June 1st 1991 baby
ex - Singapore Polytechnic communications student
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right. i shall juz post abt how terrible im feeling right now..
i just cried just now frm 10.10pm-11.00pm. 50mins. wow. de last i cried long was last year when my hamsters died.

why? cuz of sm habbo stuffs. i feel so naive. freakingly dumb. i cant believe it man. mayb im juz ovrreacting. but it is de VERY VERY 1st time i felt like tt.. i noe in tt situation, i hav no1 or nth to blame at all. but to blame my own naiveness. I CANT BELIEVE ALL DE FAKE SHYTING N CRAPPING. i feel so bad now. like im.. ovr emotional.. draggin my sadness to othr pp in habbo.. esp orangesoda- DJin.. she's rly nice, comfortin me.. but de more she does, de mor i cry.. its not her fault.=X

feel like writing de whole thing out right here. but i cant. its too... private. when tt happend. i rly rly broke down. n i told James evrything. n i realised de dream, de lala-land i was in all along.. LIM BEI LING. U FREAKING IDIOT. WAKE UP! GRR..

nvm. im feeling rly lost now. my heart is dead. im not motivated anymore. im not caring abt much alrdy. i lost it all. de 1st time evr i felt tt.. sick. pain. hurt. BLEURGH. im so naive tts de oni thing to say. haii.. duno whrthr i shld tell mar abt it.. she'll look me different. well.. i duno.

now i feel de best song to xplain how i feel is Na Ying's - Yi Xiao Er Guo... de lyrics. chorus.. my psnl msg.. blah. wadevr.

I feel like dying. Right now. just like this. back to top?