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cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
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Hello world. Lots have happened. I shall not go into the details cause I'd prolly break down again. All I've got to say is, this family i used to have.. ![]() I treasure all the times we have had. Once, we were so close and happy together, but things have changed. And now, because of my selfishness of betraying daniel, I have messed the fuck out of everything and everyone. I am a huge disappointment to everyone, even to myself. To think I would be the one doing such a thing, shocking huh. And yeah, I agree with what everyone says, if i did this to Daniel, who says I won't do it with another guy? The only thing i can say is, I really haven't felt such a strong feeling before.. and I am just being real. Sure, I haven't handled things well. ..Perhaps I should have ended things properly before doing anything else.. but... it was crazy and things just happened. Though it seems meaningless now, all that I say, but all I can do know, is say I am sorry and pray that over time, things will turn out fine. Thank you Daniel, for giving me your love. I have let you down. I know what I've done is gonna hurt you, a lot. But dear boy, I hope you move on quick. I ended this as soon as possible as I did not want you to be in a position i used to be in when i was with Tyler. You asked if there was no second chance, I couldn't say yes. I couldn't drag it anymore because its gonna hurt more. I'm gonna hurt you real bad this once, but just this once. No dragging. Let me be the asshole. ![]() |