenin nowadaes.. n iz vry vry vry difficult 2 put in w0rds.. u hav 2 experience it urself 2 understan de pain.. loads of pp gt heartbroken n disappointed caz of BGR n exam results[lesser].. bt nw.. i truely truely understan hw it feels 2 b hurt b FRIENDS over n over again.. i tot i cld trust tt pers0n.. n yt tt pers0n went off when sum other pp once dey either.. number1)tired of u or number 2)get want information dey wanted n iz satisfied or 3)i dun0... happened twice in 1 month.. 2 different pp.. hw sad can it gt.. iz reli reli vry hurtin l0rz.. im lkin 4 true hard WILLING fren.. doesnt hav 2 b close 2 me.. juz hav 2 b true.. n can keep secrets.. izit tt hard 2 b lyk one? izit tt hard?? some pp juz dun understan de meanin of frenz... i reli reli had enough of SHIT.. mayb sumtimes i admit i did wrg.. im quite sentimental n i do overreate at times.. bt i reli had ENOUGH of surpressin.. im angry.. angry til desappointed at evry1 of dem..i wished for GODS SAKE[amen] tt i dey wil lemme break off frm dem.. i reli regreted bein part of their social circle.. IT SUX.. if i had a choice.. id rather b alone w/o ne frenz den havin frenz.. or shld i say 'fake' frenz.. at elast i dun hav 2 cry n feel so hurTt evrytime i think of us.. it always seem so fine at 1 p0int.. bt dere owaes wil b smth tt crops up tt makes at least 1 of us unhapi..ALWAYS.. think bout tt.. when had we evER been totally fully hapi when all of us r 2gether.. nt yet! nt tt i n0e of.. im juz so sickk of tiz life.. i dun care if any1 hu n0es wat im tokin abt reads tiz.. i DUN CARE nem0r.. i dun value tiz kind of shit frenship.. aint frenz at all.. in fact i wil feel damn delighted if i can break off frm those pp.. i dun care if dey hate me.. caz i dun value dem anym0r.fullstop

I realsied at the end of the day, i haven't got any friends. back to top?