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cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
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sigh. im feeling kinda down. yea. dis post is gona be just me biatchin abt my life. yada yada oh so pathetic n sadded. shud be sleeping now but jus dun feel like it. havent talked to anyone abt my feelings either, which is kinda like a record since ive always needed to rant on someone so that id feel better..I dont know what i am anymore. As i look back on the way i was last time, and now, I see a great difference. I aint exactly sure whether its a good thing, or bad. I sure am more outspoken and open than before. And still as playful, mischievious and fun-loving. And i sure do interact more. But i don't know WHAT i am. Am i a best friend? A good friend? A friend? An acquaintance? A item? A make-u-feel-that-u-are-better person? A dancer? A dancer-wannabe? An online gaming addict? YADA YADA. im just so lonely. not in de sense that i need a boyfriend. i just need, a REAL friend. someone who i can talk to about anything. someone who wun fall out wid me jus becus of different views someone who have their own point of views and not always judge by what others say boo. im sucha loser. Labels: lonely back to top? |